The energies can effect the emotions (just like the ones in the Heaven on Earth! just the opposite way: make them stronger instead of weakening them), other days the energies are like physical pain... if you imagine someone using a voodoo doll to torture you, by proxy.
I have an appointment at 3 and I need to decide if I should cancel it.
I connect to Source, and I muscle test: "Am I going to be well at 3?" The answer is yes. I know that the question was "illegal", I am not allowed to divinate, ask questions about the future. Hm... I ask another question: "Am I OK now?" and the answer is yes.
I laugh and laugh and laugh. It's funny.
I am always well. I am always OK. But I forgot it for a moment or two.
For a moment I looked at the circumstances (pain, anguish) and considered that I can only be OK without them.
And this is the trap you are in, my dear reader.
The "unless syndrome."
The unless syndrome
It really begins early. The more accommodating your environment, the more cunning you are in getting what you want, the stronger it becomes.
The child, you, screamed for the bottle, screamed for your mother to stay with you, you did what you could, manipulated, forced, coerced...
Your starting point was and still is: unless I get what I want I won't be OK.
You become needy, dependent, and ultimately miserable, even if and when you get what you want.
Why miserable? Because your context is that you need something, something more better or different to be well, happy, successful, smart, etc. And it's never enough...
And as long as this is your context for you to be well, to be OK, you are screwed.
This is, by the way, the context underneath your two-bit behavior of having to fix everything, for having absolutely no tolerance for anything being different from "how it should be."
You also live your life inside another invisible context, called "or-ness."
And you behave as if unless you can force life to become the "better" side of the "or" (smart, rich, skinny, lucky, successful, etc.), you are going to be unhappy, miserable, and feverishly busy to think your way out of the wrong side of "or."
You got to this site seeking "solutions" for this or-ness problem, for being on the wrong side of "or", and you are trying to use my teachings, my products, as a two-bit solution, to fix your life... and it's not working, because context is decisive, and this site is not about fixing anything.
A pearl for the two bit solution of hunger is just another pebble. A diamond for the two bit solution of bling is just another bling.
You shove my pearls and diamonds down your throat, but they leave you hungry: they are not suitable for your two-bit solutions, you get them instead by forcing, coercing, manipulating, cajoling, stealing, lying, pretending and they keep you miserable. My site is about being happy, growing, not fixing... and my solutions don't deepen your misery.
Until you change your context my site is useless to you, I am sorry.
How do you change your context?
Consider practicing replacing all your overt and covert "or's" with "and".
In my case: I am well and I am in pain. I will be well at 3 pm, and probably I will be in pain. That will not prevent me from fully being with the client that is paying me for my attention. I can be in pain, and I can be well. They are not connected.
Send me some versions of your use of "and" in the comment section. And use full sentences, so I don't have to wonder what the heck you meant...
Thank you and good luck.