I thought I would share something I haven't talked about in a long while... And that is your memories. Your pain memories... specifically.
We all have it. And they are, for most people, packed away, in some fat, or some muscle, joint... like any other toxin.
Life is smart. You cannot be very effective with life, very present, if you have to deal with pain that can't be resolved... emotional pain.
Many people go to classes to rid themselves of the pain, but these classes don't work very well. Why? Because when you retell the story, you get caught in the story instead of feeling the pain. You feel the "marker feelings" the words awaken, but not the original pain. 1
The pain is NOT in the story... stories are words. But the pain is real, and the words, the story, push the pain further out of reach.
There is a fundamental built-in error in tests that involve answering questions about ourselves.
I have found that personality tests that rely on your knowing yourself and to predict what you would do in certain situations, are profoundly flawed. 1
I say this after working with thousands of people, one-on-one, observing them, feeling them (I am an empath) and comparing who and how they are compared to what they say about themselves.
The gap is significant between the two.
You believe yourself different from who you are, and you fill out your questionnaire by your belief. But your actions will still be consistent with who you really are, how you really behave, your real attitude, your real self, and you'll be way off in your test results... 2
Your vibration, your creativity, your truth value all depends on your cone of vision... But until you see that you have a narrow cone of vision, that you look at things with narrow cone of vision, or a narrow filter, you won't want to make it wider.
Wide cone of vision means inclusive... narrow cone of vision is exclusive... exclusive of areas that you KNOW don't matter, don't belong, or you don't like them. Exclusive because you KNOW the answer...
The most exciting insights first show up in the corner of your eyes... Which means they are literally outside of your cone of vision.
Self-improvement, self-development is a lot like the illegal drug trade. It's not regulated. A few "cartels" dominate the market. What they sell is mostly addictive, pleasure promising, but on the long term destroys the user's life.
Then there are the drug pushers, the evangelists that seems to know what's right and what's wrong, and how a teacher should or should not be.
This article gives you some tools that you can use to remove the Dark Side attachments you unwittingly gathered through curiosity, greed, or desire to heal. If I refused to remove your attachments, this is what I can offer to you, for now. If you can't afford my services to remove you attachments, this is also your path.
From time to time I am approached by people that I know are dangerous. Some are unconscious of the danger they pose... they are like zombies... operated by a power greater than themselves: an evil and dark power.
How did that happen? They find themselves attracted to weird stuff... energies, spells, curses, rituals, magical, magik.
The attraction comes from weakness. And the weakness gets exploited.
According to Kabbalah 1 (I studied at the Kabbalah Centre. Most Kabbalists disagree with the Kabbalah Centre's take on Kabbalah... ) you EARN your light.
Light is everything that keeps you alive, everything that you enjoy, everything you value. Sustenance, sex, pleasure, fulfillment... everything.
Obviously you want more of it, and obviously you don't want to work for it... unless you enjoy work...
Work here doesn't apply only to work that you do to earn money. Anything that you have to do consciously against your own laziness, ego, dark side, is considered work in Kabbalah.
The Soul Corrections are a list of types of work, one can do to earn light. Tell the truth, face the tiger, reveal your dark side, let go of superiority, circulate money, honor, respect, care for and about others... lots of them, and you probably have heard at least most of them. You consider them virtues...