After last night's call, I have some questions for you.
-I wanted to ask you what you actually mean, instead of what I interpreted when you gave me soul correction + flaw. In terms of actually doing my soul work, what does it mean that I have Silent Partner and flaw of Pretense? (I thought I knew until I read one of the posts by aaron online). I suspect this will hurt like a band aid coming off to hear, but I'd rather find out exactly what you mean instead of thinking I know. Then I can go about catching it
Each character flaw is a pretense.
You are made of the same stuff as Source, and that is powerless beyond measure. You live in the world of scarcity, but that doesn't mean that your powers disappeared, they are limited by the physicality, that's all.
My eyes are swimming in tears. Tears of recognition, tears of happiness.
Why am I so happy, you ask? Because I have turned a corner. A big one for me.
My brother, six years my junior, lives in Hungary. We were never really close. No one was close in my family. Holocoust survivor parents, all carrying memories of personal and racial horrors in their cells.
You never knew when they would blow up on you... it was totally unpredictable. I learned last night what's the mechanism: I am 65 years old and I hadn't known. Wow. 1
I last saw my brother in 1995. He came to visit me and he stayed 2-3 weeks, I don't remember how long. He'd just sold a house he built and was now building another one, and had a sudden cash influx; that's how he could afford to fly over to me.
At the time I was a magazine publisher and quite ill. He had headaches. I had none of the powers I have today: there was nothing I could do for him. Today I would know what to do... but I won't cry for spilled milk. 2
Later that year he lost one eye, the cause of his headaches, then lost his job due to his funny looks with the glass eye... life is unfair.
A personal confession from Sophie: I am in this with you... we are in this together!
I've been happy for no reason for a few days now. I have the glow about me that I can only compare to the glow of people being in love. I even caught myself wanting to call a person that I normally get irritated by... and ask them out for coffee... No reason, just because I am so happy.
Most "gurus" aka teachers teach from their head.
I have an ex-teacher of mine who teaches internet marketing. They have a whole system. Their students pay over six thousand dollars a year to learn their system.
They have no successful students. Not one. Why? because they don't teach what they do. In fact they don't do any of the things they teach. None of the things that make them money are even remotely related to what they teach. None of the mindset stuff they teach actually does...
They hope that what they teach will work some day.
It's a great sentence from Spiderman. I loved it. But I never thought it would say anything direct to me, not in a million years. I didn't have great powers.
Until about two weeks ago.
Suddenly every time I was to infuse Source energies into water or remedy mix, I would have this intense pain in my chest, that I identified as Mimulus: fear.
It would even prevent me from connecting to Source on a level where I can make commands... I would have to meditate for long minutes before it would let me go past it... Of course Heaven on Earth works fast too.
Now, here it is that I need to come clean: Every activation that we did before that time was good, was wonderful, but it was time consuming and the activations needed to be repeated to work. The results were often reversible. The activations were not permanent, not what I had promised. 1