Raise Your Vibration: The Original Design

original design If you’ve known me and my work, you know that I talk to something I call Source. I begged it for decades to allow me to do the work for it, and today I get all my knowledge from it.

Our conversations happen on many levels, feelings, premonitions, dreams, stuff showing up when I need to deal with it, and also through things that I initiate: muscle testing yes/no answers.

A few days ago I spent some time, not long, I ran out of intelligent questions. The question I wanted an answer to: who or what are you?

Source said it is physical, even though it has no particles, no shape, no volume, no… whatever would make it physical in my world. And it is sentient. Continue reading “Raise Your Vibration: The Original Design”

Your Biggest Pain Is Your Biggest Blessing, or How To Awaken The Soul’s Desire

your soul is your responsibilityIn this 2011 article I will show you how I connected to Soul, and through that connection how I have been able to awaken the desire to connect.

As I have said in other articles, desire is necessary to open the spigot of light… Desire opens and closes this spigot, and you can control desire.

The biggest issue is to awaken this desire: it is not active in Soul.

All the modalities, all the methodologies that talk about soul’s desire, try to cause your conscious self’s desire, and that desire doesn’t open the spigot. This is how I did it…

In 2010, October, I took a program, called the Landmark Forum, for the 20th time.

Why on earth would I do something for 20 times? Well, there was something that I wanted to uncover, that in all the Landmark programs I had never able to get a glimpse of. I wanted to discover how come that in spite of all my talents, in spite of all my diligence, I was never able to stay above “just over broke.”

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Becoming like god where you create with your word.

With regards to the title… I am not suggesting that you become like Jesus… but become like the Creator, who supposedly said: there shall be light… or whatever he said… This Creator created with his word. That is the god I mean…

The main difference between a human and a human being, the next level of human evolution, is an inner difference. Not biological, physical, physiological. Instead a difference in what tells the one and the other to do things, what attitude to have, how to do things.

Humans listen to memes, the voices. Voices that are not the human’s friends, voices that have no rhyme and reason, voices that make the human misbehave, and take actions that on the long run make him miserable.

Humans say things, but they don’t stick. They violate their own word, human word is cheap. Why? Because a random voice comes around and overwrite it. That’s why. Continue reading “Becoming like god where you create with your word.”

Your mutt factor… and food processing. Questions answered

Why certain spices, food mixes, supplements, when I check them for you (or me), are counter indicated?

There are quite a few factors…

One of them is your “mutt-factor”.

Your mutt factor is how close your DNA is to what it was ten thousand generations ago

That is 200,000 years.

Depending on how much of your oldest ancestral DNA remained matching your current DNA: you are sensitive or not to “modern” food models, chemicals, preservatives, drying agents.

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If you are one of my students who isn’t getting better… Or not as fast as you hoped you would

did-not-come-to-stop-hereIf you are one of my students who isn’t getting better… Or not as fast as you hoped you would, you should ask the question: Why you won’t follow a system, why you lie, why you’ll never amount to anything worthwhile?

This article will attempt to point you to some answers…

Our tendency to socialize and spend time with people with our lesser (at least in our not so humble opinion) is so strong, and so “normal”, that I expect you not to recognize it in yourself.

Why? Because the desire to do that does not come from our conscious self, it comes from our “other than conscious” self, the selfish gene.

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Coherence to incoherence… the path to becoming zombie


Warning: if you like your glass half filled, if you are a positive thinker, if you are optimistic, if you think hope is good, then please don’t read this article: it will attack your world at its core.

A society or a species that can have coherence and maintain that coherence is a species that survives most any calamity.

If you want to destroy a species (or and individual) you need to introduce incoherence.

Incoherence means: stuff is there that doesn’t fit. That doesn’t work well with the rest of the organism. That conflicts with the goals of the organism.

How is incoherence introduced?

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It’s Too Late To Dig A Well When You Are Thirsty or Shall I Pray That Hitler Comes Back?

maybe holocausts have been training drills to teach us to connect but we failed to understand or refused It’s Too Late To Dig A Well When You Are Thirsty

If Hitler had asked the Germans to connect to Source: would they have done it?
If the Pope asked the Christians to connect to God: would they do it?

My uncomfortable hunches say: no. Humanity IS sheep, sheep hellbent to be lead, hellbent to be slaughtered. Pretending that it isn’t.

At this point in time less than a thousand people actually connect to Source. So it isn’t a vibrational issue: the vibration of the planet is rising, steadily. At last count, more than 10,000 people are at a vibrational frequency of 299. Up from the original 100.

I am starting to believe that in the Original World, The Vessel was so overwhelmed with the amount of light it received, because the connection was one-way.

The Light made a mistake in the design. It didn’t design The Vessel to have the desire to connect to The Light.

The seven billion people on the planet, fragments of The Original Vessel still don’t want to connect.

Oh, when they are in trouble, when they are in danger, they say, Oh God, please help… or something to that effect.

In a strange 20/20 hindsight way, I can see that the holocausts of humanity could have been “emergency drills” and training camps.

We failed to recognize them as such. The onlookers were doing hoo, or ahh, and did nothing. The “participants” “the victims” of the slaughter did equally nothing, they just said “woe is me” and then died.

I don’t mean to be disrespectful here, though I have a real hard time holding onto respect, given what I am seeing. My mother and father’s whole family (with rare exception) died in concentration camps of the Nazis. I was born after the war, so I had some stories to illustrate this sheep behavior:

My mother found a way to save her family. A wealthy industrialist who was manufacturing war equipment, was given a quota of 200 Jews to save. But there was no room for stuff, only for the people and a blanket each.

My mother went back to the camp where they gathered the Jews before they shipped them off to Auschwitz and Buchenwald in cattle carts and told his father that they could all be saved. Her father, a lawyer, told my mother: “You are stupid, you go. we are staying.” The Nazis put that whole camp in cattle cars next day, and they all died in Auschwitz. Only my mother survived. Talk about who was stupid. My mother was never emotionally healthy after that.

That is too little too late. It is too late to dig a well when you are thirsty. You need to start the digging way ahead.

Because connecting, as I said, isn’t innate by design, you need to discover it, you need to nurture it, practice it, grow it, fall in love with it, experiment with it.

Imagine Planet Earth with one thousand dispersed individuals who survived the horrors.

What are they going to do? I am past child-bearing age, my legs hurt, I need YOU to be there and continue Life, intelligent life on this planet.

Even my Pioneers don’t connect on their own.

What am I doing wrong? What could I be doing to wake up the desire in you to live?