Impostor Syndrome – One stumbling block to becoming an Expanding Human Being

writers-block-4This article is an old one… republished here…

It is puzzling to watch people not taking any actions that would make a lot of sense for them to take. They will cling, tooth and nail, to some status quo that only they see: it seems that they don’t want to find out that they can, and they don’t want to find out that they can’t.

This relegates them into the status of has-been, or never-been. You can’t hold onto anything, because anything that isn’t growing is dying. And you can’t become something more without growing.

Growing is risk: the risk that you need to find out that you are not as good (or not as bad) as you thought, pretended, claimed you were. Well… suck it up… but most people can’t and won’t.
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One of the things I love about The Sight capacity is that it can take the game over at any point.

it looks like this game losing is a foregone conclusionOf course if the game can’t be saved, then the game can’t be saved.

But even if I, with my physical eyes, and my “brilliant intellect” can’t see that the game can be saved, taken to winning, be turned around, be saved… if it can be, consciousness will see it.

I am very grateful that consciousness is not judgmental, consciousness doesn’t badger me when I mess games up. Games, like my health, games like my diet, games like my marketing, games like my income, games like my relationships.

To the limited perspective of the human mind, I take those games, often, to dead end-looking places, where I surely don’t think the game can be saved, turned around, and become a winning game again.

I am originally very emotional, very jumpy, very willing to burn bridges, very keen on keeping things neat, and note of those behaviors are good for any of the games a person can play… they all lead to disasters… unless you can turn them over to consciousness, and watch the wrinkles smooth out, watch the bridges can be rebuilt, watch as out of mess and chaos flowers can be had.
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Updated: The dilemma of a spiritual leader and an off-color joke… how do they match?

shut the fuck up!Warning, this is a two years old article, that accidentally got re-published. None of this is happening currently…

I have changed a lot since I wrote this… thank god. So, please, take it with a grain of salt… this is ancient history. Although it is true that most people can’t get what there is to get on the level that they are, and that they will not be helped by anything I do, the solution, from my personal point of view, is not to exclude them, but to provide them with a vehicle that they can get at least to the second floor. Vibration 200 is the second floor, and the view is very different from there. The feeling is very different there.

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Maybe you can’t lead people to Heaven unless you know the habits and the moves of Hell: the anatomy of Evil

Products of evil are evil products If you went back to yesterday’s post, you would find a horoscope by Rob Brezsny predicting that I will have whirlwind like experiences that will take me to what I need to learn, to the tools I need to successfully navigate my path.

I said that it looked exciting, like an adventure. It did.

Just like bungee jumping, roller coaster riding look like fun… Except there is a big difference between looking at it, and being on it.

I started on my journey to transform whatever I needed to transform, because my life felt like a roller coaster and I hated it. I hated the feeling of having no control, I hated being jerked to the left, only so that the next moment I can be jerked to the right. I am not built for this kind of excitement, I am not.

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With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility: The Wipetheslateclean® Energy And The New Method Of Activation

with great power comes great responsibility for a spiritual teacher energy wielder With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility

It’s a great sentence from Spiderman. I loved it. But I never thought it would say anything direct to me, not in a million years. I didn’t have great powers.

Until about two weeks ago.

Suddenly every time I was to infuse Source energies into water or remedy mix, I would have this intense pain in my chest, that I identified as Mimulus: fear.

It would even prevent me from connecting to Source on a level where I can make commands… I would have to meditate for long minutes before it would let me go past it… Of course Heaven on Earth works fast too.

The action that precipitated this big wave of fear was the creation of the WipeTheSlateClean® energy.

Coming Clean

Now, here it is that I need to come clean: Every activation that we did before that time was good, was wonderful, but it was time consuming and the activations needed to be repeated to work. The results were often reversible. The activations were not permanent, not what I had promised. 1

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The Hundredth Monkey and The Second Phase Activator Course: what’s the connection?

the hundredth money the tipping point the wipe the slate clean energy I am sitting here, doing work for my friend’s 15-minute fame and potential big break. Your success is measured by the number of people you made successful, I tell myself as an excuse for taking my attention off doing my own work.

My body is ravaged with strong and very unpleasant emotions. Mostly anxiety, doom, and grief.

I muscle test myself every five minutes if the feelings are mine. They are. I take my Heaven on Earth and continue working, but the bad feelings come back and take my breath away.

I catch myself wondering what it all means. Shall I stop doing the help to my friend? Shall I just run the other way? I muscle test it, and the test says “no.”

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Why you can’t go to the next evolutionary stage? Why you can’t be living your soul’s purpose? Why you can’t raise your vibration? And what you can do about it?

vervet: high social awareness, no environmental awareness Why you can’t go to the next evolutionary stage? Why you can’t be living your soul’s purpose? Why you can’t raise your vibration? And what you can do about it?

I have mentioned in another post that I am re-reading the book, The Tipping Point. It’s a brilliant book and it talks about something that is very very relevant to the work we are doing here. The work we are TRYING to do…

It’s about raising the vibration of humanity, taking humanity to the next evolutionary stage.

With the current level of evolution, humanity is not capable of bringing in the age of “Heaven on Earth”, also known as “The Thousand Years of Peace.”

This article is about what is in the way (the single most important obstacle) and how to go about removing it.

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Design Contest? Can you help?

this is what you start with: a blank label. find a designer. get the word out Now that we have the Heaven on Earth Energy bundle in a bottle, we need a bottle label, about 2×4 inches. I am thinking of running a design contest for the design. But: I don’t know how to run a contest. I don’t have time for this.

So, as usual, I would resort to designing the label myself. What’s wrong with that, you ask? Nothing, really, except the reason to do so. Although I am an architect and I was a magazine publisher for 11 years, the world is better of me doing the work of the planetary ascension, not designing labels.

The other reason is: getting the word out.
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