As difficult as dirty dishes can be, they’re even worse when you let them sit for a while. And the longer they sit, the harder they are to clean.

This is life. Something that is potentially easy to clean up right after it happens – an unkind word to your father, a lie to your best friend, an insensitivity to your girlfriend – can become a difficult mess if you don’t deal with it now.

Do the dishes today.

I have been thinking about Kaizen a lot. Kaizen can be the saving grace for a lot of people, because Kaizen is a way of life, a non-threatening way, but it is an awake way, and most of us are not awake, get jolted out of our sleepwalking by big things only. I am awake, and Kaizen is for me.

So I decided to use Kaizen to ease back into exercising. Since I stopped exercising, my face aged 10-20 years. That is a lot. I used to have no wrinkles, now I have folds, and wrinkles inside the folds… not pretty.

I have no special occasion to be pretty at, I just think that looking into the mirror should be a joyous occasion, not an occasion to berate myself.

So I am now doing 15 seconds of the exercise I used to do. I am happy. It is starting to show on my face. Hm.

Another Kaizen thing: in airplane bathrooms there is a sign that says something like this: would you be so kind as to use your paper towel to clean the sink before you throw it away?

Very Kaizen. Imagine going to the bathroom and someone’s soapy dirty washwater is still in the sink. (The airplane sink stopper needs to be manually lifted, otherwise it stops the water from emptying…) I would never wash my hand again on an airplane. But with that little Kaizen note, most 99% of the passengers follow the instructions, and everyone washes their hand. (I think that sign also reminds people to wash their hands, which many people don’t see a reason for… ).

And the third Kaizen example I read about in a Kaizen book, and it is about Toyota. The factory. They learned Kaizen from Americans… who would have thought… from Americans.

At Toyota, manufacturing cars happens on the assembly line. Nothing new there. In a normal assembly line everyone is concerned only about their part of the assembly, and the occasional errors are noticed and corrected, or not noticed and not corrected at the quality control station.

Toyota’s then CEO installed a rope switch above every workstation along the assembly line, where workers were asked to pull the rope every time they noticed an error in the work on the half-assembled car in front of them. The pull stopped the assembly line, they corrected the error, and pulled again to re-start…

It was a heretic idea, going counter with mass production. American auto manufacturers, that relied on quality control, had thousands of cars recalled, paid billions in restitution for tiny errors that weren’t corrected right after they happened.

Toyota went on to become the most reliable car. 250K cars are still sold and they run the highways: it is commonplace, while even an ‘error-free’ American car would be proud to run till 200K.

Which leads me to the ‘boundaries’ part.

It is still my cat that is on my mind. Or my previous failed relationship. Or my previous failed New Year resolution. Where, in all circumstances, I ignored, put up with, tolerated, shut a blind eye to a small aberration, a small violation of my boundaries, a little mistake, a little skipping… and they all became the core of a snow ball and destroyed an otherwise hopeful relationship, or my health, or my results.

Do the dishes soon after they get dirty. And stay awake. I have learned my lesson.

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If you were a garden, we could be pretty sure that it would be full of weeds… and all your good qualities, your good aspirations would be threatened by the weeds that want to take over your garden.

Negativity, bad habits, bad thoughts, character flaws… all threaten to drown out what’s good about you.

So, if this were your garden and you would need a tool perfect for the job, you would reach for the hoe: a garden tool specifically for removing, unearthing weeds, so what’s good about you can start to become dominant… wouldn’t you?

It just so happens that the perfect tool to do the same thing in reality, is called Heaven On Earth, and accidentally the acronym comes to hoe… isn’t that clever? It wasn’t intentional.

But when big truths are born, they always connect to truths that were already around, they never on their own, a high peak… so to say.

So, what is the hoe, Heaven on Earth?

Heaven on Earth is an energy bundle. Each energy specifically targets a mind/character weed and zaps it. There is an energy for depression, there is one for fear, there is one for quitting early, there is one for anxiety, and one for feeling alone.

There are 39 distinct energies, and so far I haven’t found any human weakness that isn’t covered by at least one of these energies.

