Suddenly, I went from working bee... to "I did not want to work any more." I just wanted to read, play, watch Netflix. I didn't even want to write any articles any more.
So yesterday I sat down and had a heart to heart with Source, through questions, of course.
The questions were, I am a little ashamed to confess, all around how to fix this. After all I have a history of destroying my business with regularity... and it definitely looked like the same thing to me.
But Source said: there is nothing to do. Hm, strange. Nothing. Nothing but wait... Wait for what?! Grrr.
But I said, OK, I'll wait.
It's been 24 hours, and suddenly it dawned on me: I am disheartened. Two billion people struggle with these mites, not a handful cares.
Finding the solutions cost me thousands of dollars, hundreds of hours. And no one seems to want it.
And whether it is because I don't know how to sell it... or because the topic is not "nice", my feelings are hurt... lol.
You see, I am a lot like you. I want recognition, I want to be liked, celebrated, famous and such.
This week, in my weekly horoscope there was a question: what is my secret impossible dream... And it was instantly there, I didn't have to think about it.
My secret impossible dream is to be recognized and appreciated for the groundbreaking work I do.
It's an impossible dream, because nobody cares. Lots of people pretend that they do, but ultimately no one is really interested.
Thousands of people read this website, but everyone is looking for a magic button, a handout, a shortcut, not a path towards becoming a human BEING.
That is the Soul's goal, that is the path of evolution, that is what is imprinted in your genes... but you are not interested.
Now that I see that it's putting my reason in you instead of something I invented... like the future of humankind, it's easy to kick this "I don't want to work" lethargy and say F... it, F... you, and just do the work... lol.
Offended yet? lol.