I am on the mend. It feels weird...
All my life I wanted to get sympathy for poor me... because I didn't think I deserved anything.
And I am noticing that I want to complain, that I am afraid that if I tell you I am getting well, you won't want to give me anything... not business, not love, not anything.
Remnants of a life lived unwanted, and expecting to be unappreciated...
If you have had your predatory genes adjusted, you really want to pay attention to the inclinations to do what you have always done but they are not as strong as they used to be. Like me fishing for pity... As if that were all I deserve, if that were all I can get. Pity.
Boggles the mind that I could not see this for a whole 72 years... EVER.
But I am not going to cry over spilled milk... I am just shaking my head... Wow, never realized.
Muscle test says that my biological age now is 50... Went down from 72 in just a month.
I could talk about my overall health... my 80% clogged arteries, my legs that hurt like hell, but I have... and if needed I will. Again.
In this article I only want to talk about the cognitive aspect of health. And, of course, cognitive is closely related to emotional health.
So... The other day I went back on memory lane, and found the time when I hit the significant vibrational level, where responsibility and integrity becomes first available.
That was about 20 years ago.
My vibration wasn't stable... Back in 2007, I had a period of low. My vibration dropped to 150 for a while.
So I am going to use that time as an anchor.
My intelligence, intellectual, was about 100... My emotional intelligence was 60. I lived with a very narrow cone of vision, no plans for the future, no ability to see anything other than what I was doing.
My about-me score was 70%.
Your about-me score tells me to what degree you are in survival mode. To what degree you are able and willing to see other people's concerns and consider them valid. To what degree is your life about you and your life. What you want, what you don't want, what you feel.
If you consider the purpose of life ASCENSION, climbing the Tree of Life, getting out of the basement of your being all the way up to where only angels dare to tread... I was in the basement of my being... not even knowing that there were levels higher than that.
Only 5 people in a thousand are on ground level or above. The rest are in the basement of their being.
Why is that?
I am going to share how it was for me... We'll see if you resonate, if you recognize yourself.
Struggle, trudging along, trying to make it in life belongs to the basement...
If you actually recall being in the basement ever... you cannot see anything above you, because it is physically impossible. So all you can have about the rest of life depends on your imagination, and unfortunately your imagination is given to you by books, by movies, by songs, and not by actually seeing any of the things you desire. You imagine, but you haven't had the experience. And you don't know how to get to a place from where you can see how to get that experience you want.
You are, all of you, in the basement... even the street level is only a fantasy for you, much like religion. Someone else told you it exists, but you haven't had a direct experience of the street level... yet.
The average vibration on the planet is 100, down from 130 20 years ago.
The vibration of the street level is 200.
The emotional state predominant on the levels of consciousness at 200 vibration and below is SURVIVAL. Fear for survival. Concern for survival.
Not for success. Not for fulfillment.
At and below 200 vibration the predominant invisible dynamic of a human is the Racket.
The racket is an ontological, a behavioral construct. Ontology, the branch of metaphysics dealing with the nature of being, concerns itself with values... When you look at a racket, you see what is important to a person.
Survival, wanting to survive, activates the racket dynamic, and its payoffs:
- Wanting to be right so you can avoid being wrong by making another person or the world wrong
- Wanting to look good so you can avoid looking bad... at all cost
- Win... arguments, preferably every single step... so you can avoid losing... even if it makes you never win anything in life
- Justify self, behavior, feelings, and invalidate another... maybe one of the strongest drives there is
- Dominate the other, dominate the conversation, so you can avoid the domination of another, of the world... of anything.
- And the last one is to avoid being responsible, even seeing yourself responsible for anything
The racket, an invisible dynamic runs your life.
Recently I have gone even deeper and saw that it is genetically programmed... in the predatory genes, to what degree the concerns for survival run your actions, run your life.
Most things encoded in the DNA, a map of qualities, abilities, etc. cannot be changed by another person, or even "Source"...
And even if they it can be changed, anything that isn't needed by the organism, by the "Selfish" genes, will shut down to preserve energy.
- 3. the number of spiritual capacities you have:
- 8. your relationship to feedback and instruction:
- 9. The level of discomfort you are willing to allow w/o trying to fix it. This is your TLB score...
- 11. Your about-me score, also the inverted number of humility:
- 16. Level of integrity 1-100, the relationship between you and you:
- 20. How teachable/how coachable are you?
- 25. How inspired can you become? And what level are you now
- 28. How much control do you have over your attention?
- 29. How many predatory genes do you have?
- 30. Do you have enough energy to do the work?
- 32. How many pieces of information can your brain hold at the same time?
And once your Predatory Genes are adjusted, your life can change dramatically. Mine has.
Because self-awareness is not a measure that changes with the adjustment, the reports I get from people about themselves, what you are not aware of you cannot report.