And they do work like an energy-hoe: go smack to the root of the weakness and zap it.

So how do you take it? It comes in two forms: consumable and downloadable.

Consumable is easy to understand: it is infused in some drops that you put into your water, it can be infused into your chocolate, into your breath-mint, into your soda.

Downloadable is harder to understand: but you’ll get it: It is infused into sound. Most conveniently into a sound on your computer or on your iphone. You close your eyes, you quickly enter a reverie state, and you listen to the sound for a few seconds.

And the third way is self-called, but for that you need to be able to fully connect to Source: so it is not suitable for mass consumption.

And that takes us to the next topic: mass consumption.

Our declared purpose is Planetary Ascension: a world that works for everyone, with no one left out.

Most healing modalities are one-on-one. The source of the Heaven on Earth Energy Bundle is such modality: it is based on the Bach Flower remedies you can buy in grocery stores.

The remedies are made of specific flowers, and then you take a few drop of them a few times a day.

The problem is that when I test people, they need about twenty of those 39 flowers… and even if they could afford to take them at $16 a bottle, if you mix more than 8 of those flowers, they start to neutralize each other.

Not effective enough, and definitely not suitable for mass-consumption.

Heaven on Earth to the rescue: each flower’s energy was duplicated by Source, exactly, with nothing added and nothing left out.

When you mix energies, they don’t interact. Energies can be infused into liquids without any change in their character. and when you consume those liquids you get the same benefit as the flower remedies minus the price, minus the inconvenience of having to be tested, minus the loss of efficacy by mixing the remedies.

When you take the Heaven on Earth in a bottle, the individual energies that match your weaknesses, emotions, or character flaws battle it out and weaken the emotions or simply nuke them, for a while.

The individual energies that don’t meet their nemesis go through your and create some expensive urine… oh well, not very expensive, lol.

After continuous use the bad habits, the dark feelings, the character flaws weaken, and the best of you takes over, and dominate.

With those feelings that have kept you small, and unsuccessful in your life checked, you have the courage, the energy, the persistence, to actually accomplish the stuff that you haven’t been able to accomplish.

You attract a different kind of life to you, and the quality of your life improves tremendously.

This is what I mean by a world that works for everyone with no one left out.

Will everyone become and Einstein, a Bill Gates, a Pavarotti? No: you will become the best you can be and you will be happy with that.

FOR MY STUDENTS ONLY! This is the fastest way to feel better about yourself, and about the world… and raise your vibration. In fact, it is a requirement to all my students: it gets you over the hump nicely.

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Activators produce permanent change once they are established… What’s in the way?

In several tests, comparing comprehension and the ability to recall and use the information after reading a book, people performed much better when they read the book with the PhotoReading method than when they read it “normally.” The retention, the length of time that the knowledge is available was also multiple of the “normal” reading length.

The tests compare the same person, (as opposed to groups) so the base knowledge, the vocabulary, and interests, (which are fundamentally influencing the results,) are the same in the comparison. Person A, normal reading, vs. person A PhotoReading, got it? If you compared my results with yours, the comparison would not be valid, because we have a different level of knowledge and vocabulary, and interests.

So the comparison is comparing comprehension between two states:

1. you have a chance to read every word with your conscious mind, look up words that you don’t know, re-read paragraphs that you don’t understand completely, ponder, etc. You can read, at the rate of about 30 pages an hour, and it will take as long as it takes.
2. in an altered state of mind, with eyes fuzzy and focused behind the pages so you cannot actually see what’s on the page, at a rate of 1 page a second… a normal book takes a few minutes to read this way.

Why would it be so? After all it doesn’t make sense, does it?

It does not make sense. If it did, then students would not stay up, highlight, underline, etc. before every exam. They would PhotoRead their textbooks, and maybe activate them, maybe not. In minutes or hours instead of months.

But the tests don’t lie. And my experience with people I talk to, or people I give the activator downloads to show the exact same results.

