OK, if you have found yourself not being willing, or not being able to do the practices, or keep doing them: this article is for you.
I have been studying learning styles, thinking styles, teaching methods to make my teaching more effective. And while it wasn't a waste of time, because it brought me to this day and this knowledge, it was putting the cart in front of the horse.
Questions about dark side and dark energies are coming up a lot nowadays.
My approach to dark side
... is Kabbalistic because Kabbalah's approach to this issue is more useful for someone who wants to understand the issue or Dark Side.
You see, "where attention goes energy flows." And that attention actually creates or strengthens that which it energizes, even if it wasn't there before. Especially when you say you don't want it. Resistance to something is like pouring oil on the fire... makes it bigger. Like "I have no time", like : I am confused," like "nobody likes me." creates exactly what it complains about. Or "I am NOT stupid" or "I don't want to feel this" or telling fear to go away, and the thousand and one way you can resist something. Even ignoring something is resistance to it.
In a recent Landmark Education seminar I learned that the poison that human beings swallowed wholly and greedily is "there is something wrong here," the foundation of human misery, the dark side: Right and Wrong... behaving as if there were a right way and this isn't it.
It seems that you never stop for a second to ask the questions that could create choice:
Possible question to create choice #1: You ask: Hm, Something wrong here? Says who? Then answer: _I_ say so (the same person who asked the question). Next: ask: who assigned me to be the judge? Do I know how it is supposed to be? Do I see the whole picture? -- And if you are anyone other than God, the answer is that you can't see the whole picture, and therefore you don't know if it is really wrong what's happening... so you can see that you can't tell wrong from right... Not knowing is a much higher state than being sure.
Summary: In this article I am going to illustrate to you how something evolves, as opposed to being born...
I will illustrate to you the thought process it takes to move something from good to better to better and even better... There is no such thing as best in this thought process. This is the foundation of an Expanding Human Being: there is no limit to expanding, neither in the mind nor in the reality of the Original Design. And I'll share the breakthrough we had in raising your vibration.
When I came to this country at age 38, I was much like you in a lot of ways. One of the thngs that I remember vividly is my relationship to improvement. If a product label said "improved", my thought was "that means it wasn't good before, and probably isn't good now... so I won't get it."I still lived in the mind, and the mind does not like improvement, it doesn't like change. If something is good, then it is good, no need for improvement... Bah humbug.
I am sitting here, doing work for my friend's 15-minute fame and potential big break. Your success is measured by the number of people you made successful, I tell myself as an excuse for taking my attention off doing my own work.
My body is ravaged with strong and very unpleasant emotions. Mostly anxiety, doom, and grief.
I muscle test myself every five minutes if the feelings are mine. They are. I take my Heaven on Earth and continue working, but the bad feelings come back and take my breath away.
I catch myself wondering what it all means. Shall I stop doing the help to my friend? Shall I just run the other way? I muscle test it, and the test says "no."
Five times a week we have a connection call where I teach the new people how to connect and then we all do a serious meditation while connected to Source.
A few sessions ago I've started to give people assignments.
The kind of stuff that if they don't know how to do, then they are left with power only on the calls, but not in their lives.
I have given, so far, two assignments: how do you address the Ego, so it knows that you are the boss, and that it will support you, give you energy, give you the get-up-and-go push, and ambition, without which you will continue to sleepwalk like the rest of humanity.
The second assignment was to address the Soul so it will know that YOU finally woke up, understood the Original Design and are willing and ready to do the work of Soul Correction. In return to that, Soul will give you peace, love, and a sense of accomplishment. Sweet.
Great assignments, don't you think? Yes, except. Except that the results were disastrous: which made me think and made me call an urgent tete-a-tete with Source.
What are we going to do? Why aren't they getting it? Why can I do it, why can't they? What are they not getting?
The answer was plain and simple: their heads are full. No new information, no new ways of being, no new concepts fit into the already full heads, the busy minds.
Why An Activator Cannot Change Your Behavior, Only You Can?
What happens when you get an activator downloaded to you? Even though the activator (a set of statements that are worded as commands, and are very similar to affirmations) alters the "terrain" or the balance of power in the sub-conscious, those affirmations will not alter your behavior.
You Can't Catch What You Don't See or Activators Are Not Magic Bullets
I have been doing the Daily Connection for 10 days: one major activator a day. It's quite new to me. Before September 27 I only activated individuals. Since then I am only activating groups.
It's a whole different ball-game. I need to be aware of every single person's energy at the same time: they are all in my head. Also, each person resists an activator download in a different way: I need to say the right thing for each to allow it through.
Stephen Pierce is a Born Again Christian. His vibration is 270.
He is a multi-millionaire marketer. A Black guy with a great story: long ago he was at the wrong place and got shot... he picked himself up.
He is unusually intelligent, you might say he is a genius. Also married right: his wife's family are the nicest people I have ever met and the family works together as a unit. Have never seen anything like that. I spent a weekend with them a few years ago, when they still lived in Michigan.