Showers, walks, drives are excellent times to feel, to allow things to come to you. A time or reflection, very meditative. It's an emerging phenomenon, the mind is almost dormant.
I went for a walk this afternoon, and by not being busy, neither in body, nor in mind, I was able to observe that
- The Dark Side cycles through 9 thoughts and 9 emotions.
- You will get hooked by the ones you are pre-sensitized to.
For example, one of the emotions closely mimics heart pain moments before a heart attack.
If you have reason to believe that you are at risk, your reaction to the feeling (a type of fear combined with dutifulness) will cause you to act hastily, and get yourself into serious trouble. Just like placebo works to remove the emotions around an illness, the suggestion of a deadly disease has killed more people than the illness itself.
Another emotion I detected was despair. That all is in vain, all is lost, there is nothing that can save me now...
Muscle test says there are 9 feelings and 9 thoughts.
As long as you only live on the periphery of your being, you are highly manipulable by these broadcasts, and are taken further and further away from your Self.
What is there to do? I am not sure yet. I am also not clear about the Dark Side's purpose... other that they want power, ultimate power, over all of humanity. For what? I don't have the foggiest, yet. I know they know about me... and consider me a challenge to their operation. I wish it were true...
UPDATE: I have decided to put a sidebar "widget" where I put my weather forecast, except it is a report on the emotional and thought broadcast of the day. It helps me by forcing me to identify it and disassociate from it, so I can be well. It's been working, and the feedback is pristine.