Given the two selves everyone has, being afraid to be found out is normal.
In playing Freecell, one of the things I am experimenting with is moving stuff around, so the covered cards can be revealed.
It’s not a hasty, scrambling type of move… it is methodical, and scary.
Human tendency is to hold onto your gains. The ess. Every time I experience the resistance, I bring in the “upsetting the apple cart” and then I experience the breakthrough.