When a person can get bogged down at a word, they will get bogged down. When a person’s attention can wonder: it will wonder. When a person agrees or disagrees, they will do that… and be taken out of the “content” for minutes at a time, to the degree that they get disoriented, and can’t find their ways back.

This is one of the reasons people don’t read.

What does this have to do with the work we do here? A lot! Really.

The activators are sentences that you listen to while supposedly you are in a deep theta state.

The theta state is a hypnotic state, full awareness but yet the brain waves are slow and allow the thoughts to penetrate the subconscious where you store most of the stuff that keeps you stuck, small, and miserable.

In order for the activator to penetrate the subconscious, it needs to be able to go through the conscious without alteration, without slowing down, without filtering.

Simply, you need to be in the fuzzy eyed state of a PhotoReader, otherwise your conscious mind interferes.

Luckily the conscious mind only blocks the subconscious level: this is why people that get the Unconditional Love Activator (or any other activator!) show results in their offspring, siblings, parents, than on themselves. Because with the history level not blocked, the whole activator alters the blood relative’s whole being, including their subconscious mind.

If you wanted the best results for yourself, you would hire your child or sibling to do the activator so you can really get it… lol.

Why is it so difficult to stay in a fuzzy state? I am not 100% sure, except that being able to just stay focused on your Tangerine Spot and allow the sentences to roll by, is hard for most people. The less trust in themselves they have, the harder it is.

After all if you have struggled with comprehension all your life, it makes sense that you’ll struggle with the activators, right?

Yeah, it makes sense, but it isn’t true.

Whatever makes sense to you is what is keeping the current created reality of yours, your life stuck and unchangeable.

But yet, you will try to fit in all the sentences to what you already know, as if what you already know had value to you.

Does it? No. What you already know is probably wrong, unless you are exuberant, vital, successful beyond belief.

What you already know got you where you are… less than exuberant.

One of the things people say about me, with admiration, is that I am willing to let the whole world know when I find out that something that I have been teaching turns out to be wrong.

Truth is, I check, recheck, and recheck again for accuracy. Then I ask different questions. Then I see the results in the field… in my students. And when at any point I don’t see the teaching to be accurate, I declare it untrue and start to look again for something that is more in the right direction.

It’s a process, but it’s worth it.

Given the influence I have on people, my false beliefs will make more people miserable than just myself: it is my responsibility to stay open, fuzzy eyed, vigilant, and committed to opening up myself every second.

Much like in PhotoReading… lol.

The whole Tangerine concept came from PhotoReading, by the way. That was the first time I successfully put myself into a receptive state, into the theta state, so out of respect, I kept the Tangerine and built the whole vocabulary of connecting to Source consistent with that.

Since the last Sunday attention calisthenics class people’s interest in the activators doubled, I found it important to write this article on the correct state to receive the activators.

At the moment only the Third Phase activators are available for purchase, and of course the Unconditional Love Activator.

I am working on adding the Second Phase activators to the membership site so you can buy those too.

Activators, downloaded frequently and in the correct state, cause permanent alteration of your world, and your life. Guaranteed. Amazing. Nothing else in the world has been proven to do that.

Even the Heaven on Earth is something that you need to do and do and do: like you need to shower, and shower, and shower, from time to time… if you want to be clean and fresh smelling.

But the activators cause permanent change once they are established.

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Vibrational Review: Amma The Hugging Saint, aka Ammachi

Personal vibration: 200 (Updated value on 6/20/2013)

Why so low? because she has been holding her face to the light. But all the vibrational rise comes from looking at the darkness and transforming it.

The problem with Eastern religions is thus revealed.

The very few high vibration people in the Indian subcontinent do the same thing. Live a lower self, selfish, self-centered life and meditate holding their face to the light, smiling, as if it made a difference.

Crying, grief, frowning: i.e. fully experiencing the emotions caused by the lower inclinations is the path to a higher vibration.

The fact that so many Americans are attracted to the gurus is a sad fact: it comes from the same place as using antidepressants, alcohol, drugs, sex, gossip, etc. Not wanting to experience our shadow side.

But emotions buried alive never die, and will always keep you miserable and low vibration.

