I am pretty tolerant. In some ways I am really easy going… Except…
My soul correction (34) has a big issue with trusting… and I have a really big problem with trusting if and when you are trying to pull one on me… pull the wool over my eyes, try to fake me out… how many different way shall I use
I cringe. My self-concern kicks is… and as you know…
Self-concern is probably the only reason you are miserable when you are miserable.
I have something to say in the matter… but what can I say?
Back in 1986 it was revolutionary. Closed circuit TV across the world.
Werner Erhard had his Saturday seminars. I lived in New Jersey at the time, but the audience was in many cities in the US, in Australia, and maybe in Europe…
I was green and my ‘est’ vocabulary was non-existent, so I probably only got 1% of what was available, but I did get something.
Life is funny… Funny as in tickles your funny bone. You chuckle.
Anything is about you, says something about you beyond just being what it is and it stops being funny, and life stops being fun.
Thank you to Wendy… one of the people who got the gene adjustment.
These whole issue of checking if I did it right could have been a big ‘not funny, not fun’ experience. Or serious. Or W.O.R.K. of proof that in am conscientious, high integrity, thorough, or whatever the f… people acknowledged me for…
Ever since last Saturday I have been observing myself putting myself down, devaluing myself. Telling people I am not such a good coach, etc. etc. etc.
I know what happened. I know exactly.
I watched this guy’s videos, I read his testimonials, I heard his superior facility to guide people and take them where he wanted them to go. I watched his 24/7 tireless enthusiasm to turn marginally interested people into fans. And I compared.
I can tell by the look in your eyes you’ve been hurting.
You’ve been wanting to be the best you can be, and you can’t. You always hit a snag here, a snag there… And it looks hopeless.
You are ashamed of yourself. You try to hide, but it doesn’t help. Because you know.
You feel like an impostor… But you are normal.
Humans aren’t built to be all good. Humans can improve, correct what there is to correct, to a certain degree, but not all through.
Why? Because, and don’t believe a word I say, the human soul, originally, was built to be 100% selfish, care only about receiving… care only about pleasure… that has been the design.
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I didn’t plan to write about this… I didn’t plan because like so many things that have disappeared… what isn’t there is… well, what isn’t there isn’t there.
But from time to time a client, a student reminds me…
And that’s exactly what happened: a client, an all around great guy wrote:
I looked to at what i might be hanging onto without noticing..
could grief or despair have some part of it? I used to find myself listening to music about sadness and hard times and used to think about sadness a lot. I used to almost create it in relationships with anyone, family/ friends/ myself.