In this 2011 article I will show you how I connected to Soul, and through that connection how I have been able to awaken the desire to connect.
As I have said in other articles, desire is necessary to open the spigot of light... Desire opens and closes this spigot, and you can control desire.
The biggest issue is to awaken this desire: it is not active in Soul.
All the modalities, all the methodologies that talk about soul's desire, try to cause your conscious self's desire, and that desire doesn't open the spigot. This is how I did it...
In 2010, October, I took a program, called the Landmark Forum, for the 20th time.
Why on earth would I do something for 20 times? Well, there was something that I wanted to uncover, that in all the Landmark programs I had never able to get a glimpse of. I wanted to discover how come that in spite of all my talents, in spite of all my diligence, I was never able to stay above "just over broke."
Water is the most godly creation right after human being. It is capable of carrying any energy, and carry it without any distortions. Water is loving with no agenda of its own.
It's hard to imagine, but the water that we consume isn't coherent 1. It's much like unkempt hair: full of knots, lacking shine, sticky.
Why is that? Is it because of the impurities of the water? Yes and no.
In our hair analogy, the foreign substances, solids, gases, and other chemicals, are like the knots in the hair: they force the water molecules to seal the impurities off: the water doesn't want to be soiled.
But the most important reason for our natural or tap water's incoherence is its spin. (spin is a lot like curly hair: each hair follicle tells the individual hair which way the spiral should go, left or right.)
Water is highest in its coherence and its energy when it's left-spin. Each molecule. Consistently, through and through. That is when it is at 650 vibration.
But reasons that we can only guess, (the impurity of the human mind feels most accurate, second guess is the cause of the Great Flood: the Earth spin got reversed, all guessing!) water's spin is reversed... it is largely incoherent.
Imagine your hair: each hair follicle instructs the hair to curl in a slightly different direction. The resulting hair is much like a bale of hay: no rhyme and reason, and no beauty. A big mess... Like your bad hair day? lol.