My stunning discovery that my conscious thoughts don't direct my actions may spell out why you are where you are, and why you can't move from where you are to where you'd like to be... without energetic support.
Now, truth be told, I should have discovered that fact earlier, after all I have read it, but there is a difference between reading something and nodding, and actually discovering it for yourself.
Here is a below the conscious element, you have if you are a Christian or if your religion is "manifesting" or the Law of Attraction: "If somebody else will do it, you'll never do it.. why bother, why interfere in fate?"
Here is another one: "I can't." And unless you build a below the conscious reality in which you can, in which you are someone who can, it will run your life, no matter what affirmations, what mind-movies you expose your conscious mind to... because this is how it works.