After last night's call, I have some questions for you.
-I wanted to ask you what you actually mean, instead of what I interpreted when you gave me soul correction + flaw. In terms of actually doing my soul work, what does it mean that I have Silent Partner and flaw of Pretense? (I thought I knew until I read one of the posts by aaron online). I suspect this will hurt like a band aid coming off to hear, but I'd rather find out exactly what you mean instead of thinking I know. Then I can go about catching it
Each character flaw is a pretense.
You are made of the same stuff as Source, and that is powerless beyond measure. You live in the world of scarcity, but that doesn't mean that your powers disappeared, they are limited by the physicality, that's all.
But humans behave if they had no access to power inside themselves, they look for power outside of themselves. That is a pretense.
The Silent Partner addresses this character flaw directly, the other soul corrections through a specific application of this denial of power.
The issue with the Silent Partner is accessing your power. Magical thinking will work a little bit, but not much. The adage, fake it till you make it, is perfect here, you need to take steps you would not take without knowing that you have the power, but of course at this point you don't. I do, but I am a little ahead of you on this journey.
Behaving like you can't is your flaw to correct.
You mentioned on the call last night that being a "helper" is the worst. My job is actually being an assistant! Is that under the same umbrella of what you were referring to? I must say however, that your articles have since motivated me to see my work as training to do the job on my own and eventually be my own boss.
Being an assistant is a wonderful job. You don't need to be the boss of all, you just need to be the boss of yourself.
Wallace D Wattles says it best in his The Science of Getting Rich: start where you are. use the will correctly. put all power into every action. become too big for the job you have. don't just become the best at it: that will keep you stuck. become too big for it!
You'll know when you are ready... but do you know what you are training for?
I do a lot of work for people that I consider training, even now. But I am very clear what it is I am training for, so I don't become a helper.
Until you are clear about that, just do the "job" better than required, in a somewhat beyond what's required way. As if it were your own business.
-It sounded from your articles that the 1st phase activation could take people to 299, but not everyone did. Obviously, neither did I since I am at 200. Is there a reason I didn't/couldn't get to 299 and what can I do about it? I would very much like to not be in the "miserable wretch" category as you call it.
I am a little hesitant to admit, but the first phase activation without removing at least some of what was there, was a little too early. Luckily I caught the dark side, by accident and eliminated it, but it is starting to grow back. It was around 50% before that activation, and now only 2%, but on the individual level, the activation didn't do much.
You are doing the right thing by being in the 2nd Phase Activation Course, that is your ticket out of "wretched".
Regarding being an empath and your article on Heaven on Earth for weight loss: Recently I realized that not only have I been living other people's stuff, but I've also been carrying their weight. I was always baffled because the math of calorie/exercise did not add up with how I look. Since then when I see myself (and despair) I say something along the lines of "it's not my weight, return it to Source." So far (I've only started 2 weeks ago), results are not there. I also take H.O.E. unrelentingly. Do you have any other advice?
I muscle tested your statement about carrying other people's weight for them, and it is not true. I struggle with my weight too, and in my case, I am clear that my metabolism is so slowed down from carrying other people's feelings, that I can actually maintain my weight at 500 Calories a day. Ridiculous.
What is the explanation? I think it is holding the breath. The food needs oxygen to burn, and without oxygen it is poison and it must be stored.
A few years ago I did a breathing regimen, I forgot what it was called, by Greer Childers. It's a 20-minute breathing regimen with about 10 positions stretching. I lost 30 pounds in 40 days, without changing anything else. Buy the book on ebay for a buck, "Be a loser" and start doing it. Even if you don't do it the way it is supposed to be done, you'll be surprised that you'll shed the weight. Guaranteed
Another empath question. One of your articles you say "I have gone through the mad stage, I have gone through the useless hermit stage. After 60 years, I have got myself to the stage where this ability is useful." I felt a painful jolt of recognition. I also feel I went through mad stage and am stuck in "useless hermit." It is also very much like you said on last night's call - the people who never have fun. Is this something that the empath group will help with or do you have anything else I can do?
If the current empath group is any indication, it is nothing short of a miracle when an empath becomes conscious. I need more applicants to actually do another group.
On the healing calls, I don't see the text boxes so I don't know if people request healing on their various aches and pains or if you are tuning in and picking up on what is collectively in need of healing for the group. I was concerned about the bladder and tumor situation as I was having bladder pain the other day. But I wasn't sure if that was specific to someone else on the call. If you are taking requests, I would ask for help with allergies. I'm sure I'm not alone in dealing with hay fever right now.
Both, people make requests, and I am tuning in.
I don't have any allergies, so I am a little clueless as to what to do about those, sorry
Sorry, lots of questions. I have been thinking about them for some time.