I see this time and time again: if and when you need it, there is a triple amount of chance that you will actually do what you need to do to learn it, engage with it, read it... do it.
Triple is still small for most people... but it is, hell, three times more than you would do if you just wanted it. 1
Want what? Growing, practice, spiritual capacities, healing, courses, coaching... transformation, living on the vertical plane, in reality, where nothing is wrong. That is what I "sell"...
I have been struggling to get through to this one client to be able to support him in using and keeping the activation of the capacity "causing." Causing your life, to own what belongs to you, to own what you are doing, what you are feeling, even what you are NOT feeling.
Causing is a very high capacity, dependent on your capacity to own what you can own. What belongs to you.
An attitude is an approach. It is the result of an internal conversation we are having with ourselves. An attitude is 100% in your power, even if you don't feel you can change it. And true: you don't change it directly. You change the conversation, the things you say to yourself.
We are taught in the Tree of Knowledge culture to have a strong "why" for our actions. A reason, and agenda, a purpose to what we want to do.
This attitude will keep you on the Tree of Knowledge, and will keep you wretched: the Tree of Knowledge is the home of wretched living.
For people who have a real hard time conjuring up a big why out of nothing, this may be good news. For people who have invested a lot into growing their desire, visualizing, vision mapping, mind movies, and other happy horse shit, this is going to be really hard, and will feel unnatural.
The attitude that will help you climb the tree of life is the same attitude a guy, George Mallory, a mountaineer, had for climbing Mount Everest...
As you may have read, I discovered that my Life Force, the capacity to grow, has nearly diminished.
In this article I will report to you my own experience of trying to increase a capacity through working on it. Essentially the same kind of work I am asking you to do.
What is present, by the way, is fear. Intense fear. Fear of failure, fear of finding out that I am full of crap.
Now, you need to know that I have the detached capacity, so I am observing it and feeling it at the same time. What is there between the Observer and the feeling is an attitude of curiosity: the curiosity of a researcher. And maybe the curiosity of a kid looking at a bug, and enjoying saying: Grooooooss.
I borrowed that expression from Judge Judy, because I like it. But it is also perfect, because Judge Judy calls for responsibility... to no avail... Why? Because responsibility is a capacity encoded and dormant in human DNA... only a few, the successful few have it turned on.
Responsibility is access to power, access to personal power. And most people are powerless, feel powerless, act powerless. Force is not power. And that is what passes for personal power nowadays: forcing, manipulating, controlling, coercing, etc.
This article is not about that. This article is about how to turn on and live with and through personal power.
As I have shared before, back in November I signed up to a money making scam program.
It hasn't delivered, but I am OK. I haven't abandoned ship. Now, that is very interesting, because most people that stay are in hope.
Hope is living in a future denying what is... because you don't like it.
I don't think I have every written anything about fear of failure. I have been known as fearless... and I knew myself as fearless...
Yesterday I had a rude awakening: I had a new way to look at my activites, a new perspective, and I discovered, to my utter dismay, that many things I know I should do, I know I would benefit from doing, I am not doing. Darn... WTF?!