When you are not well, you are in survival mode. You live in scarcity. Everything seems to be about you. And not much can change about your life... given the focus (me-me-me) and therefore the questions you ask.
In scarcity everything is an is, and the questions you ask are from that "is". Everything needs to be fixed, and you can't very well leave things alone: they are wrong, wrong, wrong. Ugh...
You ask why question. Why is this happening to me? Why are you treating me like this? Why can't I blah blah blah... get rich, understand, be loved, get well... you know those whiny questions that don't make a difference, they just make you feel even worse.
"They" teach you that you can change your mindset, that you can easily get out of the scarcity mindset, but they are lying. They ignore that your existence is based on your physical well-being (and vice versa!) and unless you get better, nothing will change.
Your whole being comes from your physiology, mostly from your digestive tract, and thus your eating. Bummer, eh?
When you are well, you can start to ask different questions
In spite of The sight, and other capacities newly available to you, You don't seem to be able to change...
You have been unsuccessful getting their guidance, getting your information from outside of the mind.
This manifests, among others, in your inability to muscle test correctly.
The question is why?
The phenomenon, what actually seems to happen is this: you understand where to look, how to look, and you nod rapidly. You bring great examples to show how you just succeeded in using the new capacity... but I can smell the mischief... you are trying to throw me off my tracking.
Now, I say "you" but who is this "you"? What aspect of a person am I talking about?
Yesterday I listened to step 4 of the 67 steps. I heard something... and turned the audio off. I didn't want to forget what I heard.
This is the step where Tai talks about the DNA that makes us able to learn, no, makes us have to learn to become human.
He uses language as an example.
Every human has the capacity to learn their mother tongue so they can communicate with the people around them. But there is no separate gene for English and Serbian, for example. There is the capacity to learn language.