I haven't been feeling well. I feel dumb, I don't remember what I am talking about, I am foggy. I don't remember names like normal, and in the evening I just want to sleep, instead of reading.
I could be worrying, and I am hovering on the border of worry and "this is what it is"...
I could ask "what's wrong", but that would lead to a fix-it mode... and I am not interested in that.
Instead I am saying: this has been an experiment, this is an experiment, albeit an unplanned one... Let's see what we can see, what we can learn from this experiment?
Obviously this is not a question most people think to ask. In the age of reacting, in the age of thinking we know everything, we are asking stupider and stupider questions, and get ourselves into deep trouble.
So, if you can learn my methodology: that methodology, that attitude is the key that whatever and whoever has been trying to kill me, hasn't been able to. Had it been you, I assert, you would be dead already. Or wish you were...
I live in Syracuse, NY. The city is one hour south of Canada. The energy came from the North Pole... or the Arctic Circle? Swept through Canada... and came as far as Syracuse, for sure.
Over the 12 days leading up to Christmas and up till this morning the water energizing method didn't work. Or more precisely said: the water lost its coherence faster than the energizer could energize... and therefore the people who were drinking the water lost their cell hydration. Me included.
My cell hydration dropped from 70% to 7%.
I hadn't experienced that, first hand, for a few years now. I saw and felt it from others. But not on myself.
The question in the title is as vague as a question can be vague...
But it is still a good question.
If you look at yourself, you, I bet, knew what the question was, even though none of the words are clear, and mean one and specific, discrete thing... at all.
This is one of the reasons your accurate vocabulary measure is so low, in the Starting Point Measurements. You think you know what words mean... and you don't even suspect that they don't mean that... 1
OK, I am not going to take the question apart, you can do it in your own time, instead I'll attempt to make the question clear... accurate... one-meaning.
If you change your inner world, what you honor, what you value and in what order: will that effect the outside world, other people's behavior, people who aren't even aware of you?