... Or how do you destroy your life, little by little...
There is nothing more significant in destroying your self-image than starting something, with all the hopes and aspirations it takes to start something and abandoning in before it is finished.
Even if you knew yourself as a great person deserving of the dream you set out to accomplish with the project, by abandoning it, by leaving it in the middle, you declare yourself as undeserving, someone less than a match to your dreams.
When you don't finish a project, you set yourself up for more of the same, it is a self-strengthening cycle.
It's all downhill from there. You continue life with a lot of your life force lost to that incident. Now you know yourself as someone who can't be counted on. Your experience of yourself is that you are a failure, a wannabe, and you hate yourself.
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I once had a boy friend who refused to have sex with me when I wanted it, saying that I was using him. When he wanted... that was OK.
This article is a little sloppy, stream of consciousness... let me know if it is too sloppy... please.
I just had an interesting conversation with one of my students.
I have been suspicious as to why she was less than enthusiastic in her course work for the 67 steps coaching.
So I asked, this morning:
...answer one question: why are you in this program? What would you like to get out of it?
In terms of the good life...
I don’t mean to say that you are wrong, I mean to say that without being somewhat clear on what you want, you will only...
Fair question, right? You need to know why you are doing something if you want to do it well.
This was her answer:
Continue reading "How to get out of the trap seeing yourself as a victim?"
Summary: One of the most frequent questions people ask or think is: what is my soul's purpose? what am I supposed to do with my life? How to live on purpose to get fulfillment, and a sense of life well lived? This article contributes the purpose part...
If you want to do this exercise correctly, you need a distance to see the forest for the trees. With distance comes "Witness" and you begin to see, without the constant chatter of the Mind, that tries to tell you what you should see to look good, to be good, to be socially acceptable, to conform to your own expectations of what's good... all misleading. Your job is to see what is so, not what should be so.
With distance you see even the time-line. Tendencies, trends, inclinations. You can see what was important and what wasn't.
Continue reading "How to find your direction?"
This is an article partially rewritten by me. It is from Rob Brezsny from his book, Pronoia... with my notes, annotations...
He describes, through the "apocalypse" the relationship between the pedestrian (driftwood) way of living and the living on the higher floors... pretty much what I teach... Although his language is a lot more lofty, a lot more "spiritual," but he expresses what I am trying to say, maybe better than I do.
Some "visionaries" and "prophets" expect a huge and sudden shift in the world's story sometime in the coming years. Most predict that it will be a sudden cascade of events that completely changes everything everywhere.
Continue reading "Apocalypse: an opportunity to develop some capacities to be ready for anything"
Why would a large majority of the human population refuse to receive the DNA upgrade?
In conversations with students, without ever asking their opinion about this, I have formed a view about the reasons why someone would not want the capacities included in the DNA upgrade of September 4.
It is hard to fathom... after all if you have more capacities, you can live more, love more, have more, enjoy more... but no, reality doesn't work the way of imagination, not at all.
The easiest it is to see this unwillingness when we look at the capacities of love and caring.
Most of humanity lives in a state I call "driftwood."
Continue reading "The ability to care, the ability to love: why is it that people don’t want it?"
I am reading a Kindle book, Comets and the Horns of Moses (The Secret History of the World) by Laura Knight-Jadczyk
The book is 700 pages, and hard to read, so I don't recommend it: I will write about it, it will be as good as reading it. Not here, not now, I first want to finish it, I am 40% through.
Continue reading "It’s time to laugh… It is all s-h-i-t… bs… deception… illusion… a dream"
People (you?) want to know what is their soul's purpose so they can start to live the life of their dreams. They are waiting to do the right thing... but there is a problem.
If and when the right thing comes along, will you be ready for it?
It has taken me 60 years to become ready to do what I do, and although most things are not as complicated and demanding as being a spiritual leader of returning humanity to the Original Design, most things require you to know how to do quite a few things.
The question you should be asking yourself: why am I waiting to do the right thing while I am missing doing the thing I am doing right.
Most people, when they retire, can sport one or two skills they have... and if you get fired, or laid off... what the heck are you going to do? Or if the "right thing" came along, what skills do you have to actually be able to do it?
I have two small groups of four people each that I train. Interestingly the two groups bounce off each other, and I never have to wonder what we are going to do next (I don't have a lesson plan: I allow what they don't know to drive the course of study).
In the last few weeks both groups arrived to the same question: what is the most missing, the most painfully missing "thing" that if it were there, it would really make a difference.
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Becoming Like God, Climbing The Tree of Life
This is a very old article. The truth value of this article is only 10%... my newer articles' truth value is 60%. And yet... this article has elements of truth... 10%...
There are two fundamental ways to live life, and that reflects in every choice we make, every thought we have, every action we take.
- One way is to say: "I am all I can be, and my job is to make the best with what I have got. If I choose to grow, I have schools to go to, I have people who know more than I do, and I can learn from them." This is the Tree of Knowledge way.
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One of the new capacities this first phase activation will give you is the capacity to bilocate.
Does bilocation mean that your body and full consciousness will be at two places? No.
Here is what it means:
In your visualizations (necessary for any kind of manifestation, in psycho-cybernetics' theater of your mind exercises, in every communication with Source) you will be able to push your energy to a different place than where you are, animate it, and be able to view it through your regular eyes and consciousness.
For example, when you do the move "connect directly to Source" that is in my video, you are at two places at once. It is your "out of your body" that does the communication, but you animate it from your brain.
Why is this good and why is this a skill necessary for a good life, for great results, for ascension?
Continue reading "Second Phase: How Bilocation Saved My Life"