About Amma’s compassion: it isn’t. Why? because compassion is not what she is giving.

Compassion can only be authentically given if and when you

1. have experienced what the other person is experiencing (grief, hatred, disgust, desire to kill, sadness, anger, etc.)
2. have managed to get to the other side of it (through it, to the light)
3. you are willing to give a helping hand to the other to get to the other side of it, not around it, not above it, and definitely NOT comfort.

Amma has kept herself away from those inner torments by keeping her face to the light.
Her meditation is an escape. Her prayer is an escape. And escaping doesn’t earn you a high vibration.

How do I know? I have done exactly the opposite of what Amma is doing: fully experiencing all my horrible emotions, through courage to face them. And as an empath, I have also been experiencing emotions that I don’t personally feel: your emotions. And I haven’t been running from those either: I have been meeting them head-on, with my eyes open, exactly the opposite of what Amma, and probably you have been doing.

Part 2: What is wrong with how we view love today?

Here is a quote from Amma: “If we penetrate deeply into all aspects and all areas of life, we will find that hidden behind everything is love. We will discover that love is the force, the power and inspiration behind every word and every action. This applies to all people, irrespective of race, caste, creed, sect, religion or of what work people do.”

This quote is a half truth half lie.

What is love in the original design?

First let us define what is love in the Original Design, or in the Tree of Life

You encounter something that you don’t like. Or don’t understand. Or feel threatened by.

You are going to react to it, won’t you?

Your reaction will be, watched from one particular vantage point, an expression of non-acceptance.

You will run from the thing you don’t like. Or you will want to change it. Cover it up. Hide it…

You can’t just leave it alone.

That is what no-love looks like.

Love is the state where you can look at something, and feel what you feel, think what you think, and yet: you don’t have to change anything. Neither what you feel, nor what’s in front of you.

The urge, the compulsion that says: I  need to, I  want to, I have to, and I should change something (the thing or yourself) is not there as something you MUST act on. Maybe it’s there as an emotion, as an urge, but the feeling is viewed as a feeling, not as a command.

So when I am looking at you, from a particular vantage point, from outside of you, I will see you just standing there. No action. No reaction. Just that: you standing.

That is love.

Source, as opposed to the invented gods of humanity, is able to stand there and not blink an eye. Your pettiness, your hate. Monsanto destroying the Original Design that has nurtured life for billions of years. Chemical factories that call chemicals food that they have made addictively tasty for you, destroying humanity’s sense of what nurtures them. Medical doctors and pharmaceutical companies convincing humans that they can’t take care of themselves. Lawyers telling people that the way to have peace and justice is to fight against each other, there has to be a winner and there has to be a loser.

Source is not blinking an eye.

Do we know what Source is thinking? Do we know what Source is feeling? Not really… but we can be sure of one thing: Source is not going to avenge the evil, and reward the just. Only humans do.

That is no-love.

In order to love the way humans love requires one to hate. Which means, the way you have love spreads hate!

Hate of yourself, hate of another, hate of how it is.

Consider that you are a puppet on a string. It is time to cut the strings.

Beware: someone who is always smiling is not loving, not compassionate, that person is a fake.

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Mellen-Thomas Benedict and rogue souls, also called walk-ins

personal vibration: 200
teaching/theory/story: 200

So what is the story with this guy? Is he really the same person who died back in 1982 after having been declared dead for an hour and a half? Do you believe that? then I have an oceanfront property for you to buy in Montana! lol

But what could have happened? Well, several things:
1. the guy wasn’t dead
2. the guy isn’t here any more: a walk-in, or rogue soul took its place.

Most people that have a near death experience had a peak experience and that is the truth part of the story. Many of them simply lie… but that is not the topic of this article. I am interested in this particular individual’s case, because my muscletesting says that he is a walk-in.

What’s a walk-in? It’s a soul that decided to do it’s own thing… just like cops that go rogue decided to do their own thing: lie, cheat, rob, kill… go criminal while pretending to be on the side of justice, protecting law and order.

So, what is a normal, non-rogue soul supposed to do? It is supposed to worry only about its own correction: guide its human to co-create a life inside which this correction will get done.

