Good, evil, truth, justice, moralilty, amoral

As I am battling the issue of finally saying no to what my mother called me when I was three, everything comes at me enlarged, sharper, more painful.

In fact, I haven’t been able to sleep well, and quickly approach exhaustion.

Going through the wall that is between me and going higher is turning out to be quite a challenge, quite a torturous undertaking.
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Energies… a series… Part 1: Subtle energies

invisible-energiesEnergies: Subtle energies

This is going to be a series on energies. I will try to make it such that regardless of your vibration, regardless on the level of your education, you will be able to get a glimpse into the invisible world of energies.

Make no mistake about it: energies are invisible. Just like light. You can only see the light’s effects… You don’t see light, you see the effect of it. But you can FEEL energy

If there is nothing to reflect it, to vibrate with it, you’ll see no light.

I am going to use examples, and you are going to “get it.” It will undo some of the misleading information you have been bombarded with.

And knowledge is power. My promise is that after reading this series you’ll have more personal power… Use it for good! Please.

Subtle energies… the energies of unconscious communication

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Keep your enemies close… with friends like this who needs enemies?

enemiesI am reading all the books by Michael Connelly.

I had read about 20 before getting to the last few I have on my kindle… these books stirred up something in me…

Suddenly, in these last few books, there is an unexpected twist: the last three novels have a similar element, not quite there, or maybe even missing from the previous ones: a friend or colleague is turning against friend or colleague…
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From small, miserable, fearful, hiding, to expansive, magnificent… can you do it?


The size of your paradigm, the size of your puny world… and what can you do about it?

You were born with a paradigm of 1,000. You were born innocent, knowing nothing, therefore knowing everything.

The tales of karma, the tales of past lives is not true, not really, maybe not at all.

You were born with no past and no future… Maybe some past starting from 4 month old in utero…

Then the world starts to “educate you” about what you can, what you can’t, what’s true and what’s false, and that is, for a while, passing on their paradigm. The intention is to keep you safe, not to imprison you, but ultimately that is the result they achieve.

Then you get to the ripe old age of 3 years old, and if you are typical, you start pretending that you already know everything there is to know, because you have already learned that the people who are big, seem to you to know everything… and they seem to you to do better than you.

The Second defining moment came…

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