I was playing Freecell and while I was playing and I was observing myself playing with my Witness Self.
I observed how much satisfaction I take in making the right moves, preparing the ground for right moves.
Normally, when you make your final right move, the cards fly off, and you won.
But this time the right move was at the very end… and I enjoyed getting there.
Suddenly the memory surfaced: the words a friend, coach, and “client” said about 10 years ago: “Isn’t is great when, like by miracle, all the cards fly away?”
She was about my age now, so ten years older than me, past retirement age, still working away.
She was a well-known member of the community, a business woman, and a coach. When she died I wasn’t invited to her funeral.
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