I am reading an amazing AND disturbing book. Again.
I have been heeding the words of my teacher, Robert S. Hartman, that to fight evil, you need to know evil, intimately. Be able to recognize it everywhere… in yourself and in others.
Like yourself, I prefer to look at pretty, beautiful, harmonious, happy… But if you want to tell the truth, there is not much of that, at least where humans are involved.
Even the best actions a human makes is all about them… all about desire to receive for the self alone. Their reputation, their station in the world, them feeling good about themselves at the expense of another.
I also can’t avoid feeling it… I am an empath. No matter where I go, no matter where I look, some horrid inner turmoil of some person, wholly unrelated to what I am doing, is taking over my body. Ugh.
Desire to receive for the self alone feels like a turmoil, a rift between your two selves.
There are the people to whom I have to connect, my clients and my students. Continue reading “Why does the future of the planet look the way it looks? Bad…”
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My first suspicion came when I noticed that leaders, people who ‘selflessly’ gave of their time to the organization, died, left and right, of cancer.
Kabbalah says that certain diseases are opportunistic, like the Dark Side, they enter your body on cracks between who you claim you are, and who you really are… the space between you and you.
Even little kids have that…
You are fed by your mother. You choke on the food. Your mother doesn’t know how to help you. You don’t die. Your parents rejoice and hug you and kiss you.
Normally they don’t express feelings, but this trick did it… so you ‘invent’ for yourself a new way to be: don’t do anything. don’t say anything. Don’t cry… and then it will go away and the praise, the kisses will come.
Eventually you are a grown person, having had tens of incidents and experiences when it didn’t work, when it only bought you grief and humiliation, incidents of sexual attacks, inappropriate touch, and some maybe even more painful… but in your little mind that hasn’t moved from the choking incident, you tell yourself: the kisses and the reward are surely coming… Continue reading “What you don’t want to look at…”
Escape route differs from jailbreak… Unless you plan how you’ll be, where you’ll go, what you’ll do after you break out of jail, you’ll be taken back on short notice…
Why and how the “human condition” have come to signify wretchedness, evil, and ugly?
I wrote the first part of this article about 18 months ago…
This article has been researched for more than two years. but it was just getting puzzling and more puzzling.
Finally, today, as I was pondering the issue, the expression “human condition” opened it up for me.
So, here is the result of more than two years of research into the biggest puzzle I have ever dealt with.
Why are humans so bad? Continue reading “The escape route from the dungeons of the human condition”
It is, it has been hard to see, but I think I can see it now.
You want to get without giving. Anything, if possible, a thank you at most… so that
- You shouldn’t have to reciprocate
- You shouldn’t have to pay attention
- You shouldn’t have to do anything for what you want… especially not something that another person will or may benefit from
The worst of human nature is starting to take over…
You could call it stinginess… but I think we have gone past that stage… stingy was nice compared to… wait for it…
Circuitry: blocking even the chance of thinking about any energy going to the other… Block the flow…
Continue reading “What is evil… and who is evil? Is it what the bible teaches? And what is the state of evil in the world today?”
When I suggested the exercise to make a list of what don’t you want, to tease out some distinction of the self, I expected that people will get to a place where their real colors will show.
I was sorely disappointed, and disturbed by what actually showed up: people only having ANY real concern for themselves, and even those concerns were not high-minded.
Upon reflection, I can see that it’s no wonder what is happening in the world.
Here are a few quotes that will show where and how the world is going… due to that narrow cone of vision, due to the survival/scarcity mindedness, low vibration of nearly everyone on earth.
Benjamin Franklin said, “Justice will not be served until those who are unaffected are as outraged as those who are.” Continue reading “It’s no wonder what is happening in the world…”