A rogue soul has its own agenda. It is a soul gone bad, for the most part. Are there rogue souls that have gone good? It’s possible, but it’s not likely. Why? It doesn’t seem to be fun for a rogue soul… and rogue souls are doing it for fun… like eternal teenagers… you see, let’s have fun.

So a rogue soul is mostly into duping people, toying with them, misleading them, and using them for their own amusement.

What do they look like? They look like the person whose body they are using, just like you and me.

They are not lazy, they are high achievers. They probably will work hard on gathering a lot of evidence to prove that they are credible. Degrees, patents, results are a good way to establish one as authority.

Rogue souls are on the Dark Side. They are here to spread misinformation. Why? I don’t know.

How come Source allows it? Source isn’t policing the Universe, Source is an energy system that is intelligent, that can create with its thought, but not a moral or self-righteous entity: you are, that is where the question is coming from.

Souls have the right to choose their paths. There is a consequence, always, but that is also how life works: you eat what you cooked.

Rogue souls teach misleading information that is counter to the truth and prevents humanity from living according to the Original Design. The Original Design says that the soul needs to work through the human host to perform the tasks that earns its light.

Rogue souls teach that there is nothing to do… Rogue souls, if they return to the endless, are discarded to prevent that they jump from body to body without any rhyme or reason.

Given the low vibration of this person, I doubt that much of what they have to say has much merit. On the contrary.

Let me measure your vibration?
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Soul correction: another area where we plan to let go of the tree of knowledge

Tree of Knowledge is the body of guesses humanity has made to make sense of the Universe.

It’s a huge body of knowledge, much of it made up… the mystical knowledge all belongs there. Religion, astrology, numerology, etc.

I, myself, wasn’t very curious about the world. My class mates were: I was pragmatic: I was taking things as they were. That was, in a way, my advantage when I started to delve into the world of the 99%: I had no preconceived notions, pretty much none.

I did like to read my horoscope though, but my attitude about horoscopes was different from the majority’s: I used and still use horoscopes to take me off the beaten path and pay attention to stuff I normally don’t pay attention to.

The best horoscope writer is Rob Brezsny because his “oracles” are guidance, just like the oracle in the Movie, the Matrix, was a guidance.

You can’t create a “The One” by telling them that he is the one. The One is self-chosen, and not by their words, but by their actions. And their actions need to be in the face of resistance, in the face of an oracle, in the face of their better judgment.

Free will is the birthright of humanity, and no one has the right to impede on it, not Source, not horoscope writers, not coaches, not spiritual teachers, not your spouse, your parents, your children; no one.

Having a predetermined path, a predetermined life purpose is against that birthright.

The question is: is your soul correction, once defined, against that birthright: your free will?

This has been the question that has been occupying my time for quite some time.

When people gave me a donation to tell them what is their soul correction, I went to the Tree of Knowledge and looked it up from a Kabbalah book, and then embellished them from an interpretation I got from Source.

But I never truly believed that I was giving people information that fit them like a glove. Instead I gave them something that was 99% brain candy: you consume it and then you get fatter as a result… lol. You may glean some insights, but they are top of the mind insights, and therefore will not make a difference.

I’ve been observing 25 students that I know well enough to consider that I know them. I have their emails, I have their complaints, I have their Bach Flower profile, I have their birth date.

The followings are my conclusions, so far:

1. there is a correlation between your “soul correction” number and your personality. The Kabbalah writeup is mostly off, and off in a big way. My case is an exception.
2. I don’t see any correlation between your “soul correction” number and your Bach Flower.
3. What I have been doing is a big pile of crap.

So, the question is: how can I help people to do their soul/character correction in a bulk or mass way? The other question is: is there a way?

If this is the right question, the answer is no. There is no “bulk” way to tell you what you should be working on.

So, what are we going to do?

I have a few ideas, but unfortunately they are very time-consuming for me.

