Strong emotions or consciousness… choose!

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One of the measures I muscletest in the Starting Point Measurements is to what degree you consider your emotions reality.

From my point of view it says everything about you I need to know: how happy and satisfied you are with life, how curious you are, how astute you are, how high is your consciousness.

The higher that number is the lower you are in the totem pole of life, the lower your chances are to live a life you can love.

I have found that bringing curiosity to life, especially things that normally would cause you strong emotions, can counteract the narrowing of your cone of vision, narrowing of your intelligence, narrowing of your emotional flexibility… while destroying life where you are, where I am… inside me.

Let me say it again: bringing curiosity to things, to Life can counteract with misery, upset, anxiety, frustration, anger, despair, resignation, sadness, depression… the whole never ending pool of negative emotions.

It takes training. We are not even born with suckling… so yes, it takes training.

Our access, your access to reality, nowadays, is your emotions… instead of your feelings (sensory perceptions and observation) and your reasoning capacity.

Instead of getting a first hand view of reality, you, inside the cave of your mind, you interact with the shadows reality casts… and you are jerked through upheavals. Strong emotions reacting to things that aren’t even real.

Real things can feel dangerous too… like being face to face with a lion, a growling dog, a robber, a speeding car, a lightening… but those are quite rare… at least if my life is any indication.

The shadows of real things… when it concerns humans, are words.

Words. Words are the real difference between animals and humans… But also it is words that actually make you less able to live life fully… given that words replace your direct exposure to reality. Words are a stand-in for reality, and replace it… the shadows (words) stand in for reality…

You can, maybe, see that the cost to you is tremendous.

Note: I have a longer video at the end of this article… If you are in the Playground… you’ll appreciate it. 

Here is an intelligent question to ask: what part, what aspect of a human is sitting in the cave, watching the shadows on the wall of the cave? Because, obviously, physically, none of us are sitting in the cave: we are out and about…

Here are the parts/aspects that humans have… brain, consciousness, intellect, memory, mind, ego, history, will, soulcorrection, identity, etc. Many.

I hear you say: my mind… but you have no idea what you mean by that. When I ask you to point where your mind is, you point at your head.

You know to say: my perceptions… but who the you, and what is that you perceiving… reality or the shadows?

You even say: MY reality… but it has collapsed your interpretation and your meaning with what actually happened… maybe even replaced it.

I am reading and re-reading a very valuable book that, in my humble opinion, creates more shadow work, more arrogance, and less clarity, more righteous indignation, judgement… etc… than even ignorance, except, maybe, for my participants.

The book is ‘The art of hunting humans

It is not that the book is not talking accurately about things, the book’s truth value is 50%, the highest of any book I know of.

And yet, the style…

  • If you have a brain that can just take words… you’ll get self righteousness out of reading.
  • If you have a brain like mine… you’ll get a headache.

I am called to go, chapter by chapter, and dig out the distinctions… and add them to my Playground.

I am on my third listening and I can see that several distinctions that the book highlights are missing from my Playground. So I add them…

And yet, surprisingly, my students, especially the ones that are using the Big Bundle, are getting to these distinctions, toe to toe…

So the answer to the question: who is not being informed about reality in the cave… it must be consciousness, because

the Big Bundle does one thing, and one thing only: alerts Consciousness to come out of its cave and look at the mess it hasn’t even known about.

Your consciousness was never notified, never informed about your health issues, or about anything really.

The book uses metaphors… a lot. Like the ship and its crew.

So in the ship/crew/messenger example of the book… the captain is consciousness. The crew is your sensory organs. But what is the messenger?

The messenger is the ego. And it is the one who makes all the decisions the captain should be making… And the messenger is depriving the captain, consciousness, from accurate and up to date information.

This messenger is the Ego… or said in another way, your identity.

  • The identity (or Ego if you prefer that term) is unwilling to give up its power to act on any and every information the sensory organs convey and allow Consciousness to have a word sideways. (In coaching I am the voice of consciousness, and I am rebuffed)
  • The identity is not willing to follow the instructions Consciousness issues,
  • This identity wants to do everything its own way, whatever its way is. Mostly an ineffective way.

If you are lucky enough and bought the Friday calls with Bonnie, you can track that… strong identity… meager results.

The results of allowing the Ego, Identity to make all the decisions is the life you live. You pay for coaching or guidance, and you do the opposite of what the coach says. Identity took over and your life remains the same.

