Feeling worthless

Anchor to doom

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When you are a mad scientist then the world is your laboratory…

I am sparkling today with insights.

Yesterday, just before the skies closed on the Days of Power energy, my friend reminded me to refill my cup again. And I did... and today my world is showering me with insights.

About your expectation and reality... The gap... the discrepancy... and how you don't learn from it.

How do I know? I grew up immersed in the same culture as you... so my starting point was pretty much the same as yours.

And I notice that my expectation about how life works is challenged every day. Continue reading "When you are a mad scientist then the world is your laboratory…"

Anchor to doom, ET phone home… and connecting to Source

I didn't plan to write about this... I didn't plan because like so many things that have disappeared... what isn't there is... well, isn't there.

But from time to time a client, a student reminds me...

And that's exactly what happened: a client, recently separated, an all around great guy wrote:

I looked to at what i might be hanging onto without noticing..

could grief or despair have some part of it? I used to find myself listening to music about sadness and hard times and used to think about sadness a lot. I used to almost create it in relationships with anyone, family/ friends/ myself.

I connected to him, deeply, and there it was: a whole lake of sadness that he was circling...

I call the lake the doom, and the rope that ties you to it: anchor to doom.
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Tinnitus and energetic attachments. Can attachments be the cause of Tinnitus, the ringing of the ears?

baby-tinnitusI have one client with Tinnitus.

Tinnitus is a noise you hear in your ear... It can be whistling, rustling, the sound of rushing blood...

It can interfere with your sense of well-being.

I have had a pulsing noise (pulsing to the rhythm of my heart beat) in my ear for some time... but because of all the emotional load on me, I am tough as nail... so it was just "par for the day"... for me.

But my client really suffered.

So... on Sunday there was a video in my "Digg" email about how a simple technique created silence for Tinnitus sufferers. The video didn't say for how long. I said: OK...
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What seed are you growing?

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Being able to be with what isn't nice, what isn't pretty, what isn't pleasant, what is risky... facing the truth, facing the tiger

I had a webinar today. It was my regular monthly public webinar... but this time I wanted to show how to measure your food and supplements... so you don't depend on me for all your answers.

I had to use my webcam, obviously, to show what I needed to show, for muscle testing is highly physical.

I look the way I look... not well groomed, I have a barber buzz-cut my hair, it is thinning, no makeup... and I had to stare at my reflection the whole time.

I don't even look in the mirror, not even once a day.

I didn't like the way I looked, but that is how I look.
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Attachments are like snakes you have hanging from you

attachments-snakes-1I am trying to organize the information I provide people when they ask for their vibration, or whether they have attachments or not.

On a lark I measured if the student in the previous article had attachments. She felt so imprisoned... there must be a reason.

To my surprise she has 10 attachments.

Download the pdf version of this article at the end of the article
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Read it again: Case study: Attachment removal and what YOU can learn from it

dave-watts-song-thrush-turdus-philomelos-eating-a-worm-ukI started to offer attachment removal this past week Last year. This is one I did today... and I am sharing it with you because there is a great lesson in it, especially if you read Osho's words I also included:

She: Do I have any attachments?

Me:

yes. you have about 20

She: I really feel weak even though I take the activators. I have a friend at work who's always monitoring me (who am I with, comments all the time on my facebook, befriends my new friends even if she don't know them, ask me where I am, wants to know my life all the time etc etc). It really drains me and wondering if she's one of the attachment.
Me:

coworkers can't put attachments on you, I even don't know how to do it. Only so called healers, witches, sorcerers can do it... it is a kind of voodoo

UPDATE: since I published this article, originally, I have found that there are "jumping", infections attachments that jump on you if you connect, energetically, with someone. And then you become an infectious host.
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Updated: How To Protect Your Energies, How To Become Energetically Invisible, How To Isolate Yourself From Others. Cloaking and Bubbling

blowing soap bubbleOnce I remove your attachments, you are not protected forever. You may get new attachments.

This is, normally, from what YOU do.

Here is how I get attachments: I connect to someone... I lean it, I merge with them.

It hasn't happened much that someone found me, without me connecting to them first... So don't lean in too close... Keep your distance... But if you can't... here is an energetic method to protect Your Energies, How To Become Energetically Invisible, How To Isolate Yourself From Others

These are exercises or methods that work. I have tested, and the people I taught them to have been using them effectively.

What's the issue?

Sometimes your environment wants to use your energy. Sometimes people want to "enroll" you in their view of the world, which is ALWAYS low vibration. Sometimes they want to dump on you.
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Republished: Feeling weak? Drained? Or weird? You may have a Dark Side attachment that is sucking you dry

collar-leash-humanReader asks:

Can your energy or vibration be "stolen" from you? If so, can you please point me in the direction of the person or thing that can help me protect myself? I used to be happy and friendly, now I think I have mini anxiety attacks, because when someone gets too close I start sweating and blushing for no reason. All this happened immediately after I started dating someone who was really deep into the occult (I didn't know at the time).

I connected to the reader and lo and behold, she has an attachment on the right hand side towards the back of her neck.

Energy draining, or enslavement attachment are very frequent.

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The story you so diligently protect… that you lie for, you die for…

not-pretty-enough-smallerThe single reason most people don't want to work with me is this: I will rob them (attempt to) of their sob story. 1

What's a sob story?

Well, everybody has one... It was born after an incident in early childhood.

Something happened, and you made a decision about yourself, about the world, about your mother.

Some people have interlocking decisions, making the sob story as strong as a Greek myth.

As long as your sob story is intact, you lie through your life to maintain it, because, it feels, that with the sob story you die too.

Not the real you, the persona you invented.
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