Knowing what your Bach Flowers are can be a big help. But preparing a Bach profile is time consuming, and I need to clear myself of all concerns, I need to be well hydrated, I need a quiet environment, and it feels like “piece-work” to me, especially because I don’t know if you are ordering it for brain-candy, or if you are actually going to start working on it.

One possible way is to give you enough clues that you can pick which plant you are most similar to… and then start working on correcting the character flaw inherent in that plant. There are 39 plants to choose from.

It’s a lot of work in the beginning, but then you can get the whole book, and work on your own. I could create a support group site where people with the same plants can share ideas… most of these sites are pitiful… oh well.

If you have any suggestions, please comment on this post. No emails, please.

In addition to the flowers, I can also have the 39 write-ups that are based in Kabbalah, but this time you will choose according to your own experience of yourself… I really don’t think that your Kabbalah number is real.

What shall I do to help you?

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The anatomy of earning your light: a case study

The objective of this case study is to illustrate how I earned another 10 point rise in my vibration.

The language is stream of consciousness. I am starting out not knowing what or how to earn that rise. I am creating it in this article, so if you find the tenses confusing, just hang in there: consider that I am creating in the moment. Re-writing a stream of consciousness “monologue” to a proper English recounting what happened will miss the most important aspect of the process: the truth is unfolding as you speak. So, let’s go, shall we?

Starting point: I have risen my vibration to 970 and then went back to 930. That level is solid and earned, there is little that could lower it again. But life is about raising your vibration, earning your light, so I was interested in doing that, and earning more light in the process.

I know that my Achilles heel, my weak point, my vulnerability is thinking myself too important, my opinion, my standards and ideals something that other people should live up to. ¹ But what I didn’t know has kept me a prisoner on this level, and has kept me vulnerable.

What Bach Flower Remedy would counter my vulnerability?

I didn’t know until I found the 39th Bach Flower Remedy, the Yew.

The Yew is exactly what my weakness is: it is all about me, what I get out of something, what’s in it for me. (Familiar?) All the while pretending that I am a nice guy, a smart guy, a kind guy, a generous guy, or whatever else I need to pretend to cover up that this whole thing is about me.

Who am I pretending to? Everyone, but most importantly, to myself. I hide it from myself. And remember, what you can’t see, you can’t catch.

But the Yew has been making me miserable. I mean MISERABLE. Suddenly I’ve been feeling as bad as I used to, I’ve been sleeping poorly, I’ve been having vivid and disturbing dreams, I am short, nasty, impatient, condescending, a real step back.

At some point, on Sunday, I was so miserable I considered quitting and going back to just earning a living and leaving this whole connecting humanity stuff to someone who was interested in doing it, because it wasn’t worth it.

I could see that it was hopeless, it was an uncatchable ball ² and that no one was ever going to do anything just because I suggest that they do, just because I teach them to, just because I show them how to.

Humanity is going to stay the way it is. Bleak outlook. The main emotions are frustration and disgust. And what’s hidden underneath is anyone’s guess.

So, here I am, sharing with my inner group, the empaths. I am not sharing that I am going to quit, I am sharing what is there that makes me want to quit. A tiny little part of me is still willing to see that maybe I can’t see the whole picture.

During the pee-break I pass this book shelf and this greeting card that had been there for years now, falls on the floor. It’s been doing that for the past week. WTF?

When something new keeps repeating, pay attention.

So I pick it up and read it for the first time. It reads “If you are going through hell, keep going” Winston Churchill.

Perfect quote, perfect timing. No accidents here. I am going through hell, and I am considering quitting: how perfect is that?

I return to the call and share it with the group. No accident that this is my core group: empaths are a higher class bunch: they are no strangers to hanging in there: they have been doing it all their lives.

I make a commitment to keep going… but the misery isn’t relenting. Oh, maybe a little bit… but not really.

I have my other core group, the pathfinders Monday morning, the group that is hand-picked for being the most resistant to change. If I can make a difference with them, I can make a difference with anyone.

Lo and behold, this session goes well, until the last minute. And that’s the point where I catch a glimpse of what is hiding under the frustration and disgust. Gotcha!

