Many people tell me that I should not give it all away in articles, after all who is going to buy my stuff if I give away all the knowledge.
But the truth is, all the MIND knowledge we can ever have will never help us to live a better life, to be healthier, etc. Doctors are an unhealthy bunch, psychologists / psychiatrist are a wimpy bunch, energy healers come to me for healing...
Why? because the mind considers knowing, i.e. information sufficient... and ...
As long as we identify yourself with the mind, we consider information/insight sufficient as well... But in life it isn't sufficient... not by far.
Just look at weight: we all know what we should be doing, and we have known it for ever. We read, we learn... and yet the number of obese people is growing by the minute. Or worse than that, people losing and regaining the weight, hating themselves, and are totally POWERLESS... and they don't know what they can do to become POWERFUL.
I woke up this morning with despair in my heart. No reason, just the mood. I stepped on the scale, and I put on half a pound yesterday. It was raining cats and dogs, but the temperature will be normal later today.
Must be Dark Side transmission...
I read some emails, answered them, but didn't feel like working.
As a consciousempath I don't only check if an emotion I feel is mine, I also check the source of the emotion.
Sometimes it is a Dark Side transmission, but mostly it's another person I accidentally connected with.
I have two graduate students live in the downstairs apartment. Two girls.
Every time I go downstairs with a package for the mailman to pick up, or to check my mail, they hear me: the old wooden staircase makes an unholy noise. That's when they connect, and I have to feel their emotions for a little while.
One of the major challenges for humans have is this constant need, this imperative to evolve...
In life you are either evolving or you are shrinking.
What's the challenge really?
If you pay attention, every real or perceived threat to our survival, quality of life, or to our self-perception creates a strong emotional response. We call it fear, or anxiety, or anguish, or resistance... But no matter what you call it, it wants to activate the hide reflex.
You see, they say that the reflex is fight or flight, but it would be more apt to call the flight extreme hide, shrink, trying to fix.
I got up this morning. I slept well in spite of the heat. The first email I opened was about a guru I had reviewed before, but I put someone else's picture next to his name. A reader pointed it out, so I searched for the right picture. The vibrational numbers were correct, I re-measured them, 170 and 200.
Then another email talked about another guru, I measured: personal vibration: 150, truth value of teachings: 100 ... whoa... that is almost record low. Criminals have higher vibration. Politicians and their campaign promises have higher vibration.
I went over many of the gurus, criminal, ugly, low vibration, fake, sinister...
And then I got really sad. Heavy heart, droopy, like life is over.
Like with anything below the obvious (where most people live their lives, maybe even you?) you need to remove the top layer, to see the next one.
This is exactly what happened today.
I shared with a friend, that if I could figure out what was going on during the 19 days that the Dark Side seemingly stopped broadcasting, I would know more about the Dark Side. Obvious... right? Maybe enough to start countering their influence...
I hung up with the friend and published part one of the Dark Side post, and then, boom, I had a revelation.
Your reactive nature and dark side attacks: how does it work?
Yesterday was an interesting day. I distinguished something new. It was all easier, because something happened that was unusual.
Within three minutes three separate orders came in for Heaven on Earth, my energy bundle to ease your emotional pain. At the same exact time I was doubling over with feeling horrible anguish and the desire to just disappear, die, whatever.
Almost the entire month of May I'd felt good. I was more productive than any other time in my life. I was clear, I was well.
Now, you may not have noticed, but the fact that you feel good is a non-event. You only notice that you felt good when something happens and suddenly you don't feel good.
This is exactly what happened to me. I suddenly was plagued with anguish, extreme anguish, and when I muscle tested, it came from no one, but when I asked: Is this a Dark Side attack? The answer was Yes.