Most people I talk with on the phone. I have hundreds of hours of audios of my phone conversations. One day I'll publish them. But this correspondence was in email: it's a simple copy and paste, and you can learn from it. I promise. Warning: if you are a Christian, this correspondence will be offending to you. I have warned you!
Tim to me:
How do I get to the point where I understand the power I have and can use it for effective use?
Great question, right? After all, most things we get for our hard earned money are BS. So would it be possible that you can get the real deal for nothing? I mean no money... you still need to put in some effort, but the result you will get will be the result you seek, instead of shooting blanks.
Why is it that once really effective, brilliant, and spot on spiritual and transformational teachers are not able to come up with technologies and distinctions that would transform the participants in their courses into accomplishing, fulfilled, and satisfied mavens? Why is that?
I had some unexpected glimpses into this today, and I am going to share them as fast as I can, before they disappear for me.
Sometime in August the Dark Side disappeared. I did it.
It was an accident. I intended to destroy the Dark Side, yes, some day, in some special way, but the actual doing it was quite an accident. I was surprised when it happened.
I was working on the first phaseactivation of the countries. I found a small bunch of countries, among them my birthplace, that registered as "gone over to the Dark Side" and their vibration was low, and they weren't accepting the activation.
Then I was working on a person, a tester, and felt that somehow the Dark Side was wedged between him and myself. I asked Source if I can just download the activator to the wedged Dark Side. The answer was yes, so I did it. It went through. It left silence and peace in its wake.
Muscle test showed that it went to 0... before that it was gradually diminishing, from 55% when I started in July to... 5 or 10%, I don't recall.
I was elated. I was really happy.
I frequently measured after that, and it stayed at zero for three months.
Then it started to show an increase. It's at 2% now.
3 Coaches, Avoiding Confrontation, What's Your Filter?
I now have three coaches. Three different people, three different styles, three different world views. the only thing that is common among them is that they represent a world view polar opposite to mine.
Why would I hire coaches so different from me? Because I hope that their different vantage points will make my own filters visible to me. I don't expect them to catch my filters... but I promise I will. As soon as I see them.
Now, if you are paying attention, you should be asking, what is a filter... coffee filter, U.V. filter... what the heck are you talking about Sophie?
If you didn't ask this question, I assert that you sleepwalk through life and "for you everything is the same as everything else... except that not always."
Grieving The Loss Of A Child... Whether They Died Or Just Gone to Live Their Own Life
No matter how you slice it, a big change like this, even if it is the best of the child, is a huge trauma for the parent, especially the mother.
Most mothers are programmed to care for their young ones, but while they are doing that, they forget to be themselves, forget to rebuild a life of their own, so when the child dies, or leaves, they are left with nothing.
I have a student whose children live in other countries, you can't just offer to drop by, bring some good home-made cooking, or babysit their child while they attend to other things.
Had we received the knowledge of good and evil from God, our discernment would include God's perspective - but Adam chose to take the knowledge rather than receive it.
I copied the above sentence from a very insightful interpretation of what happened in the Garden of Eden.
What Human Being refused at that juncture is to live according and in harmony with original design. Human Being chose drama, Human Being chose to create a world of their own design and forget that they did it.
It's like the actor who read the movie script, knew how it went, but when he was at the scene, decided to do his own thing, wreak havoc, kill, cheat, lie, pretend that it is entirely up to him what would happen.
Sweep The Floor, Wash The Windows, Vs. Move To A New House Or A New Country... Or The Different Modalities Of Self-Improvement, Self-Development And Transformation
I have been looking at some of my personal sticking points.
Addicted to milk, addicted to sugar, avoiding doing the laundry... these are just the tip of the ice berg.
Oh, you thought that I was beyond that? Oh, sorry to disappoint, you are never beyond that. Besides, if I were, I would not be writing these posts, it would be painfully boring.
Life is about growing, life is about being an advancing personality, not about comfortably teaching something that is a non-issue for me. Even if writing about it would potentially cause your growth: life is about each person becoming an advancing personality, not some teaching others to be that, so they can be off the hook...
Anyway, returning to my top of the iceberg imperfections: I am wondering what is the payoff.