They should do it for me. They should transform to make me look good. To make me feel successful. To make me feel like a winner. To justify my sense of superiority… that’s it, “change! damn it!” lol

Wow, I didn’t see that before. I didn’t see that all my early (50-60 years!!!) concerns, fears, trepidations have gone underground, hiding underneath a self-righteous frustration, and disgust.

I didn’t see that who I am is still a function of what the world has to say about me. As if who I am is still that victim, that effect, that can only describe what’s out there, instead of using my sacred word to create reality, create myself.

So, who am I? Am I really that “garden variety” guru who tells people: do as I say, not as I do? Disgusting, eh?

Bitter pill to swallow. Ugly frog to kiss.

There are no shortcuts.

There is always another layer to peel.

My frustration, my disgust are about me. It is as if I were saying: ‘what have you done for me lately?’ funny but not funny, you know what I mean?

Hey, it was worth going through hell for this. Now that I have seen it, it is not going to be able to hide any more. It is out in the open, it’s public, and there is nothing it can do about it. Will it go away for good? Hell no, this is my soul correction, it will NEVER go away! But I can tame it. Some of the time, most of the time… but the feeling, the wretched feeling will never go away. Just it won’t come out of my mouth, it won’t contort my face… at least not all the time.

If I’ve caught it all, you’ll magically start doing the right thing, dear reader. But my hunch is there may be another hell I will have to go through real soon. Or many…

Because, surprise, as long as it’s about me, no one will listen to and heed my advice. You can’t… because I am in the way.

Back to the call: I am about to admonish one of my students. Then another one remarks: you are frustrated, Sophie… I hear it. Bells go off. I change gears. Frustrated is about me, and that is not a good place to speak from. She will feel threatened, forced, and will resist, as always.

I change what I say. It will either work or it won’t. She will either have a breakthrough or she won’t. I will get the feedback on how I am doing containing, taming my beast, no matter what happens. But one thing is clear to me: unless I can get to her side (instead of being concerned about me) she won’t do anything that is good for her.

And I will still be a failure as far as causing the evolution of the planet… and that is not what I intend to be.

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from my correspondence:

Dearest Sophie,

Hello I have to tell you that I am in highest gratitude to you for all you have done for me. The first two times I did the webinar I followed instruction to the t and I was connected and you said I was but not so much but the third time in the healing meditation I really felt the light filling me and filling me again and the warmth in my hands. I need to practice on the ego more and my soul more. Have not tried the triangle yet.

The short time I have been listening I feel inspired and a new breath of life and I kinda feel a turning point is just beginning.

I will be on am and pm webinars to get more familiar with your teachings as much as possible if that’s OK with you and that is if work hours allow me too. I work 6 days a week. 7am to 4 pm pacific time.

I want to get the Bach flower remedies , and heaven on earth and other cleansing frequencies ASAP .
Two weeks ago my car got broken into in front of my house in Mexico ( a lot of darkness corruption criminal activity, neighbors across the street) and they tried to use my credit card that was in my wallet in my bag so I had to cancel it I’m presently waiting for new credit card (everything is super slow in Mexico) so I can re-register new card on PayPal and send you some gelt for everything that you think I need.

I also lost my job last week at x Resort because of lacking sales numbers for high season so it’s been an emotional week for me but thank source without leaving the house I already got a new job at the y Resort &Spa and I start on Monday, so I will feel better once I start generating again and security of paying all the bills.

Life has been throwing some curve balls at me lately making me feel more stuck that I am.

I really need to focus on the healing for the end goal is to help my 88 yr old suffering mother. She has a lot of health issues arthritis ,bp,rheumatism, proper nutrition,slight Alzheimer’s etc.

I also recommended a friend to your site, he is of the light. I think he already signed up for webinars .

Anyway as soon as they deliver new card I will contact you and see what you recommend I should get. If you have phone# maybe I can call you and speak to you in person.

Again thank you very much for everything.

Respectfully yours,
H

My answer:

Dear H,

I am in the middle of writing an article that will be perfect for you. It will greatly benefit you if you can just follow.

