I have been looking at the state of your adrenals to decide and see, not so much into your experience... but your experience matters.
Are you running on empty? By the middle of the day, by Thursday you are ready for the bed or the weekend respectively.
The other day, while leading a workshop, one of the students said something, and I started to laugh uncontrollably. I laughed for minutes, it seemed, and could not stop for a long time. I wept more from laughing than most people cry from sadness, lol.
I have been observing myself the past week or so, and my joy of life, my satisfaction level, my experience of being alive has been going down steadily with every passing day. Yesterday I got close to the breaking point.
I was exhausted. So I thought that I needed rest. Or some food... But then I muscle tested myself and it said I was not tired. I was running on empty. I was depleted... I AM depleted.
There are emotions and then there are the effects of emotions. But
all emotions can cause incoherence.
You know you are incoherent when your decisions are wrong, and take you down the path of self-destruction or hurting yourself or someone else. When you can't hear what someone is saying. When you find your attention wandering. When you are not present.
Some emotions' energy goes outward, other emotions' energy goes inward.
Either type of emotions,
in a weak person, wreak havoc and cause devastation. A strong person can harness their outward emotions to move mountains, to accomplish, to achieve, to grow.
And a strong person can accept their inward going emotions as not necessary, not rolevant, and let them go.
I feel and I behave like an injured quarterback without my usual programs at my usual computer.
And the big winter storm is here... so I most likely won't get the new computer on Thursday... Eh, we'll just limp along, and it will turn out the way it will turn out... I can handle it.
One of the topics that have come up from students over the past few days is their difficulty to focus.
I say it is ADHD. Now, I am not a doctor, but then again, that's a good thing. Because as long as you have some medication to take, you don't pay attention to anything: you let the meds do the work, and you become a slave. Even if the meds work, Actually, especially if the meds work.
I trust you that you'll do what is in your best interest. That is what I want you to do... because then the information I'll glean from this test will be valid. thank you.
Who is my ideal client? It matters not what you say, it matters more if it is heard by the right people...
I have been asking this question for a few years now.
Marketing teachers tell me to find people who are kept awake at night by something that nag at them, that doesn't let them sleep... a problem, an itch that cannot be scratched. I am not attracted to the suffering.
I want to expand my business to start selling "stuff".