How You Lost Your Harmony, Flow And Grace

How You Lost Your Harmony, Flow And Grace, Or If You Have Lost Them, How To Get Them Back

What is this article about? It is about how the mind is an aberration, how it is like a cancer, how it enrolls you, how to lose your harmony, flow and grace

This article will need me to distinguish a few things, for you, maybe, the second time.

Please bear with me: it will be worth it.

First distinction: Tree of Knowledge.

Tree of Knowledge is a personal phenomenon: if you heard it, learned from another, and it wasn’t your personal experience, any knowledge is Tree of Knowledge. This doesn’t mean it is not true, it only means that you don’t know that. Your mind accepted it as true, but it will not influence how you are, because there was no learning process, training process.

Second distinction: Your invented purpose in life

I invented a purpose for my life some 20 years ago, in a seminar called Integrity.

The process they used was unique, maybe a little off the wall, but it worked really well for me.

The assignment was: observe your life and locate a recurring event or phenomenon that you really can’t stand. Turned it on its head and make a purpose of it for your life.

Some people are continually disappointed that all their efforts don’t produce results and no matter how much they effort, how right they are, how perfectly they do what they do, they tend to end up empty handed.

Others are givers. Give advice, give favors, but somehow no one appreciates them and they are lonely and miserable in the end.

Yet another may go along, unsuspecting, and always crash and burn…

I used to be one of this third group. Somehow I always went too close to the edge, in business, in relationship, in my health, and I crashed and burned and had to start it all over again. I would move from one country to the other with just one suitcase, and be homeless for a while, starve, build something respectable, maybe even magnificent and move again. Got it?

Instead of worrying about the why, even about the how, this exercise turned it upside down. It didn’t ask whose fault it is. It didn’t ask how to fix yourself or the world. It didn’t ask what is wrong with you? No. It simply said: turn it around and make it your life’s purpose.

Makes sense? Not really. Why? Because the mind doesn’t like it.

I have facilitated this exercise with about a hundred people, and although their mind was fighting it tooth and nail, Each ended up with a purpose that was an excellent backbone, an excellent context for a life that is fun, creative, and forward moving.

The sentence I came up with, for myself, is this: “Living on the edge, generating distinctions of transformation for humankind.”

As you see, I did not change the habit of living on the edge, I just added an assignment to it that makes it a whole different experience, and forces me to keep my eyes open, to have my “observer” awake while I am doing my dangerous stunts.

My current ability to coach, my current ability and results in the area of connecting to Source, altering the human condition to create distinctions for the new humanity and bring it about, all came from this upside down disaster: the purpose of my life.

Third Distinction:  How mind is like cancer?

I believe that cancer is caused by virus. It’s been proven by the Rife microscope, but then the evidence was destroyed. But I have no doubt that cancer is a manifestation, a product of virus-like infections.

If you watched the movie on my site, “Black Whole” you may have been able to get a feel that the Universe is harmonious, and the same harmonics are on every level, from the micro to the macro. And the basis of the harmony is that there is a flow, inflow and outflow, always in balance.

The only monkey wrench I can see in this beautiful giant harmonious machinery is the mind.

I could say humans. I have read that humans are the cancer of the Universe… but it is not precise. It is not human BEINGS, instead human machines, aka mind dominated biological robots, that are, by the mind’s nature, are out of sync with the harmony of the whole.

The mind is a storage device. It was useful, to a certain degree, at some point, but it took over.

The sci-fi movies on the revolt of the machines is not far fetched in that it has already happened: the mind is a machine. It is not able to be present, it doesn’t know anything about anything other than what is stored in it, and it is all past and it is all filtered to serve only the mind.

When a once human being allows the mind to run the show, for reasons of their own, laziness, for example, they are starting to be owned by the mind, moved by the mind, and even though this human machines still have feelings and maybe even aspirations (I am not quite certain about that, by the way) they have zero control of their actions, mindset, thoughts, etc. so they suffer mightily.

Mind, just like the New World Order “people”, want dominance for dominance’s sake. They don’t want money, they just want to dominate more and more.

Mind is like a virus, and mind is like a cancer.

