I, for example, don't feel free. I am free. It doesn't feel anything...
No feeling. Just doing what I need to do, feeling nothing in the way... blockage, resistance, reluctance, or fear.
I am free to be myself, free to express what I want to express the way I feel it's the most effective, effortless and natural.
I curse, I sing-song, I laugh, I dramatize... I do what I deem effective at expressing what I want to express. I am fully and unabashedly with the people I am with, minutely tracking where they are at, where their listening is at, so I can be effective at being together. I have no rules, no morals, no niceness... If I am talking to you, I'll be fully with you because that is the only way to talk to someone... all other ways are pretense, and I have no reason to pretend. Continue reading "Being free to be yourself… feeling free to be yourself…"