Thoreau thought misplaced value was the cause: We feel a void in our lives, and we attempt to fill it with things like money, possessions, and accolades.
I say that the truth is deeper than that.
‘The ability to simplify means to eliminate the unnecessary so
the necessary may speak.’ – Hans Hoffman
Things are never how the mass of men want them to be. Not the way they want to feel, not what they want to do and not what they want to have.
Money is never enough. Time is never enough… Fun is never fun enough. Not enough love. Not enough respect. You feel it is not enough of anything.
I watch people… two days before the next ‘pay’ comes in, they barely have enough money to eat.
The other day I talked to two women, an 80 year old and a 95 year old. By that age, it seems, you appreciate when you feel halfway decent. I am only 75… and I already do.
But most people aren’t that old, and they, you, are dissatisfied. Always. With everything.
You planned, you expected what you planned to come to fruition, and it hasn’t… or it came with a shadow side.
It is your expectations.
Bad teachers, the media, teach us to expect the best. To be ecstatic when things turn out the way they are supposed to. No one teaches us, or our children, what to do, how to feel, when things turn out the way they normally turn out… disappointing.
To boot, there are programs after programs that people flock to, that teach that you can get exactly what you want… by wishing it… imposing your wish on your thoughts. Matching its vibration. Desiring… strongly… and get caught in the desire trap.
One of my students sent me a playful email:
You are so mean to me
That’s right. YOU. The imaginary Sophie in my head. 🙂
So yesterday…I’m at my Sunday book club meeting. The room is full of what you would call California people…healers, actresses, aura readers, people-who travel to India every chance they get.
The subject turned to creating wealth. I asked if anyone had read The Science of Getting Rich. None had. I pulled out my trusty Kindle and read a few paragraphs of the first chapter where Wattles talks about the right to be rich.
The response was.. ‘That’s great. But all you really have to do is the Shreem Brzee.’
Me. ‘Never heard of it.’
She: ‘It’s a wealth mantra. Superb spiritual technology. Just repeat as many times as humanly possible throughout the day… and at night, bolster it with ‘ho’oponopono’ as many times as possible. You will attract the most amazing results.’ According to the Dr Pillai center: Chant Shreem Brzee at least 108 times a day for 45 days with Faith and see what manifests in your life!
Sophie in my head: ‘I will kick your ass if you even THINK about going down this road.’
The hogwash of manifestation, the energy of sound b.s. is attractive to people who aren’t interested in actually ‘earning’ their money, working for it: they want it to fall out of the sky.
If these theories were any accurate, we would live in a different world.
But reality is the way reality is… and you can’t create something from nothing.
The way the world works is the way the world works.
You need to work for what you want…
- First, You need to know what you want
- And second: You need to do the right actions the right way to get what you want.
This is called this earning…
Both knowing what you want, and doing the right actions require capacities to open, lots of skill building, learning… are you disappointed yet?
I once was in an recruiting event where a young man stood up and declared that what he wanted to do was to play basketball on an NBA (National Basketball Association) team. He had some debilitating disease… he walked on crutches, his leg muscles shriveled.
Half of the room left in the break… they could see that the organization where people say things that are not based in reality cannot be of any use to them.
I read a great article yesterday about Herman Hesse’s Siddhartha, a novel about two seekers.
In a quote from the novel it says: ‘When someone seeks,’ said Siddhartha, ‘then it easily happens that his eyes see only the thing that he seeks, and he is able to find nothing, to take in nothing because he always thinks only about the thing he is seeking, because he has one goal, because he is obsessed with his goal.
Seeking means: having a goal.
But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal.’
When you look at the world as ‘not what I want’… you cannot be happy… in fact the more ‘not what I want’ you see the more miserable you grow.
What Herman Hesse doesn’t say, because it is too revolutionary, too enlightened, too (whatever it is that people cannot accept)… is that
unless you choose things to be the way they are
…what isn’t just so will hold your attention, and eat away at your life, leaving nothing but misery behind.
Here is an example: you set a goal to read at a speed of 50 pages an hour by your birthday. You practice, you push yourself, and you get your reading speed up to 42 pages an hour.
You didn’t get any of the beauty of the books, because that wasn’t your focus, that wasn’t your goal. Instead: You wanted speed. And you failed.
And you quit trying.
You are mired in a sense of failure. So much work and only 42 measly pages an hour? F… that!
You don’t know because no one is telling you that
You manufactured your own misery. Every step of the way.
You created a goal… and it ate your lunch… so to say.
So what can you do, if setting goals, being fixated on a goal, beating the dead horse won’t do it, won’t make you get what you want?
The answer is simple enough:
Make what you want a preference. Not a goal
Make it a direction. A direction you’ll use to define your actions. Like a compass.