But if we look historically, what we see is that humanity is growing backwards.


In every possible way.

Now that I have muscle tested the health measures of a bunch of people, I am dumbfounded.

This cannot be the most evolved species on the planet! I haven’t found even one person who had ANY of their health measures above 10%, even if they were the users of the Water Energizer, and therefore their cell hydration was above 10%.

Let me measure an ancient well known figure, the sheep herder, David… for comparison

overall health 90%
cell hydration 10%
brain 90%
circulation 70%
heart 30%
arteries 90%
lungs 90%
digestive system 90%
stomach 70%
intestines 90%
pancreas 90%
liver 60%
lymph system 70%
eyes 90%
ears 70%
smell 70%
balance 90%
taste 90%
kidneys 90%

So if I were to ‘diagnose’ David…

…I would say that he has an issue with toxins in his diet and they have already destroyed his heart to a high degree. The toxins… this is just a hunch, are due to his eating not according to his eating style encoded in his DNA… He was a separator.

Let’s see another historical figure: Leibniz, the inventor of calculus and many other things.

overall health 50%
cell hydration 10%
brain 80%
circulation 80%
heart 50%
arteries 40%
lungs 30%
digestive system 30%
stomach 30%
intestines 30%
pancreas 20%
liver 40%
lymph system 40%
eyes 30%
ears 60%
sense of smell 10%
balance 30%
sense of taste 30%
kidneys 40%

Leibniz lived in the 17th century, so 300 years ago. David lived 3000 years ago.

You can see the deterioration of health… And that deterioration has accelerated in our day and age. We are weaker. And we are also less perceptive, less accurate in our actions than those who lived before us.

The question is why… and I have already answered that question.

Humanity moved its consciousness into Plato’s cave, the cave of the mind, where it only gets to see the shadow of reality.

Why? I don’t know. If I did, I could, maybe, change it. Lead humanity back to evolution.

It probably has a lot to do with what Margoczi’s Feelings and the Words book reveal: humans uses their brain to create shortcuts, to make the business of life easier. But the shortcuts are not reality and therefore humans are always mistaken. ALWAYS.

And we’ve been using emotions to get information about reality, instead of the opposite: see reality and then see if we have any emotions about that. Shortcut.

You are looking in the mirror… and thinking that the person you are is in that mirror. Or using other people’s reaction as a mirror… or looking everywhere but on reality, and being aggrieved, offended, angered, disappointed, puzzled, anxious about what you get back from other people… and from results from your actions already interpreted by the ego.

So there you have it: we live in the Valley of The Shadow of Death… and unless something happens, we’ll annihilate ourselves and the planet… for sure.

Do I have an answer for you?

Not an answer, but an experiment.

The Big Bundle energy wakes up Consciousness to the fact that it hasn’t been awake.

You can call that awakening, if you like nice words.

You can call that enlightenment, if you like to impress people.

But when Consciousness is awake, an alert, and goes out and gets first hand impression of what is going on, it starts to instruct all parts of you to do repairs, restoration, as much as it can, as fast as it’s safe.

It is not instant… I have done, so far about 300 hours with the Big Bundle on my ears… the audio that transmits the energy… and my health has gone from nearly dying to me getting smarter, because my brain is nearly completely cleared of plaque.

  • My eyes, ears, and sense of smell really improved.
  • My energy level, except for my muscles, is through the roof.

The energy/consciousness hasn’t gotten to my muscles yet… Maybe so that I don’t start to behave as business as usual and start running around? I wonder.

I notice on my students the difference that consciousness is present in the Playground partner calls, while before they started the energy, they were wholly and fully in mind and ego.

Except for one person, everyone has moved to a higher level of consciousness in the course.

I haven’t heard results in the area of health yet, but I am sure I will…

If you want to be part of this ‘revolution’ of awakening your consciousness, and becoming more in tune with what’s going on, allowing consciousness to instruct the body to self-repair… I recommend that you buy the Big Bundle…

I am raising the price on Sunday.

And if you want to be able to track the numbers of your improvement… then also get your health measures reading from me.

Here are the links to buy.

Get the Big Bundle at the original low price before Sunday
Once you buy the Big Bundle, you have to promise that you won’t share it… And you can ask for suggestions on equipment to use it with… It needs to be played directly into your ears, not in the background.

OK, Playground participants… here is the video I think you’ll benefit from watching.

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