You are hobbled. Hobbled by what others think you should do. Hobbled by wanting to be loved. Hobbled by the "right thing" to do, the "right way" to be...
This article is a little fragmented... I hope you get as much out of it as I intended for you to get. The "thing" it talks about is the main way your life is not enjoyable... so please, do yourself a favor and get in deep. Let me know where it doesn't make sense...
We are in the middle of a workshop: Upsets...
And not surprisingly, I am dealing with upsets coming from yet another student. She feels hurt by my treatment of her. And I am pondering.
She is kinesthetic... acting brainy. 1 Acting very quickly on what she thinks I am saying. And reacting very harshly. As if my word were what her life depended on.
One area where every student of mine is lacking is communication. When suddenly they do something that I consider communication, I cry. One of my recent articles brought a furry of communication... but it was a "fluke", an accident, a one time event.
What is communication, really?
The dictionary says: conveying information. Bah humbug.
The purpose of communication is to get what you want from life, through other people.
Communication is a tool. For the most part the purpose of communication is to get what you want from life, through other people.
If the purpose of life is survival, and survival is more guaranteed if you get what you want, then communication is the most needed tool.
A trauma is an incident. The significance is in your emotional response, not in what happened. The same incident is no big deal for others, but it is, or was a big deal for you.
Here is an example from my life:
I went on my biweekly grocery shopping trip with the old folks van yesterday.
They asked what's new, and I shared that I asked the Community Center to give me a chance to do a short lecture on water. The answer to that was a groan. Audible, and coming from a deep reluctance and distaste.
It wasn't the right time to deal with it then and there, so I stored it away for analysis later.
And this is "later"... let's do it now.
First off: the groan awakened a whole series of memories, unpleasant memories of earlier similar incidents.
You live in a world of your own design. And you create the world with your beingness.
We think that beingness is all good... But beingness is neutral. It doesn't take sides. There is a beingness for everything, including greed, jealousy, and puniness... if that's a word.
But whatever that beingess is, when you realize it, when you pinpoint it, you'll immediately see that it actually created your current reality, and if you don't do something about it... it will create the rest of your life that same...
But as a human you have access to creating any kind of beingness... you have difficulty in holding onto it. But yet, you can start. Any time, any day, any age. And increase your capacity to hold onto the beingness, honor it as yourself.
One of the beingnesses we are really familiar with is BEING judgmental. Or the flip side of it (they always go together, like the two sides of the coin!) BEING judged. Download the pdf version of this article at the end of the article Continue reading "You live in a world of your own design"
One can connect to Source on whatever vibrational level one is...
Vibrational level, in this context equals the consciousness level, or how far up you have ascended on the Tree of Life.
I know of four levels of connecting. Each higher level includes the previous lower level of capacities.
Level 0: Theta mode: you connect to your self... Here is the webinar recording that teaches it... Theta training. You have to be registered as a subscriber to that site.
Level 1: You can, for moments at a time, dis-identify with your mind
Level 2: You can measure ideas, concepts, and stuff you are not directly connected to, like people. You are a true empath with highly honed abilities. You don't live in your mind, you have released ego (the selfish gene) so you can connect, while you are connecting.
Level 3: You can download energies, like the activators, or the Energizer. I need to be highly coherent, balanced, and in good shape to "jump" to this level