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Why? Why would you want to love yourself?
When you love yourself: you love your life. And that is the closest we know to be a happy person.
And you want to be happy, right? It feels like your birthright. Even though I can’t specifically point at anyone who is happy… it IS your birthright.
Birthright or not birthright, we all want to be happy… even though no one has been able to explain how to become happy… so it seems that it will remain a desire… never to be fulfilled. Hope and hopeless… or resigned is our dominant state.
The closest experience to happiness is contentment, with life, with yourself.
When you love yourself you love your life… but how could you?
Continue reading “How to fall in love with yourself… the narrow and strait path to happiness”
A little understood aspect of integrity that screws up your integrity…
Integrity is between you and you. There are things you do with other people, but integrity is an inside job… if you don’t like what you did, if you don’t think you did a good job, it doesn’t matter what other people think… you are not happy with yourself.
And so far so good, most anyone can get that… but the story doesn’t end here.
Sometimes you do everything you said you would do, you do it on time, you did it complete and thorough, and yet you are not happy with yourself.
What is the reason? Continue reading “You don’t love yourself. You don’t respect yourself. How could you?”
My first awakening, rude as it was, was in 1979. I was 32 years old, had won first prize in an architectural competition, and I was in a mental health facility as an inmate.
Depression… I was depressed…
I didn’t know I was an empath, so I have no idea how much of what I felt was mine…
One day in the big circle I said something that got me thrown out of that big circle group.
Next day I was asked to do a test: find out what I like and what I don’t. I spent a lot of time with that test, because, honestly, I didn’t know. I didn’t know what I liked and what I preferred.
They made me retake the test, and I failed again. Holy Mackerel… I had no “I”. I mean I did have an “I” that threw its weight around, that won competitions, that got thrown out of groups, that pontificated and sympathized with people…
And yet there was no solid “I”… an “I” I could return to to be true to myself, to refuel myself, to be free to be myself. Continue reading “You want to be free… free to be yourself… but who are you? You don’t know yourself…”
How to have self-love? And why?
I have been struggling with this forever. Somewhere in the deep recesses of my mind there is a huge resistance to it…
I listen in… I don’t even have to put a pillow on my head… I can now hear it, just need to listen.
–You are not perfect… yet
–If you ever loved yourself you would stop striving
–If you loved yourself then you would be selfish
There may be more… these are memes. Mind viruses.
All untruth perpetuated to keep people unhappy, not loving themselves. Not being on their own side.
Continue reading “How to have self-love? And why? and do narcissists love themselves?”