Over the 12 days leading up to Christmas and up till this morning the water energizing method didn't work. Or more precisely said: the water lost its coherence faster than the energizer could energize... and therefore the people who were drinking the water lost their cell hydration. Me included.
My cell hydration dropped from 70% to 7%.
I hadn't experienced that, first hand, for a few years now. I saw and felt it from others. But not on myself.
When your cell hydration is low, it is like you are living your life standing and hobbling along on one foot. The slightest force topple you over... or threatens to topple you over.
The toxins start to pile up in the cells... there is no water to carry them out. Your whole being becomes toxic.
Everything starts to feel like a slight, an insult, and invalidation. You start to dream about impossible dreams... You narrow your cone of vision and see less and less of reality... an ineffective protection.
And your intellect starts making mistakes...
You get into scarcity mode, survival mode.
You are getting swallowed up by the sea of negativity. You may even think: this is never going to work.
I am speaking of myself, and I am speaking of you... whether you are a student or not.
I woke up at 4 am... and I knew that coherence has returned...
And in the morning I energized my water and drank it. My cell hydration is up to 20% now. Sigh... blessed relief.
Over the same span of time, 16 days now, I have observed that people com to the site from Pinterest.
I have a post on pinterest about the 31 quotes that give you chills.
The word that hooked 2,121 people in these 16 days is staggering.
None of them is a good fit for the process driven, work based, effort needing work I teach. But they wanted to experience chills... Much like the life of most people: going from chill to chill to chill.
Seeking for recipes. Seeking to buy something. Craving effortless chill... 🙁
On the other hand, with my students, we experienced a period of incoherence. Partly because of Christmas, partly because of the lack of cell hydration.
Destabilizing, incoherence making energy.
One very positive side effect is: when someone is incoherent, it is easier to detect what is their linchpin issue, so I managed to diagnose quite a few of those.
Most people, especially people with a wide gap between their delusional "precious I", and their real I that is where it is at... the idea of process as missing, sorely missing came up.
It makes sense. If you have to bridge a little brook, even a fallen tree will work. But if you have a canyon, like some of my students have, the idea of process doesn't make sense.
... by first establishing, declaring that it's possible.
And then start strengthening the real, actual self with the knowledge and skill level that self has.
Will it be easy? I don't know. I had to do it myself, and I succeeded.
My delusional self is still screaming that I should already know, that I should not need to watch videos, and do the boring stuff... and I still get physically sick from the idea of sitting down and watching instructional videos, but I now can. I watched a few hours yesterday, and I will watch at least an hour a day until I am done with the learning I am doing (it's facebook related).
Is it hard? Hell yeah. But that doesn't mean I cannot do it. It only means that it may take a little time, every day, to get myself to sit down... lol.
Now that the water energizer works again... I hope it will be even less hard.
You are protected
PS: I just watched this video: a black mongoose and a snake... I found out that the mongoose can be bitten by the snake, but the toxins don't reach its muscle cells...
If I really look, this is exactly how the world can do all kinds of nasty stuff... spew toxic stuff at you, but if you have high cell hydration, like a mongoose, you are protected.