Your self became fragmented. become whole again

220px-Clifford-torusI used to think that when you are an avatar, when you are a change-agent, people find you lovely and are attracted to you. I wanted that. I haven’t had a lot of “being liked” experiences.

I used to think that. Never thought that being of high vibration can create bad feeling in people’s hearts.

Don’t misunderstand me, I knew of historical facts, but I never connected them with the fact that the person was high vibration.

Until yesterday.

I knew what really beautiful women share: that they are mostly alone. That people are afraid to approach them. But I am not really beautiful, so I didn’t think it applied to me.

But yesterday drove it all home for me.

I have prepared a list of the fragments I have discovered, fragments of the self. My self…

What am I talking about?

When you are born you are born whole and complete, unless you had an unfortunate in-the-womb experience, and a good 10% of babies have had. I did… in that incident I left 6% or my original self… a fragment of my self.
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From My Correspondence: Can you help me: My Kundalini rose and messed me up!

kundalini risingA reader sent me this email. There is nothing personal about it: it could happen to you what happened to them. This is why I want to you read it.

Hi Sophie,

It’s been awhile since we’ve communicated or worked together, but I could really use your help. I negligently did some things to myself that threw me way out of balance and I have no idea how to fix it.

Around the end of July, I went to a fair where I bought a couple of gemstones, one of which was garnet, which the person selling it to me said was good for my root chakra. Without really understanding what I was doing and thinking I was simply healing my root chakra, I put the stone directly behind me on the chair I was sitting on for about 3 hours while my root chakra resonated to it. The next day I had an absolutely massive kundalini rising which lasted for about 2 days and was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. It was completely unexpected and caught me completely off guard. I had no intention of messing with my kundalini in any way whatsoever and still would prefer not to have it active because the energy is incredibly overwhelming and too much for me to handle. I later found out that garnet has the property of stimulating kundalini but there was absolutely no way I could have known this.
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Tonight’s Webinar

First off… I have been getting emails that people could not sign up. So here is the correct link… if that’s you.

What’s the truth about you? – A workshop

Tuesday, November 20 9-11 pm EST

Update: want me to run this workshop again? Just ask for it. I love doing it…

Second: There is a new way to connect. The connection is much deeper… there is one more difference: it is much less mechanical than the previous method, so most people will need to practice getting out of their minds for a while before they can connect for any longer than five seconds.

The calls are free… https://yourvibration.com/drill to register

I recommend that you start as soon as you can. My next course, the Activate Divinity Course will not work unless you can stay connected for at least five minutes…

I have come up with a dirt cheap way to get into that course where you have a chance to re-integrate your abandoned “fragments” to become whole and complete again. Invulnerable, impervious, joyful, calm and serene…

Become Who You Were Really Meant To Become…

Become who you were meant to become

Really nice and really loaded title, would you agree? It means that you are not who you were meant to be. You are someone else, and that flies in the face of determinists.

Determinists say that your life is scripted, and you have no choice about it. You choose what you have in store for you. You have no free will.

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Side Effects: Trivedi, Gopal, Source Energy by the Tangerine Method: if the energy is strong, there will be side effects

typhoon devastation both in the Philippines and in your ego Side Effects: Mr.T, Gopal, Source Energy by the Tangerine Method: if the energy is strong, there will be side effects

I was on a call with Gopal and Gopal blasted me… I don’t know how other people got it, but it whacked me. Thank you Gopal.

The areas it hit were ego and my stomach area…

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What Is Soul? Is The Soul This Perfect Small Indestructible Ball Of Light?

Soul spirit neshama ruah nefesh What is Soul? I don’t know. Although I know a lot about Soul, I don’t know what Soul is… as much as I don’t know what Source is.

In the Old Testament the word “know” had no intellectual knowledge meaning: it actually meant “get intimate with.” Sexually, or otherwise.

You get intimate with a jacket by trying it on and wearing it for a while. Same with a pair of shoes.

Intellectual knowledge is not knowing, it’s knowing about: a world of difference.
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It’s Too Late To Dig A Well When You Are Thirsty or Shall I Pray That Hitler Comes Back?

maybe holocausts have been training drills to teach us to connect but we failed to understand or refused It’s Too Late To Dig A Well When You Are Thirsty

If Hitler had asked the Germans to connect to Source: would they have done it?
If the Pope asked the Christians to connect to God: would they do it?

My uncomfortable hunches say: no. Humanity IS sheep, sheep hellbent to be lead, hellbent to be slaughtered. Pretending that it isn’t.

At this point in time less than a thousand people actually connect to Source. So it isn’t a vibrational issue: the vibration of the planet is rising, steadily. At last count, more than 10,000 people are at a vibrational frequency of 299. Up from the original 100.

I am starting to believe that in the Original World, The Vessel was so overwhelmed with the amount of light it received, because the connection was one-way.

The Light made a mistake in the design. It didn’t design The Vessel to have the desire to connect to The Light.

The seven billion people on the planet, fragments of The Original Vessel still don’t want to connect.

Oh, when they are in trouble, when they are in danger, they say, Oh God, please help… or something to that effect.

In a strange 20/20 hindsight way, I can see that the holocausts of humanity could have been “emergency drills” and training camps.

We failed to recognize them as such. The onlookers were doing hoo, or ahh, and did nothing. The “participants” “the victims” of the slaughter did equally nothing, they just said “woe is me” and then died.

I don’t mean to be disrespectful here, though I have a real hard time holding onto respect, given what I am seeing. My mother and father’s whole family (with rare exception) died in concentration camps of the Nazis. I was born after the war, so I had some stories to illustrate this sheep behavior:

My mother found a way to save her family. A wealthy industrialist who was manufacturing war equipment, was given a quota of 200 Jews to save. But there was no room for stuff, only for the people and a blanket each.

My mother went back to the camp where they gathered the Jews before they shipped them off to Auschwitz and Buchenwald in cattle carts and told his father that they could all be saved. Her father, a lawyer, told my mother: “You are stupid, you go. we are staying.” The Nazis put that whole camp in cattle cars next day, and they all died in Auschwitz. Only my mother survived. Talk about who was stupid. My mother was never emotionally healthy after that.

That is too little too late. It is too late to dig a well when you are thirsty. You need to start the digging way ahead.

Because connecting, as I said, isn’t innate by design, you need to discover it, you need to nurture it, practice it, grow it, fall in love with it, experiment with it.

Imagine Planet Earth with one thousand dispersed individuals who survived the horrors.

What are they going to do? I am past child-bearing age, my legs hurt, I need YOU to be there and continue Life, intelligent life on this planet.

Even my Pioneers don’t connect on their own.

What am I doing wrong? What could I be doing to wake up the desire in you to live?