I am working on the overwhelmingly too many foodlist orders I received in the last two days of June.
This triggered a feeling I don't often feel any more: feeling imposed upon.
Doing things I don't want to do. It is the energy of the Elm... a Bach energy®. "Don't tell me what to do" reluctance, maybe even belligerence. A very forceful, suffocating, brittle energy. In fact, it's worse than actually doing the darn thing...
What is underneath is a desire to win every time. Damn the torpedoes... lol.
Not very good for business. And no matter how hard on my hands to do so many food lists... More than a thousand muscle test each... I said I would do it... so now go do it, dammit. lol.
I wrote this article back in 2012. It talks about one of the most important invisible dynamics of the human condition... your homepage. I am republishing it to give you a fuller picture of this invisible dynamic... so crucial to your future, to your results, to you becoming an expanding human being.
Here is the original article:
I've been trying to teach a new way to connect to Source. It would give you a lot more control over your attention, over your connection, and a lot better results overall.
The difference would be the greatest in the speed with which you would incorporate the activators: instead of having to repeat them 10-20-30 times, just a few repetitions would get you the same amazing results.
Summary: Emotions... without emotions you feel deadened. But you only want good emotions... unfortunately, for you, you can't have the good without the bad, life is a roller coaster, and you would hate to be stranded on the top of the peak anyway...
I listened to the audiobook, Molecules of Emotions some 10 years ago in the car. It's a book written by a scientist, Candace Pert.
I did not set out to be a scientist of emotions... but I was eminently suited: instead of just talking about it, instead of writing about, I can actually verify the "findings", verify or un-verify the theories by feeling.
Our language doesn't keep up with the emotions: just like we don't have words for the billions of colors that can be created with the four base colors of light, red, blue and yellow... and of course white... we don't have accurate words for the feelings that are a combination, an energetic combination of base feelings. Continue reading "Molecules of Emotion… Are you suppressing the negative?"
Update 10/5/2018: I didn't realize this when 'i wrote this article: I should have tested the energizer audio's effect on my cell hydration, not direct download from source.
What is the difference?
When I download the energy into the water a five gallon container gets energized to coherence in less than a minute. Using the audio it takes between 48 hours and 72 hours... so9 that means that the audio does not raise your cell hydration directly. oops, my bad.
Do the remedy creating audios work on your body too? Does the Water Energizer energize your cells directly?
I haven't heard this question in a long time, which is interesting.
Regardless, I tested it.
Because 60% of your body is water, some body parts more, if you listen to the audios through headphones they get infused in your body.
How did I test it?
I just downloaded the Water Energizer energy into my body. I measured my cell hydration before, in the middle, and after.
My cell hydration number was 30% when I started, and it rose to 70%.
I am here, waiting for the cable man to fix my internet. It's been down since yesterday afternoon.
It is hard to remember what we did with our lives before the internet... for me it's been 18 years. It is hard to figure out what I can do that does not involve the internet... Finally I settle on writing, editing, and such.
It's 11:30 am. The repairman was scheduled to be here at 11. I am sitting here, uncharacteristically anxious, contemplating that the man won't even show up, that he will lie, that I will have to be another day without the ability to work.
It's excruciatingly painful. I am diligently making room for the bad feelings, including them, breathing normally. Then I have a suspicion: is this mine? I normally don't get anxious: I take life as it comes.