Integrity, integration, creating or embracing? What’s missing for you to escape the human condition of the horizontal plane?

No matter who you are, no matter how high is your vibration, one thing is certain about you: you bring a skewing, slanted, distorting view to life, to every question you ask, to every answer you get.

I just caught myself... and I'll share it with you... even though it is quite terrifying to get naked with you.

I have a very limited number of food items on my diet. It's not bad, but occasionally I'd like to drink a nice cup of tea, and Source has been consistently saying "no" to that.

It is one thing to obey... but it is definitely easier to obey an instruction that you know why it is what it is. Continue reading "Integrity, integration, creating or embracing? What’s missing for you to escape the human condition of the horizontal plane?"

Are you tired or are you weak? Revealing the root cause of inaccurate vocabulary…

I am starting to see why my students loved me, rallied for me back in 2012-2013-2014...

It'd been puzzling me... what did I do differently then?

Today I saw it.

I had a private call with a brand new client from Australia, and it was a video call on zoom (don't ask... first time zoom user myself!) so I could see her, and the changes the conversation was creating in her. Continue reading "Are you tired or are you weak? Revealing the root cause of inaccurate vocabulary…"

What is your best that you could be offering to the world?

I have been listening to old calls, webinars, courses, with fascination.

The latest call I listened to was a workshop style call for the upcoming course, back in 2013, Called the Pebble In Your Shoe.

I started to see something I could not even fathom six years ago: that we, the current humanity, deny having anything good on ourselves... expect the fake goodness we may pretend.

Essentially we deny our divine origin, our souls, and the soul's desire, the spirit's desire to soar.

Mind you, not everybody. Continue reading "What is your best that you could be offering to the world?"

Why, in spite of a good process you are taught, you don’t live a transformed life?

So I am listening to the "itch" calls from 2014, and I am mortified at the level of transformation... It is near zero.

Sometimes I put the cart in front of the horse...

The insight (the horse) on the two selves that unless they become a team, no transformation can happen, came since I did those amazing Itch calls in 2014... so no wonder that the results are missing...

What am I talking about?

Your machine, your particular machine, was built based on an incident. Or better said: a decision you made by you (or accepted about yourself) as a child.

So far so good... but the process doesn't stop there.

There is a series of "therefores"... behaviors, that come from that early decision, and all of them are ugly. Fake. Pretentious. All try to fix what wasn't true to begin with. Continue reading "Why, in spite of a good process you are taught, you don’t live a transformed life?"

Correcting vs fixing or how illness is my racket

I don't think I have ever really distinguished the difference between these two similar sounding activities... so it's time.

As usual, I had to distinguish the difference for myself... the hard way.

I almost didn't make it...

My strength deteriorated to the degree that I was having heart pain and exhaustion from just going from one end of the apartment to the other... So I started to mentally prepare myself to meet my maker, so to say.

The weird stuff was, that Source answered all my "diagnostic" questions with no... not my heart, not my lungs, not this and not that... yet it agreed that I was dying... Weird, right? Continue reading "Correcting vs fixing or how illness is my racket"

The difference between information (knowing) and transformation

As you know, I have been learning the difference between information and transformation the hard way...

Even though I have "known" this difference already ten years ago (I have a video of myself to prove it,) even the knowledge of that isn't transformation.

Transformation is when your actions are consistent with the new knowledge, consistently.

My basic training is architecture, and my five year training, plus the two years to do all the calculations (a second graduate degree), it was all about doing, very little about knowing.

I had classmates who knew all the formulas, but couldn't solve the problems. I could solve all the problems, if someone gave me the formulas, which I consistently and stubbornly refused to memorize. Continue reading "The difference between information (knowing) and transformation"

Do you spend time with yourself? Or are you trying to be busy all the time? What does that say about you?

Your soul, your spirit, knows right from wrong

If it only had an opportunity to talk to you, to be heard, you'd probably consider stopping doing the wrongs that you do, if only to have peace inside, to have less tension, to have more joy.

The two selves we all have are twins separated at birth... one grows according to DNA, the other according to outside influences... nature vs. nurture.

The further "nurture" makes the one twin (self) go, the worse the relationship becomes, the more, whenever they get to see each other, the one hates the other. Which one is doing the hating, you ask? Continue reading "Do you spend time with yourself? Or are you trying to be busy all the time? What does that say about you?"

How to define yourself and live by your definition of yourself?

I thought I have written all I wanted to write today, but man plans, god laughs.

It's Monday, time to read the Monday Morning Memo by Roy Williams... the highlight, often, of the week ahead.

Today especially, because what he is doing is echoing my own teaching: The main principle of Life is the Anna Karenina Principle: the principle of the strait and narrow...

Attention: I am trying to teach you how to see beyond the obvious, beyond the surface... Continue reading "How to define yourself and live by your definition of yourself?"

What’s the truth about you? Can you become all you can be from some energies? DNA activation?

As I was looking what others say about DNA activation, I found that they all say something mystical, scientific sounding b.s.

I did something this morning I haven't done in years: I listened to one of my old webinars, step 6 of the Second Phase Activators.

I didn't remember, but the subtitle of that course is: "Let's change what's true about you"

So Step 6 is about courage-desire-surrender...

The context of the whole course is causing the qualities, the capacities, the abilities in you that allow you to become all you can be. Continue reading "What’s the truth about you? Can you become all you can be from some energies? DNA activation?"

If it looks easy, and yet…

What comes after the dot dot dot?

You cannot even repeat the sentence...
You cannot do what it explained to do...
It doesn't do what you were told it would do...

It happens all the time... and it leaves you puzzled, dumbfounded...

If that is you, you MAY belong here. MAY... Continue reading "If it looks easy, and yet…"