With the tools I offer in the foundational program, this is the kinds of results that are typical:
I miss hearing your voice and laugh on the calls…I hope that you are feeling well and that the attacks have stopped.
I wanted to tell you about a very interesting experiment that I conducted with the activator/HOE audio and the results. About a month ago, things were going very well. I was extremely busy work-wise which is great because it means I could support myself financially. I was performing a lot with several different groups – in addition to my teaching – and was receiving very positive comments from my fellow musicians. I met a remarkable woman and we have been seeing each other in a very open, loving and supportive relationship. All good, even things with my ex were smooth and easy.
I decided to stop playing the audio and drinking the water to see what would happen.
Almost immediately, I got sick. Sicker than I have been in years, as I have been blessed with good health. Strep throat. And my mindset began to deteriorate. I was beginning to feel a dull sadness, and my perspective, my frame was changing and going back to the old way. My landlord told me he needed me to leave because he is going to turn my apartment into a real estate office, and being on a month-to-month lease I had no choice. I was very lucky in that I had an apartment which was remarkably cheap (probably the cheapest one in town!) and moving meant that my monthly expenses were going to increase significantly, which was causing me stress, proof that the old mindset was making a comeback. It was remarkable how this all happened almost immediately after stopping playing the HOE 24/7 and drinking the energized water.
Enough, experiment over! So I started energizing my water again, and playing HOE. Within a week, mindset back to productive, positive, gratitude, being in the flow of life rather than fighting it. After loosing what seemed like the last two affordable apartments in town (I didn’t move fast enough) one came up on a beautiful street, exactly the same price as my old one, I listened to my gut and put in a deposit and application immediately without even seeing the apartment. I got it and it is actually nicer, bigger and more comfortable than my current home. I move the weekend of the 20th.
After a lot of reflection, soul searching and intuition feeling and listening, I have decided to apply for some programs to become a teacher in a high need urban school and possibly getting a Master’s degree in education while I teach. I really feel like I could use my strengths as a person to help empower and inspire kids who don’t have much of that in their own lives. It is scary and intimidating, but it feels good and right. I think I may have found my calling.
My music has also transformed over the past month, and I am relating to it in a way I have never experienced before…total concentration and the joy that comes with that way of being with music. Playing the piano is now blissful for me. Every moment of music making is like an amazing exploration of the music and myself at the same time.
There is so much more to say Sophie, so many wonderful little things that happen every day which I take as signs that I am on the right path. I feel as though I am in an UPWARD spiral and it is thrilling. The funny thing is I don’t think anything outside of me has really changed at all. Thank you for all you have done, and all that you continue to do.
Much love to you.
Testing is very intelligent. You won’t necessarily note the improvement, but you’ll notice when you get worse.