What I mean by that is this: until this time they were attacking my pelvis, my spine, my intestines, my hip, but this time they managed to zero in on my heart.
It started with a quiver. With a rhythmic arrhythmia. A wobbling, A quiver... I can't find a better word. Quiver, in my heart... eerie.
I knew it was an attack.
By today it is going on 24/7, with changing the attack energy wave... I woke up this morning and I was under attack. My family is known for heart troubles, I have heart murmur and an enlarged heart. Enough to put me to fear.
I am now also detecting mind-infusion... direct mind infusion... directly implanting throughts. I am, so far, immune to it... the seeds aren't taking. I don't know how long I can hold on.
Cloaking doesn't seem to work. They have zeroed in on my location. I went shopping this morning, and they were bombarding the empty apartment... so they are not zeroing in on MY energy, it is going to the location.
What happened that suddenly they are going for the kill?
My hunch is that the new energy, the Unification is the reason. You see, when you have, even if just for moments, a connection with your wiser self, you won't be satisfied with the dumb answers the mind gives you... you'll look further. And least some of you.
Even a handful of you is a huge threat to "them". They have been working, diligently, to reduce you to a robot operated through the mind. The mind, the machine-like storage device part of the brain. I do not mean the brain, I only mean the mind.
The part that is programmable, with wi-fi like waves, and make you a robot. A puppet. A machine. A tool. In the hands of the operators.
The Unification energy is half of the solution to return you to your magnificence.
I haven't found the other part. But once I know there is another energy, it will come to me. I don't have to look for it, it will come.
That is the nature of the magnificent brain: it is doing the scanning for me, I can just do my work... writing articles, connecting every few minutes to regenerate with Source Energy, so I don't die from the attacks, lead webinars, read books, watch movies, and just know that what needs to come to me will come.
No Dark Side can stop that. Unless, of course, I die in my sleep.
For your sake I hope I won't.
UPDATE: I am well. Always. So please don't worry about me, it doesn't do anyone any good. It doesn't stop the attacks, it doesn't increase my connection with the source of knowledge, and at the same time it increases your "EFFECT" nature... the purpose of the Dark Side is to keep you an Effect... and you are obeying it... Please. Don't send me to the doctor, don't offer me good energies... just get that I am working for you and that each commitment one takes on carries its dangers with it. I am fine with it... Really. Even if I get a little dramatic from time to time... like today.