Side Effects: Mr.T, Gopal, Source Energy by the Tangerine Method: if the energy is strong, there will be side effects
I was on a call with Gopal and Gopal blasted me... I don't know how other people got it, but it whacked me. Thank you Gopal.
The areas it hit were ego and my stomach area...
I have been behaving as if the fragments of the destroyed ego-blocks needed to express themselves, for a moment, and then puff... burn out. Quite entertaining, if you know what's happening.
Suddenly, after months of none of this, I experienced impatience, intolerance, anger, hate, spitefulness, extreme agitation... stuff like that. All for a moment or two at a time. Luckily they were like little flashes, not full blown emotional upheaval.
But it was very interesting to contemplate what I used to be, unaware of it, obviously. It's a miracle that I had friends at all. Lol.
Then we continued going deeper on the Healing Meditation tonight (Tuesday nights at 9) and the people on the call will have side effects: it is not possible to do major work, transfiguration, and not have side-effects.
The bigger the side-effect the more results you will get from the energy.
It's time to celebrate your side-effects.