On the surface it looks like I make that behavior wrong… but what is underneath it is a concern.
A concern is what keeps your foot nailed to the floor so you cannot do much more than dance around that nail.
The concern is feelings stupid when I fall for the deceit… when I can be duped, when I am too stupid to be able to tell.
Of course I could say: I love people, I see the best in them, blah blah blah, but that is not the point.
I have an impossible standard for myself to never miss the sign of deceit, to never be found out that I am too stupid to see it a mile away. Continue reading “Anxious? Fearful? There must be a belief underneath…”