Can I feel you when I look at you and hear you? An empath’s struggle… A bandwidth issue

If you observed me, you would say that I don't do myself what I suggest that you do: expand my life, expand my cone of vision, expand my social whatever... But what you see and what is are vastly different. Most of what matters happens in the invisible.

I am going to explore this difference, this seeming or real gap in this article.

I mentioned in an article that the exercise class has introduces sideways motions of my body and as a result a pain that limited my movements for 20 years eased to such a degree that today I can lie on my back and both legs will be lying on the bed. Previously I could not do that. For 20 years. Why? What was wrong? I don't know.

A student of mine, a massage therapist wrote back to share that she had been, instinctively, using techniques that allowed her to stay on her feet and be well...

In one of your recent articles you were talking about how side movements help with joints. It's a very interesting observation.

For years I've struggled with back pain. I am tall 5'11" so if i fall it's a long fall and i fell a few times in my 20's.

Anyways I have noticed even when I massage for many hours a week my back is doing good. When I massage I am on my feet and my movements are always sideways so i rock back and worth sideways. After I read your article several days ago I became a little more conscious about how I massage and how I move.
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It’s hard to be silently brilliant. Lots of thoughts occur when you open your mouth.

eb3bf6d2bcf2ecaf1ee944306d115dd2Some days I have nothing to say. It doesn't feel like there is anything to say that needs to be said.

Some people never have anything to say and they talk all the time. Others think that they have to first formulate it in their heads to say it, and it never comes together.

Professional thinkers, writers know that "it is hard to be silently brilliant. Lots of thoughts occur wen you open your mouth."

Thinking is a lot like digging for gold. Someone or something has to hold the dirt, or you can't get beneath it.
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Updated: Case Study: Inelia Benz

Update June 2014: A reader asked if I am still afraid of Inelia Benz... so I made a mistake and I connected to her. Immediately I got three energetic attachments, also known as Dark Side attachments designed to kill.

An energetic attachment is much like heart worm: it goes deep and it blocks life force, and eventually makes you sick and kill you.

The male person also mentioned in the footnote, does the same thing... the attachments do the same, and attach at a similar place... I have had people listening to these "teachers" come to me for attachment removal. It is nasty to remove...

I had to connect to measure her vibration... it is 100. Low and nasty.

Original Article from 2011:
inelia benz review Inelia Benz www.inelia.com

All the people I have reviewed or critiqued, I have had no fear. Not so with Inelia Benz. I am afraid. 1

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Updated: What Is Higher Vibration? How Would You Know It? How Would You Feel It?

more harmony will come with a higher vibration I wrote this article three years ago... even with the rewrite it has notions I no longer consider, it has mentions of stuff I have completely eliminated from my teaching. But it is worth reading: it probably bridges to the general public than my newer articles...

What is higher vibration?

How would you know it? How would you feel it? Why would you want it? What is this thing about?

This question came up in a conversation. As I was talking to Nancy, the nagging feeling, that higher vibration cannot be explained was plaguing me. You know the feeling that you know something that you can't explain it, because words are insufficient... you feel so powerless... Right?

She guessed, that raising your vibration is getting more intelligent as in a higher I.Q. I said: Maybe. But Scientology can do that, according to Ron Hubbard, too... and Scientology used to manage to raise people's vibration at a 10% probability, to a maximum of 295.

What would be the cause of the rise in I.Q.? one should ask, because it's an intelligent question.

There is a very simple phenomenon that explains it: "emotions up --> intelligence down"
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Flip the Switch On. Now you are connected. Simple. Easy. Brain-Dead Simple. Get All The Light You Need.

flip the switch to connect to sourceThis is the reprint of a 3-year old article... Flip the Switch On. Now you are connected. Simple. Easy. Brain-Dead Simple. Get All The Light You Need.

The feedback from people attempting to connect is coming in, fast and furious, and it's a little disappointing.
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Update: What’s happening on yourvibration.com? How is the ascension project going? Successes, setbacks…

in the beginning there was the Source, it was everything and it was nothing What's happening on yourvibration.com? How is the ascension project going? Successes, setbacks...

You deserve to know. After all the rest of your life depends on this.

Obviously you don't have to believe it, it is enough that I am certain... for the time being, anyway.

For those of you that don't know, about a year ago I volunteered to turn my life over to the task of teaming up with Source and cause some kind of movement in the right direction.
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Money Grabbing Gurus. Money and Vibration. What Does Source Have To Say About That?

This is an "old" article, from September. I published it just before the official launch of the 1,000 years of peace on September 27. It is still relevant and I want you to read it again.

Are gurus in it for the money? Are you just a means for them to get rich?

Are the teachers that don't make any money have a higher vibration? They are surely in it for you, right?

Where should you look when you want to decide who to follow? What should you do to actually start getting what you want and need to live a great and fulfilled life?

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What Is Soul? Is The Soul This Perfect Small Indestructible Ball Of Light?

Soul spirit neshama ruah nefesh What is Soul? I don't know. Although I know a lot about Soul, I don't know what Soul is... as much as I don't know what Source is.

In the Old Testament the word "know" had no intellectual knowledge meaning: it actually meant "get intimate with." Sexually, or otherwise.

You get intimate with a jacket by trying it on and wearing it for a while. Same with a pair of shoes.

Intellectual knowledge is not knowing, it's knowing about: a world of difference.
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What Do You Say When You Are Connected To Source? What Do You Say After You Say Hello

This is a very old article. I just read it because a student of mine keeps coming back to it.
The syntax of communication, always asking for something, renders you a beggar.

What do you think happens to your relationships where you are the taker all the time? It won't be a relationship... and if anything, it will be a slavery where you are the slave driver. Arrogant, don't you think?

So, please read this post as outdated. Thank you.

The Syntax of Communicating With Source

Before I can teach you the syntax of communication with Source, we need to look if Source is a sentient being.

Sentience simply means self-aware, conscious.

So far, in all my thinking, if Source is sentient, then it has a very simple circuit, nothing like all the religions would suggest.

At this point of the investigation there are a few things that look like facts:

  1. Source knows what it wants.
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Case Study #7: Theta Healing as a healing modality

logarithmic scale of consciousness created by David Hawkins Vibrational Review 1/14/2012

This review was written almost six months ago: much has changed for me.

Vianna personal vibration: 570 Update 10/7/2013: 170... wow
Theta Healing methodology of healing: 195
Truth value: 160
Teaches to connect effectively: no

Theta Healing is 'Da Bomb.'

Of all the modalities I have tested and measured and used, this is the one that actually connects YOU to the Creator, which means, it is up to you to what level of vibration you are willing to go. No go-between, no guru to follow, no trips to spirit and entity land, no animal spirits... no, you connect to the Creator, and you experience going home.

The modality vibrates near 800 160, because it doesn't put anything between you and the Creator, not even itself. The originator, Vianna Stibal, who could have played the usual game, where she puts herself in the way, like a gatekeeper, completely gives the method away: I learned it from her $20 book I bought on Amazon.com

The same cannot be said about its practitioners.

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