I think, that of all Osho’s talks that I know, this is the most significant, and the most helpful, if you EVER want to be able to return HOME, to the present moment, where you can be content, happy, and start living.
Osho talks: The Man Who Loved Seagulls
7 May 1975 am in Buddha Hall
There was a man living by the seashore who loved seagulls. Every morning he went down to the sea to roam with the seagulls. More birds came to him than could be counted in hundreds.
His father said to him one day: I hear the seagulls all come roaming with you — bring me some to play with.
Next day, when he went to the sea, the seagulls danced above him and would not come down.
The greatest secret of life is — and remember it always — that life is a gift. You have not deserved it in the first place. It is not your right. It has been given to you, you have not earned it. Once you understand this, many things will become clear.
If life is a gift then all that belongs to life is going to be a gift. Happiness, love, meditation — all that is beautiful is going to be a gift from the holy, from the whole.
I haven’t written much, haven’t produced much of anything of creative nature on this site for a few weeks now.
What’s my insight?
I mean, it is becoming obvious that I am in a rut.
I am the unstuck specialist so let’s take this “rut” apart, tear it to pieces, so we can choose an effective unstuck method.
Like any “operation” for change, this needs to start with assessing the situation and diagnosis.
Of course when I diagnose it in my head, it goes real fast, but for the sake of teaching something, I’ll do it step by step, so when you get to any situation needing a “surgery” you can do it on your own.
So: what is the fact? I don’t feel like writing, I have no desire, no creative juices, I just want to be left alone. (lol)
What are the circumstances?
Dark Side attacks, 24/7, weekends a little lighter. (I am grateful for these attacks. I learned how to become a blade of grass and not to resist, and I have also learned to energize my water in 3 seconds, instead of the long process I had before the attacks intensified.)
I made a strategic mistake on the site: now there is no income, so I need to see local clients, which takes time, marketing, and very tiring. (The good news is that I have a good reputation, so I can pay my bills, no matter what.)
Dark Side attacks effected my sites: I have been forced to make changes on the site, and now finally am moving them to a stand-alone server. Let’s hope that this will solve the issue. This will be done this week. (This, by itself will free up 20-30 hours a week, or more)
Google has put my site on blacklist and hasn’t been showing it in search results. As a result I am not even motivated to do my writing: no one is coming to read… (Exaggeration!)
My health is suffering as a result of the Dark Side attacks. (I am coping)
I have started a fermented food diet, which is quite involved. I have also been dealing with healing crisis after healing crisis… a lot of good has accumulated in my over the decades. (It’s ok, in spite of a batch or beets going bad on me…)
There is a new insight I have gained from my recent experience on the connection calls.
Some people (maybe all, at one time or another) have a breathtaking, breath blocking, experience, a feeling, or better said a bundle of feelings, that the Heaven on Earth (HOE) can’t eliminate.
I have been wondering what it is. Why is it so recognizable, almost like a signature: I can recognize from the “feeling” the person who has it. Same location in the body, same type of pressure, or sharp pain, or a gnawing sensation. Continue reading “The Martyr Syndrome: do you have it?”
Had a difficult start. Started on just the border of the acceptable minimum, 200 vibration.
Had she had these difficulties with a vibration below 200, she would have disappeared.
She had to access the connection webinars from her phone. I can’t see someone who calls in on the phone, on my webinar control panel, so she could never be sure whether she was connected or not, really.
She came to every call. She bought the Unconditional Love Activator, but I refunded it: I told her flat out that she is not suitable to be my student. I practically threw her out…
I Was Stupid Or Why Do You Need To Sign A Confidentiality Agreement When You Are In A Paid Course
Most of us are in this work, teacher and student alike, to raise our vibration. In my programs the specific purpose is to develop a core group of the New Humanity through a combination of raising the vibration and new ways of being.
But some people, students and gurus alike, are in this work for their own purposes, personal significance, money, world dominance… everybody has their purpose and reason.