Life, reality, is a lot like that: you’ll use a compass, but the world is not empty…
So there can be no straight line in reality
The path towards north is leading around obstacles… bumping into them, bloodying your nose… getting up and keep going. In zig-zag.
So what is the “technology” exactly?
See how things are (reality), exactly. This phase is what I call: facing the tiger long enough that you can count the hairs in his ears… Also see what you hoped for, what you wanted. It takes time. You may need to do the exercise ‘Find your feet’ to calm down the inner emotional turmoil and come out of the cave of your mind.
Your breathing will inform you, the sharpness and calmness of your eyes will inform you.
Step 2. Choose how it is without resistance…
…without thinking in the back of your mind: ‘it shouldn’t be the way it is. It should be different!’
If you can say: ‘I WANT the world to be the way the world is! I WANT things to be the way things are. And I WANT myself to be the way I am!’
This is hard.
Until the time that you’ll have an ‘I’ to actually choose, this will be temporary… short term, often just minutes, but will hold long enough so you can calm down and see what it is you would want to do next.
- Choosing is NOT resigning to how it is.
- Choosing is also NOT resisting how it is
This, choosing the thing to be the way it is doesn’t mean you settled for less. Doesn’t mean that you condone it, that you like it, that you agree with it.
Choosing a thing to be the way it is is returning yourself to power.
You cannot pretend it. And you cannot pretend choosing.
If you are a habitual liar, pretender, faker, conman (30% of humanity!) then this may not be possible for you.
But, surprisingly, this, choosing things to be the way things are, is the fastest path to become a person… to possess a Self, and to begin your journey to Self-growth, to become a HUMAN BEING.
At this point you are still a human SEEKER, a human Resistance machine, a wisher, and if we want to use stronger words, you are wretched.
Don’t be mistaken: among all the thousands of people I coached in Landmark Education, I didn’t find one person who was able to choose. Partially the program was responsible.
They took a whole 60 minutes of a 60 hour program to deal with choosing… and were very self-satisfied when one person got the first glimpse of what is choosing. So no one that I know made them practice, struggle with it, feel the cognitive dissonance, the muscle pain, and come out on the other side empowered, and with the ability for joy.
Landmark, like church, needs you to need it. You are a meal ticket. And happy joyful people rarely come back to ‘church’. They go out and do good things… lol.
The biggest problem of humans is the collapsing reality with what they say about it… the mind.
And when these two aspects of reality are collapsed, being happy, being joyful, being free is impossible. Totally impossible.
The Playground method endeavors to clean up the past, and the choosing method brings the same idea to the present moment. To the ‘now’. No woo-woo, no magical thinking, no sitting cross legged and watching your breath going in and out. No, dealing with what is in front of you, powerfully. With sober eyes.
Here is an unplanned recording where I attempt to teach this idea to someone who used to take my courses, but hadn’t been around for years.
you can download it…
I don’t promise that listening to the audio once will equip you to actually be able to do what you need to become skillful at, so you can have a life of joy, ease, and freedom.
Everything I teach is a skill. If you know about them, even if you manage to do them one well… that is not a skill. A skill is like making an action as natural and as easy as breathing.
You decide if that is worth your time and effort.
PS: One of the most dramatic choices I made, back in 1996 that completely changed my life is this: I chose to be stupid when I was stupid… instead of fighting it, trying to cover it up, try to change it.
I chose instead to be stupid when I was stupid.
That allowed me to develop strategies to reduce the frequency of times when i was stupid.
It also allowed me, to choose other people to be stupid when they were stupid. That step was much harder, and it took me several years.
One of my big breakthroughs some 30 years ago was when I was able to choose my clients to be assholes because they were… I was never disappointed…
I am now working on wanting YOU to be shallow, mundane, self-centered, haughty, arrogant, superior, when you are that way.
Obviously my preference is that you are deep, intelligent, interesting, curious, looking, use your brain instead of trying to remember, etc… but in my experience that is not how you are. So instead of avoiding people and becoming a resentful hermit, I choose you to be the way you are, and I have noticed, I may even be able to enjoy you, enjoy them… Hah! I have never expected that! lol.
So tomorrow in my special Open Microphone session (Saturday, September 10 2022 at 2 pm EDT) we’ll talk about skills… and the difference between information, knowing, learning about, and actual KNOWING… AND SKILLS.
And if I may suggest a skill: practicing assessing, looking at things on a scale (instead of as right/wrong) practicing to mastering it as a skill has the potential to raise your vibration and elevate you gradually to climb the tree of life, to move to the vertical plane, the creative plane of life.
Here is the link to sign up to the free webinar… the format is questions and answers.
You can just listen if you prefer…
Let’s talk on September 10