Osho: What is jealousy and why does it hurt so much to be jealous?

jealousy, envy, all signs of desire for the self aloneI have been spending the last few days meditating, muscle testing, contemplating why it is that different people from different ethnic cultures are so different in one main aspect: caring.

Caring means that you are willing to consider another as important as yourself. And just the way you would not hurt yourself consciously and intentionally, you would not hurt another.

As it turns out, even after the DNA upgrade, only 19% of the population has the capacity to care. The rest refused to accept the DNA upgrade... remember, the ground rule is free will.

I have muscle tested different ethnic groups, and within the same ethnic group, I found, the DNA changed, and in the other ethnic groups it did not.
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Penetrating the mysteries of existence

ayahuasca offered by a "shaman"There are two kinds of thinkings... or really maybe three.

  1. You grab onto something about what you hear or see, attach it to what you already think you know... and then either go deeper, or not, but definitely not go wider. Most people "think" this way.
  2. This is really the third way: no thinking... lol
  3. This is what I want to talk about in this article... holographic thinking. This is an uncommon way of penetrating the mysteries of existence...

Let's define what we are talking about.
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Self-possessed: the remedy for anxiety and anguish

what is important according to diderotI have no more mites in the house, or on my body... but research and testing must continue... so I decided to see a client again. Body work. A perfect setup for reinfestation.

I could have waited till Tuesday, and get reinfected at the chiropractor, but why waste a perfect weekend... lol.

Now, I don't want to talk about mites in this article, but I wanted to share the circumstance.
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Overconfidence… do you screw up because of it? Or the opposite? lol

rushing to conclusionMy soul correction is "Forget Thyself".

One aspect of this soul correction is overconfidence. I have to invent tricks to counter it, but, from time to time, it creates hell in my life... like right now.

You know I have been working on this human biting mites, or said in another way: microscopic mites that bite humans, live on and in humans, torture humans; avoid detection, so doctors don't know about them, blame chemicals, viruses, allergies, infections, etc. to cover up that they have no idea.
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Teal Swan, John Assaraf, Omharmonics… review: should you follow them, learn from them?

teal-swan-scott-sexy-croppedTeal Scott aka Teal Swan aka Teal Bosworth must be making waves again... Frequency paintings 2

automatically raising people's vibrations? Or maybe people's greed glands are swollen due to spring...

So let me write an article that will, maybe once and forever, put this question to bed: is it worth for you to watch, listen to, learn from a guru, not specifically from any guru, and specifically from this
Teal person, whatever her last name may be at the moment.

What should be your criteria? How should you make a good decision?
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Where do you look to get the answers?

Rumi

Look for the answer inside your question.

~Rumi

Warning: this article is quite offensive to your current picture of yourself... Consider yourself warned.

If you managed to read the Osho talk on self-knowledge, long-long-long talk! please note that this article will make a lot more sense after you read that talk...

I had an hour long conversation yesterday with a friend, and at the end it turned out that the recorder was not working... Oh well... sometimes it is for the best.

The question I was kicking around is this:
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Judgment: What is judgment? what is it really? The whole picture…

Judgment

Update: When we are on a lower level of consciousness, we think it is all about us. What we do, what other people say, our results... everything. So our "self" is always in danger of falling off its pedestal, and we feel that with it we die.

The reason: we can't tell, we don't even think, that we and our actions are not the same. We can't see that we do something, and the results of those actions don't change who we are... there is no real connection. The results are the results, you are you, no connection. Continue reading "Judgment: What is judgment? what is it really? The whole picture…"

The price of pretending being kind, nice, friendly, etc. All your colors vs. your true colors painted over… choose

True-colorsEveryone pretends. Everyone avoids. Everyone is trying to be blameless... but no one is.

If you can get to see what this pretense thing is all about, you will start a new life, a life where you actually call the shot, and not what you are trying to hide or prove.

In this article we are going to look at pretense, and what it cost you. It cost you more than it gains you... but the biggest cost is that you are stuck and you can't go to the next level. Continue reading "The price of pretending being kind, nice, friendly, etc. All your colors vs. your true colors painted over… choose"

Knowing will not make your life smooth sailing… not that kind of knowing

I am moving this article to the front... because it goes so well with the bugfree series...

This article may be a bit upsetting... but hey, I am known for rocking the boat... Being a trouble-maker. Have always been...

rough_seasCan you identify with this scenario?

Something bothers you. Something hits you the wrong way.

You sit and you say: "I know I shouldn't be upset about this. I know it is not cool. I even know that it is my issue, but I am still bothered."

And you are bothered, and you are bothered.
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The attitude of high self-esteem, does it help you or hinder you? Here is your answer…

the price of high self-esteem is anxietyHigh self-esteem can be expressed in the picture of the cat looking in the mirror seeing herself as a lion. But is she? No. Therefore, any time she is just a cat, doing what cats do, she will feel bad about herself, because she isn't living up to her own self-image of a roaring lion. She won't be happy just being a cat, she won't take correction, she'll argue with you to death that she is OK, she doesn't need to change, that she is a perfect lion.

That cat is you, my dear. Result: everything you try to change your life fails, because in order to change you need to allow yourself to not be perfect. In order to be trained, you need to empty your mind of everything that's there, and declare yourself ignorant.
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