I've called him the other day, and now we are talking again.
Today he asked me a question that put me in touch with something I buried deep...
He asked me "What is Energized Water?"
I wanted to find out what he thinks energized water is. And that conversation lead from the pristine spring he got his drinking water from when he was a kid, through the hot springs of Lourdes, the healing waters, to a realization, that because I am an atheist, I have been not allowing myself to be moved.
I wrote notes while we spoke. This is what I wrote...
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holy water = energized water
god is in the water or touched the water
I have never quite shared with you what it's like being an atheist and knowing that what you call god is my daily companion, giving me everything I got, so I can share.
It took me more than 20 years of working diligently to be deserving of this trust.
Be worth a damn... says Tai, and he doesn't know the first thing about being deserving... or what it takes to become deserving of the life you want.
Being deserving of conversations, being deserving of energies, being deserving.
And without poetry life is humdrum, drudgery, and not worth living.
Poetry is another way of saying: the spirit flying. It is not about words, it is not the poetry that schools teach. It's inspiration, it's soaring, it's being touched.
All touched, different ways... And you, touched, through those audios, those energies.
Divine, inspired, inspiring, timeless.
When I say "Energy Assisted Transformation" I am talking about that touch... each touch reaches in you and turns stuff on, turns stuff off... so you can be who you were meant to be... divine.
I am a little embarrassed... after all who am I to be the go-between... but on the other hand I worked my butt off to earn it, to deserve it, and haven't done much of anything else... that is all I have ever wanted to do.
I haven't been writing many articles lately.
I want to be able to write a book that can survive me, so not everything I've done dies with me when I die. It's difficult to write long articles... I much prefer short ones.
That is one of the reasons.
The other: I am working on increasing the site's revenue so I can live and work, without having to resort to charity.
One of my values is to not allow anyone's gift to me (or love) go to waste. And the generous gifts I received a month ago: they need to be turned into a self-sustaining business, in spite of the fact that very few people are willing and able to do the work I teach.
10% of all the readers of the site come because they love to hate me.
80% of the readers are curiosity seekers
and 10% are reading to learn... most of them are students or clients.
I want more like the last 10%... more students, more clients. I am not greedy, one new student a month... That is all I want...