So, as a control group, I have adjusted the predatory genes of some people I know... and I am observing them. Some of those had too few predatory genes, and some had too many.
In my current view, the predatory genes are like the strings in the phrase: a puppet on a string... You, the person, has little to say about what you do... no freedom, no ease, no grace... being jerked.
And like you would have to learn to walk with an artificial leg, you have to learn to walk, run, climb stairs, dance, accomplish in new ways with a changed configuration of the Predatory Genes.
The more self-aware you've been before the adjustment, the faster you can become the new person who isn't being jerked by concerns that imprison you.
The predominant jerkers... is that a word? are
- having to
- needing to
- wanting to
One of the aspects of humanity got revealed while I was working on the Predatory Gene adjustment and on extending my life.
Intelligence. I am interested in intellectual intelligence, mainly here...
It's what allows you to live a life that is in step with what is intended for a human being...
According to my muscle testing, a full 70% of humanity lives a life, lives in a way that is below the level their available intelligence could give them.
And a full 30% lives in a way where they fully use their intelligence...
I have muscle tested my students to see what is what...
- Half of my advanced students fully use their intelligence.
- The other half still have room to grow.
What does that mean to me? Or to them?
If you don't even use the little you have, it will be taken away. It is from the New Testament..,
Here are just three version of Jesus of the New Testament saying this:
New International Version
Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them.
New Living Translation
To those who listen to my teaching, more understanding will be given, and they will have an abundance of knowledge. But for those who are not listening, even what little understanding they have will be taken away from them.
English Standard Version
For to the one who has, more will be given, and he will have an abundance, but from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away.
This is a principle... by the way. A principles is like a spiritual law... no exceptions, even if to the untrained eyes it seems as if it applies to some and doesn't to others.
We could also say: it rhymes with "use it or lose it"...
The students who fully use their intelligence can get more...
The students who don't even use what they have... will not be able to earn more
What is it about intelligence that I can help you with?
A whole lot, I say.
But because all my work is co-creative, your relationship to guidance, your relationship to new knowledge, your relationship to changing is going to be the determinant whether it will work for you or not.
You need to max out your current intelligence to have more given to you...
I have started, as an emergency measure, using a powerful rot-rooter energy at the same time as I adjusted my predatory genes.
I was at death's door... and my students wanted me alive. So I asked Source for help to figure out what it is I could do to add a year or two to my life.
I was given activities to do, a list of remedies to take, a list of dietary changes to make, temporarily, and an energy I already had to use.
The results are quite staggering: I am not only better now, I am actually well.
One of the side-effects is that I have increased my available intelligence, my available brain power by 30%. But available doesn't mean I am using it.
Just like available muscle strength doesn't mean you'll lift weights, run a Marathon, or wrestle a worthy opponent.
The predictable behavior is that you'll continue doing what you have always done... and produce the same puny results you have always produced.
What is the predictor? To what degree you are using what you have now.
I was completely maxing out my capacities before. I have a lot of room to grow now... and I promise I'll max it out pretty soon.
Your current number, that shows to what degree you take advantage of what you have, including your intelligence, including your capacities, tells me what is predictable.
Your first job is to exhaust what you have. To tell your brain that you need more. Wanting more won't do it. Needing more does.
I have students who use 10% or less of their brain power.
My 20-30 day challenges could unstuck you from the low level activities you do, that don't require you to be more, better, or different.
Nature likes to save energy... that is what that Bible quote tries to tell you.
In my humble opinion, the more you are climbing the Tree of Life, the more fulfillment you experience.
But if you don't even use what you have been given, then you are NOT climbing the Tree of Life... and spiritually you live in squalor.
You are in my program as a control... so I can see what someone with no ambition, no Life Force working, does with what I teach, with what I have to give.
It is going to be, certainly, different from what it could be... depending on that number: to what degree you take advantage of what you have.
If you are generous, if you want more... you could leave a comment and share.
I learned this weird sounding spiritual law in Kabbalah: if you are willing to give away of what you don't have enough of... you'll get more of it.
- Love is a great example. You only feel the love that you give... and the more you give the more love you experience.
- Brain power is another example... the more you give away, the more you use (expend), the more becomes available... and this is, in essence, what this article is trying to teach.
One of the mindsets I measured for this article was the connection between the mindset/attitude of being stingy, and your ability to learn, to grow, and to enjoy life.
The connection is undeniable...
I'll put that chart here again
The three clearly stingy people in my advanced Playground have the lowest numbers in what they achieve... which I show as "what page are you in the course". They are all on page 1... as if they haven't even started the course. Their grit number is 1. Their ambition is low.
Stingy, as an attitude, keeps you at a low level... and robs you of your ability to grow as a person, or grow anything, like a business, because you are too much about maintaining what you have... which is probably not much.