The portion of the Bible we read this week, Pinchas, contains the energy of healing. And so let's use this week to ask the question: What is healing and how do we go about bringing this energy into our lives?
According to the kabbalists, healing begins when we make the internal changes that the universe asks of us. Whether we realize it or not, every time we perform a negative action, we move ourselves closer to the energy of the Desire to Receive for the Self Alone and death; while every time we perform a positive action of sharing, we move ourselves closer to our soul and life.
Healing happens when we consciously bring ourselves closer to the Light, especially when it's difficult or when we don't want to or when it is easier to fall prey to our negative thoughts.
What do I mean by this? Basically, when we are not at our best—say, when we've gone into bankruptcy or when our best friend has just dumped us—these are the times when we must say to ourselves, "I have certainty that even though I don't have the position I had before or I don't feel as good as I once did, I know that the sun is shining." These are the times when we have to say, "I know with certainty that I am part of the Creator's spirit, and even though He has taken me through this unhappy process, maybe it is to help me jump forward with the Light."
The truth is what most of us are looking for is that inner peace that comes when we can go to sleep at night after saying to ourselves, "I've done what I could today to make myself a better person and the world a better place." However, we do need to realize that all the things that go smoothly in our lives are just stepping stones to take us to another challenge, another level, another platform from which we can grow. Peace is not just the absence of chaos. Absolute peace comes only when we know that we have tried our best to reach our spiritual level. Yes, maybe we have failed, but nevertheless, we tried—and it is the trying that is important.
There are people who take perfect care of themselves physically but still manage to fall ill. Sometimes we can do our best for our body, but if we forget our soul, we will never achieve the growth that brings our body and soul into balance. So how do we get there?
First of all, the important thing to know is that peace and healing cannot come from a person or place outside of ourselves. And secondly, we need to be willing to do some things that we may not want to do: To have patience when we are frustrated, to smile when we don't feel like it, to be decent to people and even go out of our way to help someone even when we are "not in the mood for this today."
But you know what? The statistics out there are actually starting to back up the notion that kindness and sharing benefits the giver as well as the recipient. I recently read about a program at Stanford University called the Center for Compassion and Altruism Research and Education, which is doing extensive research on giving and altruistic behavior—what motivates such behavior and how such behavior helps us.
The truth is that consciousness is living matter, and our sharing thoughts and actions have ramifications beyond what we are able to comprehend with our physical senses. Our individual responsibility to bring the Light extends much further than our place of residence or our place of work. If we really concentrate on changing ourselves in small ways, then each step will bring us closer to healing, closer to the Light, and closer to the time when together we will overcome all chaos, pain, and suffering in this world.
The above quote is from the Kabbalah Centre... I thought of quoting it.
Let me harp on what is Tree of Knowledge and Tree of Life... again and why insisting on Tree of Knowledge keeps you stuck, unhappy and sick.
Tree of Life is a a knowledge that is the direct result of an experience. Everything else is Tree of Knowledge.
What heals, what is healing, what is disease, is - for most people and for the most part - a Tree of Knowledge phenomenon.
Not for me. Except when it has something to do with my body... then I am often clueless.
I'd like to recount three healing experiences.
- My chiropractor had a car accident a few months ago. He hurt his hand and he hurt his knee.
He immediately started to do the process of fixing himself, the insurance company paid for it.
Twenty grands later his hand still hurts.
Chiropractors make a living with their hands.
He called me today to tell me that he worked on Monday and his hand still hurts. He sounded weak and resigned.
I asked him if he wanted me to give him some energies and he jumped on it.
I started to download the three major energies, 5-6 times each, as an exploratory thing: the energies will find what they want to work on. They did. They released the neck, then the hump, then they went straight to the carpal tunnel and massaged it.
Then they came up to the shoulder and showed me that the pain is connected to the heart. I downloaded HOE a few times, but the pain didn't but.
An emotional pain that doesn't react to HOE is a construct: a mental construct (see my article on the martyr syndrome) and there is a payoff...
I suggested to the guy to give up the idea that he will be disabled for life: he doesn't have to.
He gave up for a second and the pain in the thumb and index finger immediately disappeared.
I recommended that he practices giving up for complete healing.
The blockage is self-imposed.
- A student of mine is experiencing health problems. I have been following it for a while: I recommended that she takes cayenne pepper in tea to increase her heart's health... but today I discovered that it is a martyr syndrome again: being ill gets her off the hook. She'd rather be ill that admit to herself that she doesn't want to do anything to change her financial situation.
- Another student came to the healing call with wicked sinus issues.
The energies revealed that she has her infection already up in her forehead as well.
On our second or third session I finally started to see that the hiding place for the bacteria, the hothouse, is her tooth's root canal and mercury filling in her tooth.
I am not sure if the energy is quite strong enough to counter the self-poisoning effects of mercury and a root canal.
But now she knows what she needs to do. Once the mercury is removed, once the root canal is opened up (I don't know exactly what they do there, but closing it and allowing the bacteria and viruses grow there undisturbed is the issue) she will be well.
Her fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, headaches and weakness will disappear like she never had it.
These are three different cases. Traditional, Tree of Knowledge medicine is clueless in the face of either. But given my empathic abilities and the intelligent energies, all these cases showed their real faces, real causes in a matter of minutes.
This is the kinds of things we do on the healing calls.
You can come to 30 calls and won't pay as much as I would charge for one private consultation and healing.