Are your feelings yours?
I had a realization a few minutes ago: Every summer I am attacked by this strong feeling that unless I have a life-partner, I am alone, and I have an empty life.
It comes fortified with bouts of depression, bouts of misery, bouts of fear, bouts of anxiety.
Today was really horrid.
Then I got a flash of insight: what if this is not mine at all? What if this has never been mine?
What if the student who wrote to me about lonesomeness… gets the same feelings?
What if YOU are bombarded with feelings that are not yours, and yet, they feel like they are?
What if the MIND doesn’t know the difference, and then you start to plan your life to fix these seemingly missing circumstances, girl friend, horny, marriage, money… and then find that they don’t do s-h-i-t for you, because what made you want them wasn’t yours?
And then I realized that just like I can record my energy transmissions and give them to you, these D.S. people can do the same? Except that their energy “long range” is far stronger than mine… when the winds come from the North they can reach as far as Mexico… half the planet.
And what if they have broadcast stations, not manned, on many locations?
What if unless you can dis-identify yourself from your feelings, your misery will grow… and grow… and grow?