In the meantime just come to the calls, read the articles, and internalize what I am saying, don’t just read it and nod.

That is what most people do, but understanding is just the first step.

Every article I write could take you closer to a high state, if you just took the time and the energy to dig out what it is that YOU need to do, given this new knowledge.

Then, without spending any money, you would be ahead of others that are doing what you are doing: nodding and starting to read the next article.

I am not offering one-on-one conversations, and you don’t need it anyway.

Thank you,
Sophie

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The Last Effort…

“The last effort is always the one that matters. So in whatever you do, never give in until it’s over as you’ll never know – you may just turn the whole thing around.” – Jasper T.

My notes: many people are good starters but lousy finishers. They have tons of projects they started. Starting is exciting. It gives you that good buzz.

It gives you bragging rights. But it gives you nothing more.

There are 7 stages to any project, and starting is just one of those. Though it’s an important stage, once it is done, you need to take the project through the stages where heartbreak, worry, anxiety, resistance, yours and the world’s come to break your stride.

Who you are going to be in the face of resistance, stagnation, mistakes, failures, disbelief is going to decide LISTEN UP!

1. The quality of your life
2. And the success of the project

People who are starters and never finish a project are miserable wretches!

Now, truth be told, each of us is more suitable to be a starter or a finisher, very few of us have a talent for both.

If you are a starter, team up with a finisher!

Don’t forget, each of the seven stages need to get started, otherwise the project is stuck in that low stage! Your finisher partner won’t even realize it.

So you need to stay with the project to help it through the climbs from stage to stage. Life is a continuous dance between starting and finishing.

Instead of putting all your starting efforts into new projects, bring new life to projects that are ongoing. Inject enthusiasm and creativity in them as they go.

You will have a spectacular life, with Life written all over it.

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DIALING GOD (Hornbeam)

Are you constantly getting a busy signal when you pray? Or there is nobody home? It rings and no answer? Is there too much static on the line? Are you constantly getting cut off each time you dial up? Is it hard to get an outside line?

The Light is always there, never changing., forever willing and able to fulfill your every desire, to answer your every prayer. Just like the electricity in our homes, it is ever present, but you must plug into it in order to physically receive its many benefits.

There are many negative forces that attempt to block and impede your prayers as they travel the spiritual network. You create these negative forces with your own negative behavior and attitude.

In the same way as freezing rain and ice can down a power line, your cold and bitter behavior breaks down the lines of communication to the source of all blessings.

Clear all obstructions, acknowledge that you alone are responsible for getting your prayers answered. It repairs broken lines, removes interference, and establishes a secure line of communication to the Upper World.

Result:
You dial. You connect. Your prayers are answered at the speed of “Light.” (quoted from Kabbalah)

OK, now what is the real issue here?

When I ask Source, I get that this is the soul correction of the hornbeam personality: holding back from involvement in life..

Let’s look at the characteristic remedy, the Hornbeam:

The hornbeam’s seed illustrates a tendency to drift in life: there is a temporary dissociation from any involvement in the material world.

Hornbeam stands back through lack of determination and strength

Those who do not feel they have sufficient strength, mentally or physically, to carry the burden of life placed upon them…

Some part of the mind or body needs to be strengthened before they can easily fulfill their work

Hornbeam is one of those remedies which must be taken to fully appreciate the quality of the emotional state. Then the difference can be felt.

People become so habituated to the Hornbeam feeling that ‘the affairs of everyday seem too much for them to accomplish …’ Lethargy slowly creeps up. The sudden flowering of the Hornbeam, like the remedy, brings a sudden access of strength and determination. The gears engage (like the cogs of the mill of the mind) and become active and purposeful once more.

Hornbeam, needing to activate the dynamo of willful engagement in living, uses mental weariness as an excuse for holding back. When these three lessons are learned and integrated into life then the individual soul actively participates in making use of experience to progress and grow.

And what is the soul’s correction? To give up the excuses, give up being “slothful”, be out there and cause life, cause prosperity, cause happiness…

For other soul corrections, visit this page. If you want to know your own soul correction (great guidance!) follow the instructions on that page.

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