Failure, the big deterrent
I had a dream most of my life to live in a school and be a perpetual student.
I knew it was weird, but I also knew that the best time I have ever had was studying hard in school: being at home was really horrible for me.
In 1987 I did The Forum, (Now it is called The Landmark Forum) and there was an exercise in it. The question was: Who are you that you are? Weird question, right? I thought so too, but yet, I somehow knew the answer immediately. Weirdly worded questions do that to you, whether you know it or not.
My answer to that question was: “Who I am is that I can’t make a commitment to anything. I’d rather continue studying than go out and choose one direction to go to and risk hating it.”
I was so proud of my answer that I bravely stuck my hand up… and I was called on.
When I finished what I wanted to say, the Forum Leader said: “Oh, I see, you are a failure!”
Continue reading “Fear Of Failure… Another Possible Bottom Belief”
What Is Dark Side? Was It Ever Part Of Creation? Now That It Disappeared: Will It Ever Come Back?
I don’t believe dark side was even anticipated at the time of creation. I also don’t believe that Source is concerned about the dark side, or even knows about it.
So where did the Dark Side come from? Great question, right?
It seems to me that Dark Side was created by humanity. it is fed by the desire for the self alone.
Desire for the self alone has two parts:
Continue reading “What Is Dark Side? Was It Ever Part Of Creation? Now That It Disappeared: Will It Ever Come Back?”
I have been forced to take Saturdays and Sundays off, and I have been sleeping at least nine hours a night.
This is hard work. The hard part is the empathic part: physically experience all the emotions of all these people… it is very draining.
In addition I am hard at work finalizing the first elective activator. Even the name of the activator isn’t finalized, We, myself and the testers, are divided. These are still in the running… Personal Power, Living Powerfully, Eliminate powerlessness, Access to Power
Seven people are testing the activator, it is phenomenal. I will talk more about it in another article, but I want to talk about an unexpected side-effect I am still shaking my head about:
Continue reading “Activation of The Original Design, Phase One For Planet Earth is Complete”
This is a very old article. I just read it because a student of mine keeps coming back to it.
The syntax of communication, always asking for something, renders you a beggar.
What do you think happens to your relationships where you are the taker all the time? It won’t be a relationship… and if anything, it will be a slavery where you are the slave driver. Arrogant, don’t you think?
So, please read this post as outdated. Thank you.
The Syntax of Communicating With Source
Before I can teach you the syntax of communication with Source, we need to look if Source is a sentient being.
Sentience simply means self-aware, conscious.
So far, in all my thinking, if Source is sentient, then it has a very simple circuit, nothing like all the religions would suggest.
At this point of the investigation there are a few things that look like facts:
- Source knows what it wants.
Continue reading “What Do You Say When You Are Connected To Source? What Do You Say After You Say Hello”
Eliminate Powerlessness of The Vessel
As far as I can see, feeling powerless, feeling at the mercy of something out of your control, is part of the human experience, in fact it is a fundamental part of the human experience. And it is a part of it, even after the activation of The Original Design.
Why is it part of the Original Design? Because it was part of the experience of the Original Vessel.
I am not going to tell the story again, if you don’t know it, please look it up.
But just to set it up for you: there was The Light desiring to bestow its light. It created The Vessel. It flooded The Vessel with light. At some point The Vessel said: Enough! No more! I want to earn my light.
Now, if you look carefully, and put yourself into the position of The Vessel: you can see that The Vessel’s experience wasn’t pleasant. The Vessel experienced no power. it only experience enough power to shout: Enough! No more!
That is the powerlessness that we inherited from The Vessel.
Continue reading “Phase Two: Changing The Game of The Original Design”
In this article I am going to teach you what it is going to take to take you through Phase Two of the Planetary Ascension. I am going to show you what will be the pivotal points to take you from where you are, to where you desire to be. It’s going to be new, so fasten your seat belts, please.
The first thing we’ll need to talk about, how come that the Original Design activation doesn’t include everything that you need to have all your desires fulfilled. It would be fair, wouldn’t it?
Unfortunately the Original Design is not dealing with your individuality.
What do I mean by that?
As you were born (and even before that) you gathered a lot of experiences that you dealt with, however you dealt with it.
The bad news is, for the most part, and most of you, dealt with the experiences that life offered you in a poor way.
Continue reading “Powerful, Powerless, Linchpin, Cornerstone, Your Reactive Mind, Phase Two”
From my correspondence:
[7:55:31 PM] Alex Makarski: read your recent articles
i’m afraid to sound condescending
even though i know you won’t take it that way
your writing keep getting better
some time, could you explain the difference between gratitude and appreciation?
people always pile them up into the same thing and use in the same sentence
i don’t know the answer but i feel you do
[8:13:30 PM] Sophie Maven: appreciation has no direction, gratitude does.
you just appreciate something, but you are grateful to someone, for something
in appreciation you don’t have to acknowledge source, but you have to risk that appreciating what is will keep you stuck with it
in gratitude you need to be vulnerable to someone and take the risk of having to reciprocate, having to have earned what you got, or some other really horrible and nasty things that ego is mortally afraid of
that means, gratitude is a bigger existential risk, and therefore a higher vibration
One of the vibration gurus I am getting links to is Christie Marie Sheldon or her program: Love Or Above.
Christie’s vibration is 240
My muscle test shows that she has never connected directly to Source, so I assume that she got this vibration from the Planetary Ascension download, and didn’t actually “earn it” herself.
The question I have is how can she claim to connect you and help you raise your vibration to 520 (in my experience it is more like 526-540 where love is!) if she has never raised her own vibration.
Is being a good marketer and being a pretty blonde is all people need to trust their life to someone? I wonder.
Christie Marie Sheldon is just one of those false gurus that the world is full of… guaranteed to be attracting you if you are one of a kind… a fake.
Let me measure your vibration?
Click on the link to request a vibrational reading…
The Map of Consciousness will show you what it means.
In this article I am going to teach you about gratitude. I will show you why you haven’t been able to evoke this powerful state, even though gratitude opens the gates of Heaven, opens your ability to ask for what you desire, and get it.
Chances are that your Original Design capacities have been activated. That means that your vibrational frequency is at 299, or will be in a matter of hours or days.
299 is the dividing line between being able to be a cause in your life and in your reality, or staying an effect.
Continue reading “Why Would You Want To Be Grateful? What is Gratitude Going To Do For You?”
Dark Side is a reality. I am gaining insights little by little, it is not like I can learn much about its motives: Dark Side doesn’t reveal its purpose, doesn’t reveal its strategies, moves, means of enslavement and assimilation, you can put the picture together, like a jigsaw puzzle, afterwards.
All information about the Dark Side has come to me while I reclaimed a soul, while I reclaimed a country.
It is still not clear to me what the Dark Side wants. I have some clarity about what it offers.
Dark Side is interesting. Dark Side is different. It promises significance and pleasure.
Continue reading “Dark Side Revealed. Can It Be Defeated? Dark Side is Down to 15% Today”