By now you should be used to this: I screwed up. lol
By the way, most people screw up, but they won't admit it. Given my soul correction, it is very important that I do.
I have been so inundated with Dark Side attacks, minimum six hours a day, suggesting - through feelings - that I should quit, die, give up, etc... I am not very surprised that I have made a mistake.
When you get "guidance" it often comes from the Dark Side. You need to muscle test while connected to Source. When you are not connected, the results of the muscle test come mostly from the Dark Side.
For about a week I did everything seemingly from my own head, and I didn't muscle test. Unfortunately no one woke me up, not even some self-proclaimed marketers: it had to be reality that woke me up... that is always the worst. Lol
In these two weeks the number of visitors went down by 99%. It means instead of hundreds, there have been only tens. 9 today...
That is not what I had in MIND when I made the changes!
So, back to Soul's guidance vs. Dark Side suggestions.
This morning, I woke up with the direct knowledge of what I have to do. The past three nights I was begging the Soul to get me guidance. But I guess, Soul wanted to teach me a lesson and let me hit bottom.
As a rule, most people don't change direction until they hit bottom. In addition to that, they fight hitting bottom with all their might. They are flailing for a long time, instead of hitting bottom.
Let us first see what mistakes I made. What were the specific Dark Side suggestions that I implemented that caused the site to hit bottom?
1. First I made everyone pay for learning how to connect. As a result we've been 3-9 people on the calls, the same 3-9 people.
2. Then I decided that I'll make it mandatory to sign up to a free membership site in order to read my posts.
Bad idea. Google simply stopped referring people, and the site hit bottom... lol.
It's ok, we'll recover. But it is a great case study. So in addition to keeping up with my soul correction and baring all my mistakes to force myself to humility, I would like to teach you, through my example,
1. how most people make decisions
2. how to correct it by listening to guidance.
3. how to keep your spirits up (I'll figure this out as I am writing it... at this points my spirits are quite low)
Returning everything how it was before I made the changes won't work. Why? Because it was a free for all... and I got no respect. So changes need to be made, but how?
My work is to teach people to connect to Source so they can activate their divine being while connected. But, at the same time I need to make a living, pay my rent, eat, etc.
I am thinking to give everyone - who buys a beginning level product, like the 'Unconditional Love Activator', the 'Muscle testing videos', the 'Heart Connection video Course', or the 'Soaring video Course: How to Be and Everyday Magician' two weeks opportunity to learn to connect.
The sessions are 15 minute long, and only Saturday 7:30 pm and the Wednesday 5:30 pm are available. These calls are not available for advanced students. The calls teach the connection, and teach stepping back. Each call has 4 15-minute segments. People can stay on for the whole hour, or jump of after 15 minutes.
If you buy any of these products, you have two weeks to learn to connect. After that you will be transferred to paying classes: you can cancel any time.
The other issue, the membership site, needs to be solved by making it all readable.
OK, so do I feel better? I feel beaten up.
Will this work? Soul says it will.
When will this be ready? By the end of July it will be all up and running.
This time I'll go with my eyes open... Who knows, maybe this suggestion came from the Dark Side?