The way a virus operates is very simple: it invades a cell by disabling its natural defenses, by trickery. By exploiting a desire of the cell for more, better and different. Once they are in, they replace the reproductive organ of the cell, the DNA, the cell’s blueprint for reproduction with the DNA of their own, and from that point on the cell will start to produce more virus. Once it is full to the brim, it explodes, and the virus spill into the blood stream or intercellular liquid, and those virus start infecting new cells.

Unless stopped, the organism dies when there are not enough functional cells remain to sustain life.

Mind infection works the same way. Mind infection tells the mind to produce more mind, instead of being a slave, it becomes the master.

Once the organism (human) is full of mind, it starts to spill out by spreading the mind-virus.

I have students that their mind has reached the spill-level and they are trying to infect me. My fault. I should never accept students like that, but until now I did not have this distinction: I had to expose myself to the infecting agents, (living on the edge, living dangerously, lol) so I can distinguish something and come back to you and share.

How did I expose myself? How did I get so dangerously close that I could have gotten infected, had I been more tired, more complacent for a moment, more invested in being liked?

Interestingly, it began with me expressing displeasure on some of my calls. Simply said yelling.

Two students in tandem started to criticize me (they called it coaching.) What they used to gain credibility with me is mention that they are also Landmark Education graduates.

I allowed them a little closer, I looked if there is any truth in what they were saying and I saw none or not much.

Then one of the started to criticize my writing style. I was too busy to enter a debate (thank Heavens!) so I asked if he would like to be my editor. He “graciously” accepted to donate some of his time to do that.

Then I wrote an article and asked him to edit it.

It came back with more red (corrections) than the original text.

I did not bother to get into an argument, or to even care what he corrected (thanks Heavens!) but just replace my original article with his version of it. I don’t really care… (thanks Heavens!)

What finally got my attention and signaled a dangerous “edge” was his next email.

Typical trickery type of move: that’s how virus infects a cell.

He said that the current style I write in indicates to people that I am low culture low vibration person, and they will not want to buy training from me. 2

I felt my natural defenses wanting to allow what he said in… after all I want people to want to learn from me.

But before I would do so, I decided, I’ll meditate.

I use playing Freecell on my computer to get into a meditative state, in perfect harmony with the universe, where everything that happens in the game becomes a guidance.

The way the game unfolded showed me that when I pay attention to something to the exclusion of the rest of the picture, I make fatal mistakes. Aha! I said. I got the guidance. The desire to have more people read my articles leads to a mistake. A fatal mistake. It takes my attention and tethers it to an irrelevant detail while the whole picture suffers.

I have said it before, and I’ll say it again: I do not write this blog to teach you, entertain you; I write it because this is how I become clear: I poke the box in my writing, and the knowledge the information, the missing piece shows up.

I get new clients through my webinars, and I get people to my webinars through advertising.

People that read my blog, apart from my students, are not my ideal clientele. They are mind people and I am not interested in saving 90% mind-infected people: I am interested in people who haven’t been quite that much infected, and are willing to connect to the whole, get themselves and their lives in harmony with the whole, and become the seeds of a new humanity, that is cancer-free.

So here it is again: I have gone to the edge and turned around with a knowledge no other can get than someone who lives on the edge with their eyes open. Not their physical eyes, mind you. Those eyes are only serving the mind. No, I am talking about the eyes of the Self, the Witness, the Observer. The one that is in complete harmony with the Whole. But first you need to learn to get out of your mind.

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  1. Do these students know they are agents of the mind? No, I don't think so. They are trying to help me. They are very secure in their knowledge that they are on my side. Unfortunately they are possessed and operated by the mind (not their mind, THE MIND!) and they do what the mind tells them to do: to infect everyone who is still a free harmonious, autonomous living being. I have no hard feelings. I am just not going to allow them that close any longer.
  2. Do these students know they are agents of the mind? No, I don’t think so. They are trying to help me. They are very secure in their knowledge that they are on my side. Unfortunately they are possessed and operated by the mind (not their mind, THE MIND!) and they do what the mind tells them to do: to infect everyone who is still a free harmonious, autonomous living being. I have no hard feelings. I am just not going to allow them that close any longer.

Author: Sophie Benshitta Maven

True empath, award winning architect, magazine publisher, transformational and spiritual coach and teacher, self declared Avatar

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