Fixate or abdicate is the "normal" binary behavior. Neither behavior serves you... it serves the machine.
I woke up this morning with a start. I had a nightmare.
I was in some exam situation where I was slowly losing my ability to grasp anything. I could not follow the instructions, and then in a lecture I didn't understand a word the instructor, a woman with a southern accent said.
Everybody laughed, she must have been funny, but I could not make more than a word here and there.
I cried. I cried to the instructor after the lecture, if that is what it was.
After I got up, I started to think how I would solve this problem in real life. It is actually true about me that I have difficulties with accent, that I have difficulties with fuzzy audio...
Then I sat down to work, and looked at my site, and it started to dawn on me that this was a "teaching/guidance" dream: I am leaving people in the dust. Continue reading "Invisible dynamic: the concern, having your foot nailed to the floor"