You live in a world of your own design... Time to reinvent yourself as someone you can love
Your own design is like a filter you look through. You can't see the filter, just like you don't see the window unless you touch it...
A filter is like a pair of glasses...
A filter is also like a pair of glasses... They can be dark tinted, they can be yellow, green... and the world occurs differently with each pair of glasses. You can't see that it's the glasses that make the world look the way the world looks to you... unless you can take it off...
You can see only the ripples. The indication that there is something there...
It's the ripples that we don't like... we don't like the things we do, the things we think, the things we feel. We want to change the ripples. But the ripples are the surface of the iceberg... hidden, invisible...
But you can't change something that you don't know. You can't change something that you don't see.
We all want to reinvent ourselves, our world. Because what we have now is not working too well, not serving us too well. We can't have what we want, and we suffer.
Personal note: I have been in this transformation game for 31 year now. I never understood why "the human condition" was the way it was, why it was "hopeless". I didn't know about the selfish gene... I was completely ignorant, like most transformational teachers. Ignorant.
A little knowledge is dangerous in the hand of someone who only missed that little knowledge... me. I am now confident that with this new knowledge I can guide you to winning in life.
If you are here, then I guess everything is not going as well as you'd like it to.
If you are here, then I guess you've read hundreds of articles to help you regain the happiness you once had, or the gain the happiness you see others are having.
Maybe you've attended one courses, workshops, retreats, and yet... you are, if you want to tell the truth, almost exactly where you were before you embarked on this spirituality thing. Or below.
You have read about machine, and doom, and dominant belief, and had your attachments pulled, and had some capacities turned on... And you find that the machine is running amok, putting you in your place.
When people ask for their vibrational measure, often they ask me to suggest a path they could follow to raise their vibration. Most of the time this is simple, they need to take one of the liquid remedies to feel better first. But today I got a request like that, and this person was different from the usual requests. When I connected to her, I connected to empty... hm. I decided to use writing to get clear, and to work through it for myself, I wrote this article.
My path... a look back
I was just like you until a few years ago. I made decisions on what to buy, what to use, what to believe on an emotional basis.
If something sounded good, I wanted it.
If I was suffering from something: frustration, difficulties, pain, or lack of sleep, I was more likely to fall for a solution that sounded a good fit for my suffering.
And, of course, most things didn't work.
I had a difficult time to trust anything or anyone, but I didn't trust myself either, so I didn't actually trust the inner voice that said: wrong way.
Can you be with it? Can you have that thing there, threatening as it might be, and just be? And observe? And do nothing? None of your buttons pushed, none of your usual anger, or whatever... just silence, just peace, just emergence?
It is the most evolved state. It looks similar to ignorance... like all of Germany ignoring, turning a blind eye to the genocide of undesirables, of which Jews were just one group. Homosexuals, gypsies, communists, intellectuals that didn't cooperate...